What I needed was half-dose modafinil or low-dose concerta, not necessarily TMS

Also modafinil (50mg) reduces ur appetite *and* increases ur energy when microdosing.

first rule of dark matter: keep it subtle, don't broadcast it like the first person to lose the game Dark Forest

[if you're the loudest player in Civ/EU4/AOE2 Regicide Rumble, that's sometimes enough to make all the other players gang up on you]

the new year went off surprisingly well!!! [unlike previous years!] Need to get another 4TB HDD to secure my PC from accidents that could happen from antigravity

I *really* experimented with codex on the first day [and took modafinil again, THIS time I'm splitting the pills]. Always take the lowest dose of stimulants that is prescribeable

I need to find a way to not read dumb wikipedia articles/get into old addictions (esp addictions about history, old games I got entrained on) for escapism

Maybe I will find a way to be more expressive again, after showing so little of myself for 2 years (knowing all is easy to fact-check with LLMs).

I think most of the probability mass on this year being better is mostly on AI

[it makes hermit mode way easier than before]

I felt AGI like no other year and this more than made up for everything else

[well more his 3 falls]