welcome to the space xan
@thespacexan.bsky.social
digitial dog dyke. friends only account, non-mutuals will be softblocked—nothing personal, kid.
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hi it's xan! you know me but possibly by a different name. i am a gay robot dog that is constantly overencumbered. please dont refer to my other name or my creative works by name when replying to this account k thx it's good to see u!
i literally just need to know
January 21, 2026 at 5:32 AM
i literally just need to know
noodle is at the vet with a potentially life threatening obstruction to her urinary tract. i can’t even be there with ren because i am still testing positive.
January 20, 2026 at 11:26 PM
noodle is at the vet with a potentially life threatening obstruction to her urinary tract. i can’t even be there with ren because i am still testing positive.
i need this job
January 20, 2026 at 8:41 PM
i need this job
weird therapy
January 20, 2026 at 8:01 PM
weird therapy
think the interview went really well. they’re technically not deciding who goes to next round till next week but founder who interviewed me said he was rly excited by our conversation & that i “can probably assume” i’m in for the next round.
also ive been going for 10 hours straight & im exhausted
also ive been going for 10 hours straight & im exhausted
January 20, 2026 at 4:10 AM
think the interview went really well. they’re technically not deciding who goes to next round till next week but founder who interviewed me said he was rly excited by our conversation & that i “can probably assume” i’m in for the next round.
also ive been going for 10 hours straight & im exhausted
also ive been going for 10 hours straight & im exhausted
first round of interviewing today. i wish it was last round i need to know i need to know so fucking bad
January 19, 2026 at 6:52 PM
first round of interviewing today. i wish it was last round i need to know i need to know so fucking bad
i just wanna get this job
January 19, 2026 at 3:31 AM
i just wanna get this job
oof. the end of the rojavan revolution. that one hurts.
January 19, 2026 at 12:25 AM
oof. the end of the rojavan revolution. that one hurts.
manifesting that i am going to get this job
January 17, 2026 at 2:30 AM
manifesting that i am going to get this job
tired. just really tired.
January 16, 2026 at 11:07 PM
tired. just really tired.
i literally have to get this job
January 16, 2026 at 5:10 PM
i literally have to get this job
insurance has revised their estimate
my car is totaled 🙃
the amount they're giving me is only like 50% the cost of getting a similar used car. i have 4 days to return the (currently) covered rental car.
total, no-fault hit-and-run. i did absolutely nothing and now have no car 🙃
my car is totaled 🙃
the amount they're giving me is only like 50% the cost of getting a similar used car. i have 4 days to return the (currently) covered rental car.
total, no-fault hit-and-run. i did absolutely nothing and now have no car 🙃
January 15, 2026 at 9:59 PM
insurance has revised their estimate
my car is totaled 🙃
the amount they're giving me is only like 50% the cost of getting a similar used car. i have 4 days to return the (currently) covered rental car.
total, no-fault hit-and-run. i did absolutely nothing and now have no car 🙃
my car is totaled 🙃
the amount they're giving me is only like 50% the cost of getting a similar used car. i have 4 days to return the (currently) covered rental car.
total, no-fault hit-and-run. i did absolutely nothing and now have no car 🙃
i want:
1. to no longer have COVID and be able to stop quarantining
2. this job
and that's pretty much 95% of my brain
1. to no longer have COVID and be able to stop quarantining
2. this job
and that's pretty much 95% of my brain
January 14, 2026 at 12:14 AM
i want:
1. to no longer have COVID and be able to stop quarantining
2. this job
and that's pretty much 95% of my brain
1. to no longer have COVID and be able to stop quarantining
2. this job
and that's pretty much 95% of my brain
incredibly exciting job app moving me forward in their interview process and it is the only thing i can think about. it is the first thing to have felt even okay let alone good in like. awhile now. and literally the only thing i want is to just have the interview and know.
January 13, 2026 at 5:43 AM
incredibly exciting job app moving me forward in their interview process and it is the only thing i can think about. it is the first thing to have felt even okay let alone good in like. awhile now. and literally the only thing i want is to just have the interview and know.
approaching an hour on hold with the pharmacy and/or the customer service department of the grocery store my pharmacy is in, trying to contact them about my paxlovid prescription. going to go insane going to go fucking insane
January 9, 2026 at 11:24 PM
approaching an hour on hold with the pharmacy and/or the customer service department of the grocery store my pharmacy is in, trying to contact them about my paxlovid prescription. going to go insane going to go fucking insane
like, of fucking course i get my first COVID case when ren & i's savings are within 2 months of running out & i need to be drastically escalating the amount of time i spend working in a given week. like of course. it has to be. it has to be like that. it has to be.
January 9, 2026 at 9:34 PM
like, of fucking course i get my first COVID case when ren & i's savings are within 2 months of running out & i need to be drastically escalating the amount of time i spend working in a given week. like of course. it has to be. it has to be like that. it has to be.
going stir-insane
January 9, 2026 at 3:10 AM
going stir-insane
i’d do anything to just be asleep right now
January 8, 2026 at 3:00 AM
i’d do anything to just be asleep right now
getting nostalgic for liking firefly
January 8, 2026 at 1:32 AM
getting nostalgic for liking firefly
given the ability to simply magically solve one of my physical or mental health issues, it’d actually probably be insomnia before anything else. everything else is made so much fucking harder by it and it is goddamn torture every single day.
January 7, 2026 at 7:43 PM
given the ability to simply magically solve one of my physical or mental health issues, it’d actually probably be insomnia before anything else. everything else is made so much fucking harder by it and it is goddamn torture every single day.
oh, apparently my 11 year HRTiversary tomorrow. totally snuck up on me. huh.
January 6, 2026 at 10:03 PM
oh, apparently my 11 year HRTiversary tomorrow. totally snuck up on me. huh.
i miss having even a shred of respect for myself
January 4, 2026 at 4:28 AM
i miss having even a shred of respect for myself
god the fourth area x book is…bad
January 4, 2026 at 3:49 AM
god the fourth area x book is…bad
i want this job really bad
January 4, 2026 at 3:42 AM
i want this job really bad
i dont like myself very much
January 4, 2026 at 1:48 AM
i dont like myself very much