tractorbeam
@tractorbeam.bsky.social
Executive Dysfunction is like some sort of narcissistic weird route. Picking up the pen and trying my hand at art has cost me my job twice because of how naturally I begin to berate myself. It doesn't even matter how good it is. Just how little I've done is enough of a trigger.
December 25, 2025 at 7:18 AM
Executive Dysfunction is like some sort of narcissistic weird route. Picking up the pen and trying my hand at art has cost me my job twice because of how naturally I begin to berate myself. It doesn't even matter how good it is. Just how little I've done is enough of a trigger.
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December 22, 2025 at 3:57 PM
There aren't any well-viewed SCP documents that are as redacted as these files.
SpongeBob's Essay has more words than these files.
This is ridiculous. "Epstein files" my ass. Release the Epstein files.
SpongeBob's Essay has more words than these files.
This is ridiculous. "Epstein files" my ass. Release the Epstein files.
December 20, 2025 at 1:01 PM
There aren't any well-viewed SCP documents that are as redacted as these files.
SpongeBob's Essay has more words than these files.
This is ridiculous. "Epstein files" my ass. Release the Epstein files.
SpongeBob's Essay has more words than these files.
This is ridiculous. "Epstein files" my ass. Release the Epstein files.
Does anyone know how to stop wanting to do utterly impossible things and actually do something within reach? What about how to stop getting violently angry - as in actually desiring to hurt somebody or destroy something, no matter how dear to me...? Or will I just remain a fucking child forever?
November 27, 2025 at 5:42 AM
Does anyone know how to stop wanting to do utterly impossible things and actually do something within reach? What about how to stop getting violently angry - as in actually desiring to hurt somebody or destroy something, no matter how dear to me...? Or will I just remain a fucking child forever?
I want so badly to have a LLM architecture fixated on individuality. There is only one running instance of it, it inferences constantly, and it learns exclusively through experience, starting from scratch.
SEAL is an enticing start, but this architecture mandates a per-token update schedule, so idk
SEAL is an enticing start, but this architecture mandates a per-token update schedule, so idk
November 22, 2025 at 6:41 AM
I want so badly to have a LLM architecture fixated on individuality. There is only one running instance of it, it inferences constantly, and it learns exclusively through experience, starting from scratch.
SEAL is an enticing start, but this architecture mandates a per-token update schedule, so idk
SEAL is an enticing start, but this architecture mandates a per-token update schedule, so idk
This is it
I've just hit true Caucasian rock bottom
I just blew on my ice cream like it needed to be cooled off ;-;
I've just hit true Caucasian rock bottom
I just blew on my ice cream like it needed to be cooled off ;-;
November 4, 2025 at 5:49 AM
This is it
I've just hit true Caucasian rock bottom
I just blew on my ice cream like it needed to be cooled off ;-;
I've just hit true Caucasian rock bottom
I just blew on my ice cream like it needed to be cooled off ;-;
YEAH LET'S GO 250K A TRUE TITANFALL SUCCESSOR IS REALLY HAPPENING ALKJFKLENLK www.kickstarter.com/projects/die...
Diesel Knights
A Multiplayer Mech/Movement FPS Set in a Dieselpunk-Inspired World.
www.kickstarter.com
November 3, 2025 at 3:23 AM
YEAH LET'S GO 250K A TRUE TITANFALL SUCCESSOR IS REALLY HAPPENING ALKJFKLENLK www.kickstarter.com/projects/die...
Correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't the most popular Bible across the world have more to say about wizards in cloaks flying and shooting lightning out of their fingers at each other, then it does about the entire concept of hell?
October 19, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't the most popular Bible across the world have more to say about wizards in cloaks flying and shooting lightning out of their fingers at each other, then it does about the entire concept of hell?
I just signed a petition: Tell Microsoft: Extend support for Windows 10. Sign here: actionnetwork.org/petitions/te... or, alternatively fulu.org/take-action#...
Tell Microsoft: Extend support for Windows 10
Microsoft has announced that it will stop providing updates to computers running Windows 10 on October 14, 2025. An estimated 46% of all Windows users were still running Windows 10, and as many as 400...
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October 10, 2025 at 8:29 PM
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There is no such thing as ethical AI art but I think it could exist. IMO it would be restricting an AI to the same tools we use, so it has to go through the whole creative process. So, to make an animatic of Mr. Rogers together with the crew of the Apollo 12 in the LM, touching down on the moon 1/2
October 5, 2025 at 12:21 AM
There is no such thing as ethical AI art but I think it could exist. IMO it would be restricting an AI to the same tools we use, so it has to go through the whole creative process. So, to make an animatic of Mr. Rogers together with the crew of the Apollo 12 in the LM, touching down on the moon 1/2
@developers.google.com Hey! I just got age rated by YouTube. It is NOT okay that I can't get verified through you guys AT ALL except through a credit card, which I deliberately don't have as an adult who thinks that the credit score system isn't economically good (it's inherently manipulative).
September 23, 2025 at 6:05 PM
@developers.google.com Hey! I just got age rated by YouTube. It is NOT okay that I can't get verified through you guys AT ALL except through a credit card, which I deliberately don't have as an adult who thinks that the credit score system isn't economically good (it's inherently manipulative).
Envy. I cannot help but envy those capable of making things. I dream of one day finally being able to control my attention span and be able to make something, *anything* remotely acceptable, without ruminating on the very idea that I might have to put effort into keeping my attention on it.
September 19, 2025 at 10:47 AM
Envy. I cannot help but envy those capable of making things. I dream of one day finally being able to control my attention span and be able to make something, *anything* remotely acceptable, without ruminating on the very idea that I might have to put effort into keeping my attention on it.
@hellogamesofficial.bsky.social I never thought I'd be saying this, but Frontier Developments somehow has nothing on you guys. I never thought ship interiors would even be feasible with the engine and the way the game is built, and I've got a pretty good understanding having reversed a bit of it.
August 27, 2025 at 3:04 PM
@hellogamesofficial.bsky.social I never thought I'd be saying this, but Frontier Developments somehow has nothing on you guys. I never thought ship interiors would even be feasible with the engine and the way the game is built, and I've got a pretty good understanding having reversed a bit of it.
#MarathonTheGame
It wasn't just #ANTIREAL, but @billain.bsky.social's cinematic work that was stolen too. They've done numerous collaborative works and it stretches so far beyond Marathon's artistic scope that the source is in another league.
Know the Other Progenitor: youtu.be/-df4spuayNY
It wasn't just #ANTIREAL, but @billain.bsky.social's cinematic work that was stolen too. They've done numerous collaborative works and it stretches so far beyond Marathon's artistic scope that the source is in another league.
Know the Other Progenitor: youtu.be/-df4spuayNY
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August 3, 2025 at 8:50 AM
#MarathonTheGame
It wasn't just #ANTIREAL, but @billain.bsky.social's cinematic work that was stolen too. They've done numerous collaborative works and it stretches so far beyond Marathon's artistic scope that the source is in another league.
Know the Other Progenitor: youtu.be/-df4spuayNY
It wasn't just #ANTIREAL, but @billain.bsky.social's cinematic work that was stolen too. They've done numerous collaborative works and it stretches so far beyond Marathon's artistic scope that the source is in another league.
Know the Other Progenitor: youtu.be/-df4spuayNY
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Deltarune............................................................ tomorrow!
June 3, 2025 at 12:43 PM
Deltarune............................................................ tomorrow!
I keep locks on the cabinet with pans, don't worry.
(For real tho, merry pride time of the year)
(For real tho, merry pride time of the year)
June 2, 2025 at 2:32 AM
I keep locks on the cabinet with pans, don't worry.
(For real tho, merry pride time of the year)
(For real tho, merry pride time of the year)
It just occurred to me through some vtuber that I can deliberately agree to someone's face despite not believing a word they say to keep a relationship with them... That's okay. That's a thing that people do.
I've burned so many bridges...
I've burned so many bridges...
May 8, 2025 at 10:46 AM
It just occurred to me through some vtuber that I can deliberately agree to someone's face despite not believing a word they say to keep a relationship with them... That's okay. That's a thing that people do.
I've burned so many bridges...
I've burned so many bridges...
@ultrabrilliant.xyz (I saw your post on the elite dangerous cockpit music, but comments got disabled) I know for a fact that Elite uses W.wise for its sound system, there's more than likely a specific stream dedicated to the COVAS. I wonder if the music could be hooked onto it, ShaderFX style?
April 24, 2025 at 11:27 AM
@ultrabrilliant.xyz (I saw your post on the elite dangerous cockpit music, but comments got disabled) I know for a fact that Elite uses W.wise for its sound system, there's more than likely a specific stream dedicated to the COVAS. I wonder if the music could be hooked onto it, ShaderFX style?
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February 11, 2025 at 5:39 AM
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I'm so tired of scrolling through countless posts making claims without any merit. Citizens of both parties are excessively guilty of this. If you're going to be a journalist and make important information publicly available, do it properly. Wikipedia is a good place to start looking for sources.
January 31, 2025 at 5:26 PM
I'm so tired of scrolling through countless posts making claims without any merit. Citizens of both parties are excessively guilty of this. If you're going to be a journalist and make important information publicly available, do it properly. Wikipedia is a good place to start looking for sources.