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May 29, 2025 at 4:08 PM
( the sensation of his tongue over hers sent her heart into overdrive and suddenly the air felt thicker than water .. she was gasping against his lips , crumbling underneath him . sergi never kissed her like this .. even in the best of times , he was never this tender .

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( her sighs were like gravity — pulling him closer , deeper . each breath , each brush of her lips , undid him .

her hand at the back of his neck , her fingers threading through his hair — gods . it nearly buckled him . he leaned into it , chasing the warmth , the comfort

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( when she stole a brief glance at him , she noticed how the color of his face now matched the vibrancy of his scarlet hair . how cute ..

he looked as if he might faint at any moment , and it made her stomach flip , the way he gazed at her . did she really have such an effect on him .ᐣ

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May 29, 2025 at 4:06 PM
( when she stole a brief glance at him , she noticed how the color of his face now matched the vibrancy of his scarlet hair . how cute ..

he looked as if he might faint at any moment , and it made her stomach flip , the way he gazed at her . did she really have such an effect on him .ᐣ

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( her forehead pressed to his and his world tilted .

the warmth of her skin , the brush of her breath— too close , too real , too much . it short-circuited something in him , like a fragile wire snapping under pressure .

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( ‘ i like it ’ he says . of course he did .. what she was doing was probably like granting water to a man who had wandered in the desert for years . she couldn't deny the fact that it was partially motivated by her own selfish desires ..

but she itched to touch him more ..

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May 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
( ‘ i like it ’ he says . of course he did .. what she was doing was probably like granting water to a man who had wandered in the desert for years . she couldn't deny the fact that it was partially motivated by her own selfish desires ..

but she itched to touch him more ..

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( the moment her hand rose to his face , gently guiding him to look at her , his heart lurched . for a split second , he panicked — had he gone too far ? his breath hitched , and he froze , pulling back just an inch , as if afraid to cause her discomfort .

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( there was a fire stoking in the heat of their complicated feelings . the silence was thick and charged — if she spoke , she was afraid it would break the spell they both seemed to be under .

did he touch her because she was pitiful .ᐣ or because he too had craved the touch of another ..

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May 28, 2025 at 4:49 PM
( there was a fire stoking in the heat of their complicated feelings . the silence was thick and charged — if she spoke , she was afraid it would break the spell they both seemed to be under .

did he touch her because she was pitiful .ᐣ or because he too had craved the touch of another ..

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( her fingers were fire and silk , gliding across his skin , loosening the scarf from around his neck like she was unwrapping something sacred . every inch of skin she touched awakened beneath her , goosebumps rising in a trail where her warmth lingered .

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( she watched as he tenderly kissed up her arm , leaving the skin underneath tingling with warmth . her heart fluttered excitedly , and she was suddenly more awake than before . her breath caught as hear flooded over her .

she felt the desire to explore this more .. aching in her chest .

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May 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM
( she watched as he tenderly kissed up her arm , leaving the skin underneath tingling with warmth . her heart fluttered excitedly , and she was suddenly more awake than before . her breath caught as hear flooded over her .

she felt the desire to explore this more .. aching in her chest .

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( the room was quiet , save for the subtle thrum of their breath in the space between . the lamp cast a honeyed glow over the tousled sheets and the stillness of two bodies lying close , but not yet touching enough .

his eyes drifted over her face ,

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( when he shifted , her first assumption was that he was moving to stop her . maybe she was coming off too strongly .. her heart squeezed , feeling blood rush to her face in embarrassment before she caught his gaze . it captivated her , stilling the racing thoughts in her mind .

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May 27, 2025 at 11:01 PM
( when he shifted , her first assumption was that he was moving to stop her . maybe she was coming off too strongly .. her heart squeezed , feeling blood rush to her face in embarrassment before she caught his gaze . it captivated her , stilling the racing thoughts in her mind .

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... ?
natal—

( oh . how he trembled . her hand — gentle , brushing the painted edge of his skin — made his breath hitch again . cutting him of with what he was about to say , unable to say ... her touch was reverent , soft in a way that made his heart ache ,

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( she paused , processing the words , repeating it over and over in her head . the assuredness of his tone seemed to confirm something in her mind . he was gone . and not just from their lives , but from the world . she was sure that that was what he had implied .

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May 27, 2025 at 10:06 PM
( she paused , processing the words , repeating it over and over in her head . the assuredness of his tone seemed to confirm something in her mind . he was gone . and not just from their lives , but from the world . she was sure that that was what he had implied .

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( her panic bubbled up so suddenly , so sharply , it took everything in him not to flinch in response . but not out of fear — never of her — but out of the sheer weight of her worry . for ... him ? how long had it been since someone had done that ?

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( despite hearing the confidence behind his words , she couldn't help but respond in a rush , an edge of panic crawling up her throat . )

b-but what if he gets the invitation as well .ᐣ he could track me down .. find both of us here .. .ᐟ

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May 27, 2025 at 6:18 PM
( despite hearing the confidence behind his words , she couldn't help but respond in a rush , an edge of panic crawling up her throat . )

b-but what if he gets the invitation as well .ᐣ he could track me down .. find both of us here .. .ᐟ

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( her words — soft , faltering — cut deeper than she likely realized. “ i’m still… ” still afraid ? still haunted ? still unsure ? she didn’t need to finish the sentence ... he understood . he always had . and yet , the way her voice dipped with guilt —

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ah— if you're tired , don't worry about it—

( she grew aware of the selfishness of her request .. having escaped from her abuser , she shouldn't have to feel so afraid anymore . but the unease from not knowing for certain whether he was dead or alive .. whether he could come back somehow

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May 27, 2025 at 4:20 PM
ah— if you're tired , don't worry about it—

( she grew aware of the selfishness of her request .. having escaped from her abuser , she shouldn't have to feel so afraid anymore . but the unease from not knowing for certain whether he was dead or alive .. whether he could come back somehow

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( she spoke his name again — soft , uncertain — and it pulled his attention immediately . her voice held something fragile in it , something he recognized all too well . a fear not yet shaken . a mind still caught in the claws of the nightmare .

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( she tucked in her chin a little as she lowered her gaze bashfully . it was .. a scandalous request . a man and a woman sharing a bed at night usually led to .. other activities . but margaretha was careful to dodge that insinuation , only trying to calm her anxious heart .

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May 27, 2025 at 2:50 PM
( she tucked in her chin a little as she lowered her gaze bashfully . it was .. a scandalous request . a man and a woman sharing a bed at night usually led to .. other activities . but margaretha was careful to dodge that insinuation , only trying to calm her anxious heart .

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( his breath hitched sharply when her face suddenly hovered just inches from his — the world narrowing to the soft curve of her lips and the quiet vulnerability in her eyes . the way her cheeks grew red from the warmth —

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( his words eased her mind like a lullaby , soft and reassuring .. her heart began to thrum lightly against her chest like a hummingbird . the last time she felt like this was back in his tent .. which felt like so long ago . was it okay to melt into his warmth again .ᐣ

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May 27, 2025 at 5:02 AM
( his words eased her mind like a lullaby , soft and reassuring .. her heart began to thrum lightly against her chest like a hummingbird . the last time she felt like this was back in his tent .. which felt like so long ago . was it okay to melt into his warmth again .ᐣ

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( her touch — her body this close — it did something to him . no , everything .
it cracked something open inside , something he didn’t know how to hold without it slipping between his fingers .
she was warm . real . too real .

and god , how could he not notice the tremble in her voice ,

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( she adjusted herself to allow room for him to join her under the covers . still trembling from the memory , she rested a hand over one of his arms as he held her securely . closing her eyes for a moment , she slowly inhaled and then exhaled . the warmth of his body was enough . )

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May 27, 2025 at 4:14 AM
/ JOKERMARGGGGG 😩🩷
May 26, 2025 at 10:22 PM
( she adjusted herself to allow room for him to join her under the covers . still trembling from the memory , she rested a hand over one of his arms as he held her securely . closing her eyes for a moment , she slowly inhaled and then exhaled . the warmth of his body was enough . )

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(  her hand on his wrist — it burned . not from pain , but from the unbearable weight of trust . need . fear .
his throat tightened as her voice reached him — small , trembling , honest . a plea wrapped in memory .
* ( hold me... )

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( the pain wasn't real , but her memory had placed her right back in that dimly lit tent like a cage . every swing of his arm had colored her a different shade of purple and blue , and she had no choice but to cower on the ground and hope he stop——
May 26, 2025 at 10:22 PM
( she clutched a tight fist against her chest , feeling her heart pound a hundred beats per minute . the pain in his laughter , his voice .. so it still stung him ..

in a leap of faith , she pushed against the wall , exposing herself to him . she stood at a distance , eyes filled with guilt

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( he doesn’t move at first . her words hang in the air . they pierce through the roar in his head like glass through skin . for a moment , just one moment , he stopped . the rocket dies down . )

... sorry ?

( the word falls from his lips like he doesn’t know what it means .

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( the upbeat melody gives her a burst of energy as she narrowly misses his attack . she lets out a gasp , wincing as she feels the bruise on her shoulder throb painfully . his words .. how terrifying . he was far from the gentle man she once knew . he was just another monster .. )

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May 26, 2025 at 10:05 PM
( the pain wasn't real , but her memory had placed her right back in that dimly lit tent like a cage . every swing of his arm had colored her a different shade of purple and blue , and she had no choice but to cower on the ground and hope he stop——
( he had just begun to drift — not into sleep , but into that dazed silence where pain slows to a dull hum , where his thoughts no longer clawed at him . the room had been still . her breath steady . his eyes half-lidded , just watching the way the light touched the side of her face . )

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( her lids were heavy with sleep as she felt herself sinking deeper into the bed , a sigh of relief drawing out past her lips . at least tonight she wouldn't be alone .. he was like an anchor for her to trust in . knowing he's by her side , she could fall asleep with ease .. )

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May 26, 2025 at 9:48 PM
( the upbeat melody gives her a burst of energy as she narrowly misses his attack . she lets out a gasp , wincing as she feels the bruise on her shoulder throb painfully . his words .. how terrifying . he was far from the gentle man she once knew . he was just another monster .. )

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( his head jerks up the moment he hears it — that low , delicate crank that scratches against the silence like a knife on glass . the melody is coming alive again , and so is he . )

( a grin crawls across his face beneath the mask . it's wrong . too wide . too aware . )

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( her heart is sinking lower into her stomach as she hears him approaching . any moment now , her location would be revealed to him . it was only a matter of time . the seconds ticked by as she thought of how to delay him . she was already tired and weary from running .

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May 26, 2025 at 7:04 PM
( her lids were heavy with sleep as she felt herself sinking deeper into the bed , a sigh of relief drawing out past her lips . at least tonight she wouldn't be alone .. he was like an anchor for her to trust in . knowing he's by her side , she could fall asleep with ease .. )

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( the second her voice wrapped around those words — “sit closer to me” — his heart stuttered. it shouldn’t have meant * ( that ) much . but it did . of course it did . his mind spun with memories he was never able to forget .

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( she felt his fingers close around hers , holding it securely , reassuringly . her heart felt a twinge of relief . he was still ever so devoted to her .. his loyalty knew no bounds . even after abandoning him and lying to him , he still trusted her . sometimes , she wondered why that was .

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May 26, 2025 at 6:55 PM
( she felt his fingers close around hers , holding it securely , reassuringly . her heart felt a twinge of relief . he was still ever so devoted to her .. his loyalty knew no bounds . even after abandoning him and lying to him , he still trusted her . sometimes , she wondered why that was .

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( her words washed over him like a soft tide — warm , overwhelming , and just a little too much for a heart as fragile as his . his fingers , resting beneath her touch , froze . did she know ? did she know what that did to him ? the gentle pressure of her hand atop his …

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( as he shared a sliver of the thoughts in his mind , she remained quiet , listening . there was no doubt what he was referring to .. and she didn't have anything to say to that . one of her hands slid down the side of her thigh aimlessly . )

i'm sure we'll be able to leave eventually ..

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May 25, 2025 at 11:10 PM
( her heart is sinking lower into her stomach as she hears him approaching . any moment now , her location would be revealed to him . it was only a matter of time . the seconds ticked by as she thought of how to delay him . she was already tired and weary from running .

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( he rises slowly , the music box cradled in his gloved hand like a twisted trophy . his laughter has faded into a low , rattling breath — cold and empty . this one ... belonged to a liar , who would lie to him again ... and again , and again , and AGAIN— )

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( she swiveled around , checking around her desperately in hopes that someone could come to her aid . there was no one in sight . this area belonged to her and the clown alone . her breathing was ragged , and she swallowed hard . smiley had shifted focus towards the music box .

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May 25, 2025 at 5:18 AM
( as he shared a sliver of the thoughts in his mind , she remained quiet , listening . there was no doubt what he was referring to .. and she didn't have anything to say to that . one of her hands slid down the side of her thigh aimlessly . )

i'm sure we'll be able to leave eventually ..

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( he watched her — the way her expression softened , then flickered into something unreadable , the way her fingers fussed with her hair as though to sweep away the weight of her thoughts along with it . but he saw the tremble . not in her hands , no —

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( as he crouched low before her , her eyes found his , lips parting slightly . everything he told her always felt so reassuring , so safe . it was like a blanket that enveloped her fearful heart . someone as sweet as him should never have had to experience the atrocities that he did .

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May 25, 2025 at 5:07 AM
joker is so sweet .. 💭
May 24, 2025 at 8:16 AM
( as he crouched low before her , her eyes found his , lips parting slightly . everything he told her always felt so reassuring , so safe . it was like a blanket that enveloped her fearful heart . someone as sweet as him should never have had to experience the atrocities that he did .

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( her voice was so soft , and yet the weight of it pressed on his chest like a stone . he hadn’t meant for his answer to sound distant — but it must have . he saw the way her gaze lowered , the sadness she tried to hide behind a faint smile . )

( a sudden panic twisted in his chest .

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( judging from his reaction , she knew it still pricked his mind . the mention of that place was enough to change his entire demeanor , it seemed . the brief silence before his reply was icy , and the air grew thick with the tension that followed after his words . )

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May 24, 2025 at 8:16 AM
( she swiveled around , checking around her desperately in hopes that someone could come to her aid . there was no one in sight . this area belonged to her and the clown alone . her breathing was ragged , and she swallowed hard . smiley had shifted focus towards the music box .

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( CRASH! — the pallet slams between them . wood shattering a bit at the impact . forcing him to stop . he reels back slightly , ready to leap , ready to break the rest of the wooden piece —
but then … )

… sergi .

( the name hangs in the air like a curse.

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( her head whips over to check his position , calculating the distance between them . there wasn't enough time to rush away , and even though she had placed the slowing music box down , she felt the impact of his rocket as he lunged at her . )

ah ‼️
May 24, 2025 at 7:24 AM
( judging from his reaction , she knew it still pricked his mind . the mention of that place was enough to change his entire demeanor , it seemed . the brief silence before his reply was icy , and the air grew thick with the tension that followed after his words . )

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( he nodded softly at her thanks and turned to place the tray down on her desk with delicate care , making sure the cups didn’t rattle too loud in the stillness . )

( but he froze — instantly — at her question . )

( his hands lingered over the edge of the tray .

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( her brows lifted a bit curiously as he left the room for a moment . when he returned , she noticed the tray of tea in his hands . how sweet .. his kindness always made her heart feel as if it were given a warm hug . her eyes crinkled into a genuine smile . )

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May 24, 2025 at 6:55 AM