It fits her so well 💜

Wuggy...

Cannot fathom how someone decides watching someone like a hawk is helpful.

What gets me is idk what they think they can do. Watching me eat doesn't help. They can offer to get food which okay. Outside of that like there's nothing they really can do of relevance. And it doesn't help if any time they THINK I'm doing bad they have a meltdown and make me feel like shit.

Like. Why would I want them to do anything? They aren't in my brain. They haven't had an@. I'm an independent person and am very heavy on 'I need to do it myself' for recovery. I already feel like I'm failing if I struggle. I don't need to feel worse for failing someone else. I don't need pressure!!

They don't know what it's like having a restrictive ed. They know that. They said they know that. Yet they're still acting like if I don't respond in a way that is consistent with what they want, I'm dying. I know relapses are scary. They scare me too. But I can't always be perfect at recovery!!

I understand they care. I appreciate that. But what I don't need is someone staring at me and watching what/when i eat. And having a meltdown if they don't think it's enough. I love you but babes stress makes me res MORE not less and this all is stressing me tf out!!! I'm already fighting ED demons!

Yes!!!! Same!!! I guess it's kinda harm reduction even if it's weird? I mean if it works right xD

LITERALLY idk why. Sometimes I look at them when I'm sad and they make me feel... better? Like specifically when I'm feeling like I'm faking and my brain needs the reminder 'no you actually almost died several dozen times'

Noooo I'm gonna fight your tummy ache for you

This looks sooooooo good!!!!!

Yesssss I actually found a recipe last night that's basically exactly that

I would absolutely fuck these up yoooo they're FUN SHAPES???? Ashes approved

I just ate a bunch of cheese and ice cream there is something in the air tonight 😭

In theory but like. In nugget form. The nugget form is v important. I think this is my brain telling me it wants chicken nuggets and I have fish in the fridge to make tomorrow so it's like NUGGETIFY IT 😂

Ahhhhh you look so cuuuuute I love the sweater!!!!!!! It's such a good color both in general and for you specifically