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・i tag commonly triggering topics (substances, forms of ideation, disordered eating, etc)
・content here : vents, rants, me when i dont feel like being on main, anything that doesnt belong on main either.
・i tag commonly triggering topics (substances, forms of ideation, disordered eating, etc)
・content here : vents, rants, me when i dont feel like being on main, anything that doesnt belong on main either.
conquered something today by failing on purpose (the thing holding me back) and i will win i will
January 6, 2026 at 4:15 AM
conquered something today by failing on purpose (the thing holding me back) and i will win i will
my fi is so bad that sometimes im talking about myself and my boyfriend & best friend have to tell me im lying
January 5, 2026 at 10:28 PM
my fi is so bad that sometimes im talking about myself and my boyfriend & best friend have to tell me im lying
waiting for my headache to go away before i continue
January 5, 2026 at 9:35 PM
waiting for my headache to go away before i continue
i WILL submit my exam today i FUCKING will
January 5, 2026 at 3:03 PM
i WILL submit my exam today i FUCKING will
perhaps i can utilise short term validation from the things i need to accomplish on a day to day basis to fuel my long term validation... hmmm...
January 5, 2026 at 10:09 AM
perhaps i can utilise short term validation from the things i need to accomplish on a day to day basis to fuel my long term validation... hmmm...
my issue is even though i have all this shit to do. i cant see myself finishing it or reaching the conclusion for any of them. so i become paralysed and stagnate. but thats incorrect. i want to do everything and i want to do it so bad.
January 4, 2026 at 9:32 PM
my issue is even though i have all this shit to do. i cant see myself finishing it or reaching the conclusion for any of them. so i become paralysed and stagnate. but thats incorrect. i want to do everything and i want to do it so bad.
so tomorrow. im going to get ready, see if i need to go to class, deal with whatever comes of it, if i have energy go to the shop and get some things. then come home and take care of myself. the worst thing is i just need to get through this year but its impossible to myself into a proper groove.
January 4, 2026 at 9:29 PM
so tomorrow. im going to get ready, see if i need to go to class, deal with whatever comes of it, if i have energy go to the shop and get some things. then come home and take care of myself. the worst thing is i just need to get through this year but its impossible to myself into a proper groove.
reached tbe point of unwellness where my system starts taking evil thoughts from me where i cannot have them or see them (probably for rhe best)
January 4, 2026 at 9:07 PM
reached tbe point of unwellness where my system starts taking evil thoughts from me where i cannot have them or see them (probably for rhe best)
anyway may take advantage of my unis mental health services because one therapy isnt enough clearly
January 4, 2026 at 8:18 PM
anyway may take advantage of my unis mental health services because one therapy isnt enough clearly
// intense hurting
n.pd ruining my fucking life i feel desperation in this moment. i want help but literally its all in my fcking head. no one can help me except by making space for me to figure this shit out. but immso exhwusted at this point. im so done with myself.
n.pd ruining my fucking life i feel desperation in this moment. i want help but literally its all in my fcking head. no one can help me except by making space for me to figure this shit out. but immso exhwusted at this point. im so done with myself.
January 4, 2026 at 8:16 PM
// intense hurting
n.pd ruining my fucking life i feel desperation in this moment. i want help but literally its all in my fcking head. no one can help me except by making space for me to figure this shit out. but immso exhwusted at this point. im so done with myself.
n.pd ruining my fucking life i feel desperation in this moment. i want help but literally its all in my fcking head. no one can help me except by making space for me to figure this shit out. but immso exhwusted at this point. im so done with myself.
i want to go out and have my life and shit but i have so many issues its so stupid
January 4, 2026 at 1:24 PM
i want to go out and have my life and shit but i have so many issues its so stupid
if i didnt have ptsd this wouldnt be so fcking hard all the time but everything is so terrifying and exhaustingall the time
January 4, 2026 at 1:21 PM
if i didnt have ptsd this wouldnt be so fcking hard all the time but everything is so terrifying and exhaustingall the time
// alcohol
i drank a lot tongiht eitg my boyfriend and am attempting to sober up before i sleep but its not fully working. lets pray the hangovr isnt too bad
i drank a lot tongiht eitg my boyfriend and am attempting to sober up before i sleep but its not fully working. lets pray the hangovr isnt too bad
January 4, 2026 at 4:21 AM
// alcohol
i drank a lot tongiht eitg my boyfriend and am attempting to sober up before i sleep but its not fully working. lets pray the hangovr isnt too bad
i drank a lot tongiht eitg my boyfriend and am attempting to sober up before i sleep but its not fully working. lets pray the hangovr isnt too bad
boyfriend making an absolutely diabolical and awful song i wish i could share
January 3, 2026 at 6:14 PM
boyfriend making an absolutely diabolical and awful song i wish i could share
neevr flg eastwrad ijj cant its so cofmrogbsle
January 3, 2026 at 12:55 PM
neevr flg eastwrad ijj cant its so cofmrogbsle
too tired to respond to anything rn but i made it home and im in my bed and its very comfortable and im so tired
who knows if its from the jet lag, week of poor sleep, energy i used yesterday, or being home that caused it but i might rest more anyway
who knows if its from the jet lag, week of poor sleep, energy i used yesterday, or being home that caused it but i might rest more anyway
January 3, 2026 at 9:12 AM
too tired to respond to anything rn but i made it home and im in my bed and its very comfortable and im so tired
who knows if its from the jet lag, week of poor sleep, energy i used yesterday, or being home that caused it but i might rest more anyway
who knows if its from the jet lag, week of poor sleep, energy i used yesterday, or being home that caused it but i might rest more anyway
lowkey lex luth0r from the superm4n movie brought me out of my 3 year dormancy so i may rewatch it on the plane
January 2, 2026 at 2:43 AM
lowkey lex luth0r from the superm4n movie brought me out of my 3 year dormancy so i may rewatch it on the plane
holy shit i found a meal deal esque sandwich
a woman with angel wings is flying through the air holding a sword
ALT: a woman with angel wings is flying through the air holding a sword
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January 2, 2026 at 12:53 AM
holy shit i found a meal deal esque sandwich
uh oh guys i think i need to have dinner
January 2, 2026 at 12:44 AM
uh oh guys i think i need to have dinner
anyway im hungry i want something to snack on but i think they might feed me on the plane. maybe. if they dont..... oh no
January 2, 2026 at 12:43 AM
anyway im hungry i want something to snack on but i think they might feed me on the plane. maybe. if they dont..... oh no