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i .. want to keep going ..
is that okay .ᐣ

( she was nervous , studying his eyes carefully . maybe with him , it wouldn't hurt . maybe with joker , she could learn to love again . )
May 29, 2025 at 4:06 PM
she wanted to feel loved . she wanted to feel cherished . pulling away to gaze at him for a moment , her breath warmed against his lips . her eyes captured the dimming light of the lamp , holding softness and affection for him as her chest rose and fell in labored breaths . )

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May 29, 2025 at 4:06 PM
could she take it a step further .ᐣ her stomach flipped , every nerve in her body more awake than ever as the sensation tingled down her core , urging her to press her legs close to his sides , knees squeezing against him .

it was a nonverbal cue , a green light signaling her need .

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May 29, 2025 at 4:06 PM
her hand trailed over to find his , looping their fingers together . words couldn't express how right it felt . she didn't know it could feel this good to touch someone . she wanted to catch fire , burn in the desire that was spreading over her .

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May 29, 2025 at 4:06 PM
deeper .

the feelings she had repressed for the sake of remaining a loyal wife to her abuser — like a fool .. when she could have been loved and adored like this all this time . it seemed she had fell in love with the wrong clown .. was this her second chance .ᐣ

she was taking it . )
May 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
how embarrassing .. she was feeling so good from a kiss .. little did she realize how touch-starved she was . all the love she had craved in her marriage was being given to her by the sad clown whom she had befriended initially out of pity .

now those feelings had transformed into something —

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May 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
her head tilted as their lips connected again and again , her sighs filled with hunger . joker , joker .. her mind echoed . her free hand weaved through his messy red threads , thumb stroking against his scalp .

a soft moan rose from deep in her chest , and the tips of her ears grew hot .

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May 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
every cell in her body begged to chase this feeling to the end , her natural instincts taking over as fingers wrapped around the back of his neck , pulling him into her , deepening their kiss . she couldn't stop herself ..

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May 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
so unlike sergi who was so forceful and careless , a man who only sought chasing his own pleasure . it was a clear contrast . she felt her heart beat harder , blood rushing in her veins .. this was just like before . but it felt even more intense than she remembered .

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May 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
though he looked as if he might overheat and pass out , he didn't . instead , his hand fell onto her waist , so lightly , as if she were made of glass — enough to make her breath catch . his body guided hers back as he climbed slowly over her . he was careful , attentive .

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May 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
she wasn't cold anymore . her face was flushed with heat and she wanted more . she inhaled more of his scent as she kissed him , fully committing to whatever this was . she didn't care , she didn't think . it felt good . that's all that mattered right now . )
May 28, 2025 at 4:49 PM
temptation was swirling in the pit of her stomach . she felt the spark between them and went in for more , pressing her lips more intentionally against his , taking his lower lip in between hers .

he tasted sweet .. her arms wrapped around him , pulling him in close against her chest .

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May 28, 2025 at 4:49 PM
her eyes closed and she let go of the strings holding her back . she was free to do as she pleased — free . at first , her lips brushed over his . dipping her feet in the waters .. checking the temperature .

her lids fluttered open slowly , checking his expression .

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May 28, 2025 at 4:49 PM
a silent apology she repeated in her mind until it dissolved into something .. more intimate . ‘ i like it too , ’ she thought . it was enough to draw her head to a tilt , lips just barely touching his .. careful , still indecisive . until she finally gave in .

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May 28, 2025 at 4:49 PM
to share his warmth . the tips of her fingers lingered against his chin , eyes carrying a new soft light . he didn't see her as cruel .. he didn't blame her , even now ..

he was inches from her face , and she was leaning in , pressing her forehead against his .

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May 28, 2025 at 4:49 PM
maybe she was already too concerned over his well-being . maybe natalie was selfish , but margaretha was a different story .. she didn't want to hurt him .

he deserved better than her . )
May 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM
so forward .. aren't i ..
how cruel of me . inviting you in to bed .. taking advantage of your kindness ..

( she broke eye contact , brows knitting together . as much as her body craved it .. her mind was hesitant . in moments like these , one shouldn't think too much ..

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May 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM
it must be out of a need for comfort .. it had to be . it would make it all the less complicated when she had to put her needs first in order to survive . she wouldn't have to hesitate ..

she stopped herself , doubt swirling in her uncertain expression . )

i—i'm sorry .. i'm being

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May 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM
it was out of loneliness . a need for comfort . a distraction .. not because she held fondness for him or the fact his voice was a sweet sound she had grown to miss , or even the fact that when his hands made contact with hers , she didn't flinch like she would with sergi ...

no ..

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May 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM
her eyes trailed down and she lifted his face with a hand as if to tell him .. ‘ look at me . ’ after taking a moment to study his features , her gaze remained on his lips , debating whether to go for it . he was already so devoted to protecting her .. why was she going this extra step .ᐣ

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May 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM
despite his lame leg and that awkward smile and discolored skin from the burns , she didn't find him unsightly . though she wouldn't say it out loud , she had become endeared to him .. and those feelings only grew more intense as her skin touched his .

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May 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM