ToastyWolf
@toastywolf1.bsky.social
he/him
Dutch/history student | Part time poet, part time geek, full time historian.
Dutch/history student | Part time poet, part time geek, full time historian.
"Maybe life is but a grotesque and foolish dream, maybe it's mad gods all the way down, but it can be oddly reassuring when a work grapples with meaning and concludes that sometimes, things are just tough, and it's not your fault."
- Curious Archive ('What Happens After a God Goes Mad?')
- Curious Archive ('What Happens After a God Goes Mad?')
January 1, 2026 at 4:08 PM
"Maybe life is but a grotesque and foolish dream, maybe it's mad gods all the way down, but it can be oddly reassuring when a work grapples with meaning and concludes that sometimes, things are just tough, and it's not your fault."
- Curious Archive ('What Happens After a God Goes Mad?')
- Curious Archive ('What Happens After a God Goes Mad?')
Rolled up in my scarf
But it's still not quite like you
Nothing really is
-T
But it's still not quite like you
Nothing really is
-T
December 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Rolled up in my scarf
But it's still not quite like you
Nothing really is
-T
But it's still not quite like you
Nothing really is
-T
Scared to ruin you
With cursed words on a page now
I'll pour my heart out
-T
With cursed words on a page now
I'll pour my heart out
-T
December 25, 2025 at 3:29 PM
Scared to ruin you
With cursed words on a page now
I'll pour my heart out
-T
With cursed words on a page now
I'll pour my heart out
-T
If Trump gets own battleship-class, I will, regardless of my obsessive interest in battleships, refuse to study anything about it.
December 23, 2025 at 7:11 AM
If Trump gets own battleship-class, I will, regardless of my obsessive interest in battleships, refuse to study anything about it.
Pretty sky again
But it could never outshine
Your blinding beaty
-T
But it could never outshine
Your blinding beaty
-T
December 22, 2025 at 9:15 PM
Pretty sky again
But it could never outshine
Your blinding beaty
-T
But it could never outshine
Your blinding beaty
-T
How many bonus points do I get by bringing snacks as the DM?
December 21, 2025 at 5:07 PM
How many bonus points do I get by bringing snacks as the DM?
Got out-lored on Percy Jackson today. I will now hide in a cave for 7 years and think about my wrongs.
December 21, 2025 at 9:02 AM
Got out-lored on Percy Jackson today. I will now hide in a cave for 7 years and think about my wrongs.
I want to be ‘later’, so I can enjoy all the things still to come.
I want to be ‘in a couple of years’, so I can do all the plans we made.
I want to be ‘next time’, so I can always keep you close.
So much that I am forgetting to want ‘when we were young’, so I can live in all our memories.
-T
I want to be ‘in a couple of years’, so I can do all the plans we made.
I want to be ‘next time’, so I can always keep you close.
So much that I am forgetting to want ‘when we were young’, so I can live in all our memories.
-T
December 21, 2025 at 3:49 AM
I want to be ‘later’, so I can enjoy all the things still to come.
I want to be ‘in a couple of years’, so I can do all the plans we made.
I want to be ‘next time’, so I can always keep you close.
So much that I am forgetting to want ‘when we were young’, so I can live in all our memories.
-T
I want to be ‘in a couple of years’, so I can do all the plans we made.
I want to be ‘next time’, so I can always keep you close.
So much that I am forgetting to want ‘when we were young’, so I can live in all our memories.
-T
Because if it has to be anyone,
I’d want it to be you.
But if it HAS to be anyone,
why CAN’T it be you?
-T
I’d want it to be you.
But if it HAS to be anyone,
why CAN’T it be you?
-T
December 21, 2025 at 3:44 AM
Because if it has to be anyone,
I’d want it to be you.
But if it HAS to be anyone,
why CAN’T it be you?
-T
I’d want it to be you.
But if it HAS to be anyone,
why CAN’T it be you?
-T
Give up, fight
Hear my plicht
Screaming in the dark
Making not a mark
-T
Hear my plicht
Screaming in the dark
Making not a mark
-T
December 21, 2025 at 3:26 AM
Give up, fight
Hear my plicht
Screaming in the dark
Making not a mark
-T
Hear my plicht
Screaming in the dark
Making not a mark
-T
"You'll be mine again ..."
December 20, 2025 at 8:17 PM
"You'll be mine again ..."
Is this feeling true?
Or just what I want to feel?
I want to be real.
-T
Or just what I want to feel?
I want to be real.
-T
December 20, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Is this feeling true?
Or just what I want to feel?
I want to be real.
-T
Or just what I want to feel?
I want to be real.
-T
Can I curl up in your arms?
Feel your breathing
Enjoy your warmth
Be in your presence
And just
Exist there
Forever?
-T
Feel your breathing
Enjoy your warmth
Be in your presence
And just
Exist there
Forever?
-T
December 19, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Can I curl up in your arms?
Feel your breathing
Enjoy your warmth
Be in your presence
And just
Exist there
Forever?
-T
Feel your breathing
Enjoy your warmth
Be in your presence
And just
Exist there
Forever?
-T
Reposted by ToastyWolf
Doctor watching medical drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Cop watching crime drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Historian watching history drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: It iS NoT A DoCuMeNtArY!
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Cop watching crime drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Historian watching history drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: It iS NoT A DoCuMeNtArY!
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December 18, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Doctor watching medical drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Cop watching crime drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Historian watching history drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: It iS NoT A DoCuMeNtArY!
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Cop watching crime drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: Interesting!
Historian watching history drama: "That detail is wrong."
Regular viewers: It iS NoT A DoCuMeNtArY!
The new poster for Christopher Nolan's The Odyssey sure is ... interesting.
December 18, 2025 at 6:13 PM
The new poster for Christopher Nolan's The Odyssey sure is ... interesting.
C R A V I N G
(wrote one, re-wrote it, liked both)
(wrote one, re-wrote it, liked both)
December 17, 2025 at 9:12 PM
C R A V I N G
(wrote one, re-wrote it, liked both)
(wrote one, re-wrote it, liked both)
Bleeding on paper, or
I could just
sit here
and
-T
I could just
sit here
and
-T
December 16, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Bleeding on paper, or
I could just
sit here
and
-T
I could just
sit here
and
-T
Who let me 'think about life' when it's past 7pm again? I TOLD you that's not a good idea!
December 15, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Who let me 'think about life' when it's past 7pm again? I TOLD you that's not a good idea!
Reposted by ToastyWolf
December 15, 2025 at 12:20 PM
If I see one more 'ChatGPT and Wikipedia were my only source' in these papers I swear to god I will print them out and hold a sacreficial burning
December 15, 2025 at 11:33 AM
If I see one more 'ChatGPT and Wikipedia were my only source' in these papers I swear to god I will print them out and hold a sacreficial burning
Much like the F-22 Raptor, sad feelings can be:
Too stealthy to be noticed 24/7, too nimble to be pinned down and concealing all the damage they can do.
Too stealthy to be noticed 24/7, too nimble to be pinned down and concealing all the damage they can do.
December 14, 2025 at 8:53 PM
Much like the F-22 Raptor, sad feelings can be:
Too stealthy to be noticed 24/7, too nimble to be pinned down and concealing all the damage they can do.
Too stealthy to be noticed 24/7, too nimble to be pinned down and concealing all the damage they can do.
"Don't be so hard on us
I was only ever a page
I never new reversed"
"You've always been me, thus
It shouldn't have taken twentiers age
For you to put me first"
-T
I was only ever a page
I never new reversed"
"You've always been me, thus
It shouldn't have taken twentiers age
For you to put me first"
-T
December 14, 2025 at 8:45 PM
"Don't be so hard on us
I was only ever a page
I never new reversed"
"You've always been me, thus
It shouldn't have taken twentiers age
For you to put me first"
-T
I was only ever a page
I never new reversed"
"You've always been me, thus
It shouldn't have taken twentiers age
For you to put me first"
-T
Thought
I'd beat
the feeling Turns
out I'm just replacing
it
-T
I'd beat
the feeling Turns
out I'm just replacing
it
-T
December 14, 2025 at 8:31 AM
Thought
I'd beat
the feeling Turns
out I'm just replacing
it
-T
I'd beat
the feeling Turns
out I'm just replacing
it
-T
Reposted by ToastyWolf
time does not heal—
it carves wounds d e e p e r
into marrow, scores the heart
u p and t h r o u g h—
for are we not shaped
by what we suffer?
and how you find moments
to hold my p a i n—
with tenderness in
return;
everything;
you.
#poetry
it carves wounds d e e p e r
into marrow, scores the heart
u p and t h r o u g h—
for are we not shaped
by what we suffer?
and how you find moments
to hold my p a i n—
with tenderness in
return;
everything;
you.
#poetry
December 12, 2025 at 10:14 PM
time does not heal—
it carves wounds d e e p e r
into marrow, scores the heart
u p and t h r o u g h—
for are we not shaped
by what we suffer?
and how you find moments
to hold my p a i n—
with tenderness in
return;
everything;
you.
#poetry
it carves wounds d e e p e r
into marrow, scores the heart
u p and t h r o u g h—
for are we not shaped
by what we suffer?
and how you find moments
to hold my p a i n—
with tenderness in
return;
everything;
you.
#poetry