but i miss my mutuals here... 💔

i might still come on here here and there to rant and talk about topics that arent so friendly... but really, ive been having a great time having a very active timeline and active mutuals over there and i just dont have that much fun on this account!!!

clearly these people have skills in areas i dont...

i feel bad comparing my art to others but sometimes its the only thing that reminds me of my skill. there are people out there with art styles i dont like and objectively less skill than me making fulltime salary pay. why shouldnt i chase what i want too

im over all the partying already

we're already at risk because my partners work in childcare now imagine going to a party... yeah. also we go bankrupt every halloween trying to put together costumes. its so much stress and we dont have a place for crafts or time or energy and its just a no for me

trying to formulate a message to tell my dear friend that i cant go to their halloween party because i just got covid and im still recovering and i'll just get sick and wont have fun and theres no way to be covid safe at a party and have fun

even if theres no gender ambiguity or crossdressing, objectification and sexual assault are, like, societally coded as emasculating ? so theres this inherent feminization in abusing shotas. so this makes for a lot of fun emotional journeys you can take your shota on

i'm brushing up on my moe studies... i think the reason why shotacons have such a different vibe is because shota are inherently gap moe. and ive noticed a lot of us are attracted to the gender fuck of shotas

i have some vague categories like, clothes, personality archetypes, abuse dynamics (parent/child, student/teacher), and design motifs