Ashessss
@starryxashes.bsky.social
Hi I'm Ashes!
25 - venting - she/they, plural a lot
TW: in recovery but talk about Ed, sh, trauma, and su!c!dal urges/thoughts
Manic restrictive dream girl ✌️🌙
SW: 167
CW: 153
LW: 135
GW: 115
BMI: 24.7
Minors and non ed dni
25 - venting - she/they, plural a lot
TW: in recovery but talk about Ed, sh, trauma, and su!c!dal urges/thoughts
Manic restrictive dream girl ✌️🌙
SW: 167
CW: 153
LW: 135
GW: 115
BMI: 24.7
Minors and non ed dni
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Ashessss
@starryxashes.bsky.social
· Dec 2
December tracker if I end up doing it at all.
Manifesting self defense in ways comfortable to me but still letting those I trust in, reconnection with spirit guides, self confidence and not hiding my self or my body in shame, and inner growth and peace.
Manifesting self defense in ways comfortable to me but still letting those I trust in, reconnection with spirit guides, self confidence and not hiding my self or my body in shame, and inner growth and peace.
Getting Indian food with my best friend :) bc food is good and I deserve food and I do not need to harm myself to have worth
January 4, 2026 at 12:00 AM
Getting Indian food with my best friend :) bc food is good and I deserve food and I do not need to harm myself to have worth
43 hour fast. Stopped bc I feel like shit, feel weak and I want to do aerial tomorrow, and I'm worrying people I care about. Those are all good reasons individually to stop. Why do I still feel like a failure for not hitting my arbitrary number :(
January 3, 2026 at 8:16 PM
43 hour fast. Stopped bc I feel like shit, feel weak and I want to do aerial tomorrow, and I'm worrying people I care about. Those are all good reasons individually to stop. Why do I still feel like a failure for not hitting my arbitrary number :(
Introduce yourself with what almost killed you
Hi, I'm untreated bipolar disorder, abuse, s3xu@l assault, and gender dysph0ria
Hi, I'm untreated bipolar disorder, abuse, s3xu@l assault, and gender dysph0ria
introduce yourself with what almost killed you
hi, im untreated bipolar disorder
hi, im untreated bipolar disorder
Introduce yourself with what almost killed you
Hi, I'm malnourishment and abuse
Hi, I'm malnourishment and abuse
January 3, 2026 at 6:40 PM
Introduce yourself with what almost killed you
Hi, I'm untreated bipolar disorder, abuse, s3xu@l assault, and gender dysph0ria
Hi, I'm untreated bipolar disorder, abuse, s3xu@l assault, and gender dysph0ria
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It's been 36 hours and I feel like shit :/ I should eat today but idk if I can. Guess we'll see.
January 3, 2026 at 3:36 PM
It's been 36 hours and I feel like shit :/ I should eat today but idk if I can. Guess we'll see.
I woke up to my country invading another. I wish I could go back to sleep and have it be a dream. I hate being an amer!can. There can be no peace in the world until the U.S. empire is broken up.
January 3, 2026 at 2:45 PM
I woke up to my country invading another. I wish I could go back to sleep and have it be a dream. I hate being an amer!can. There can be no peace in the world until the U.S. empire is broken up.
153 means I gained 20 lbs in the last 3 months. Just keep gaining and gaining and gaining and gaining and I'm done w it. It's not fair. I don't want to be this way but why the fuck do I literally always gain if I eat. That's not fair. What is wrong with my body.
January 3, 2026 at 5:07 AM
153 means I gained 20 lbs in the last 3 months. Just keep gaining and gaining and gaining and gaining and I'm done w it. It's not fair. I don't want to be this way but why the fuck do I literally always gain if I eat. That's not fair. What is wrong with my body.
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daw someone describe a girls appearance as a wet rat.. i would like to embody wet rat too actually
January 2, 2026 at 9:18 PM
daw someone describe a girls appearance as a wet rat.. i would like to embody wet rat too actually
Oh good food is hard again ☹️
January 2, 2026 at 6:47 PM
Oh good food is hard again ☹️
My favorite part of flying is being fucking groped by tsa and then them acting like im the bad guy for having a fucking reaction to a man feeling up my ass and inner thigh and crotch
January 2, 2026 at 12:44 PM
My favorite part of flying is being fucking groped by tsa and then them acting like im the bad guy for having a fucking reaction to a man feeling up my ass and inner thigh and crotch
My instincts are saying danger again which is really really annoying :/ like ik I can't trust them but I still feel it that somethings wrong and dangerous with someone I care about.
January 2, 2026 at 2:41 AM
My instincts are saying danger again which is really really annoying :/ like ik I can't trust them but I still feel it that somethings wrong and dangerous with someone I care about.
Caffeine headache 😐
January 2, 2026 at 12:48 AM
Caffeine headache 😐
For someone with self esteem issues I sure do want someone to call me 'goddess' a lot
January 1, 2026 at 5:50 PM
For someone with self esteem issues I sure do want someone to call me 'goddess' a lot
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Stealing this - 2026 resolutions and delusions!!!
January 1, 2026 at 4:43 AM
Stealing this - 2026 resolutions and delusions!!!
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thank you all for surviving 2025 ♥️
January 1, 2026 at 2:06 AM
thank you all for surviving 2025 ♥️
My New Year's resolution is to take up space and find good things for myself. Because I deserve it and I just need to push for it
January 1, 2026 at 2:44 AM
My New Year's resolution is to take up space and find good things for myself. Because I deserve it and I just need to push for it
I love all my sweet amazing beautiful beloved moots 💜 you are all so so so sweet and I feel so lucky to have gotten to meet you guys. I'm manifesting the best year and best things for all of us and I hope we all find recovery if you choose and the happiness we deserve 🫂 ily all and 2026 is our year!
January 1, 2026 at 1:49 AM
I love all my sweet amazing beautiful beloved moots 💜 you are all so so so sweet and I feel so lucky to have gotten to meet you guys. I'm manifesting the best year and best things for all of us and I hope we all find recovery if you choose and the happiness we deserve 🫂 ily all and 2026 is our year!
They're so fucking atttactive I canttttt
January 1, 2026 at 12:00 AM
They're so fucking atttactive I canttttt
I need to get some new shirts that show off my boobs they're not huge but they're there and idk I kinda wanna acknowledge that I usually don't
December 31, 2025 at 7:19 PM
I need to get some new shirts that show off my boobs they're not huge but they're there and idk I kinda wanna acknowledge that I usually don't
We are 3 weeks going on 4 and I still can't leave my deeper cvts uncovered without oozing bl00d :/ deeper is not worth it yall this shit fucking sucks
December 31, 2025 at 5:26 PM
We are 3 weeks going on 4 and I still can't leave my deeper cvts uncovered without oozing bl00d :/ deeper is not worth it yall this shit fucking sucks
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bluesky need to come up with a private account setting like yesterday 😟
December 31, 2025 at 2:27 PM
bluesky need to come up with a private account setting like yesterday 😟
My feet are freezing I just feel like there should be a masc with me I can put them on to warm them up
December 31, 2025 at 5:13 AM
My feet are freezing I just feel like there should be a masc with me I can put them on to warm them up
Me doing anything to stop from freaking out
a woman with very long hair is dancing in a room .
Alt: Sophia from Katseye doing a spinny dance
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December 30, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Me doing anything to stop from freaking out