y'know actually, maybe it was only non-writers contributing to that thread...

"slowly, deliberately" I just used that like yesterday?? those words go together?? it's the same thing as "slowly, carefully" but carefully is a more utilitarian word that I'm like to prefer in other places and deliberately is the closest synonym in this use case??

someone was like "when I start seeing the word recognition I know" and I'm like recognition? RECOGNITION?? if you need the word recognition what other word would you USE????

(don't talk to me about the new pc. I'm boneless.)

technically I probably COULD do both but once I start drawing I won't stop either until I finish a piece (could take up to a week) or until I get so mad it isn't going well that I give up (causes residual rage)

to be fair this is not the best I've ever done it, can't help falling was 97k in like four months or something. but it is also objectively not nearly as well written and not REMOTELY as well thought-out

I think a single chicken nugget would fix me. but more than one? just the opposite.

no more hurt but I'm so fucking tired despite having been in bed until 11 and my skull feels like its encased in fine grit sandpaper. how do I quickly advance time eleven hours so I can go back to sleep

I don't know how this is possible because there was in fact a solid like 3-5 days where I did not write a single word (research hell)

please god somebody make me stop daydreaming about a fucking ending that's lightyears away and make me at least work on planning the arc right in front of me so I can stop hesitating (procrastinating via daydreaming) and write

fucked up though, for real. fucked up.

heeelllp I'm so lost in the weeds of research I cannot find my way back to the road of progress. I'm not even DOING any research at this point. I'm just laying down. in the weeds. lost.