TserreOfMusic
@tserre.bsky.social
this is someone's alt account
mostly here to vent thoughts and hopefully music in the future
mostly here to vent thoughts and hopefully music in the future
I'm so sad. the first snows fall, leaving me feeling cold and lonely.
I only wish that spring come sooner
I only wish that spring come sooner
December 1, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I'm so sad. the first snows fall, leaving me feeling cold and lonely.
I only wish that spring come sooner
I only wish that spring come sooner
it hurts. I ask myself why I even love you. you don't even love me back...
I hate it. I don't want my love for anyone to be contingent on it being reciprocated. You of all people deserve so more than that kind of transactional relationship.
But I have things I want too.
And I want to be loved.
I hate it. I don't want my love for anyone to be contingent on it being reciprocated. You of all people deserve so more than that kind of transactional relationship.
But I have things I want too.
And I want to be loved.
October 20, 2025 at 4:10 AM
it hurts. I ask myself why I even love you. you don't even love me back...
I hate it. I don't want my love for anyone to be contingent on it being reciprocated. You of all people deserve so more than that kind of transactional relationship.
But I have things I want too.
And I want to be loved.
I hate it. I don't want my love for anyone to be contingent on it being reciprocated. You of all people deserve so more than that kind of transactional relationship.
But I have things I want too.
And I want to be loved.
someone told me today that I was loved and
I wanted to cry
I've longed to hear those words from you for so long
why is it that a stranger managed to tell me that first?
I wanted to cry
I've longed to hear those words from you for so long
why is it that a stranger managed to tell me that first?
October 20, 2025 at 3:49 AM
someone told me today that I was loved and
I wanted to cry
I've longed to hear those words from you for so long
why is it that a stranger managed to tell me that first?
I wanted to cry
I've longed to hear those words from you for so long
why is it that a stranger managed to tell me that first?
venting venting
I want to be stupid (affectionate)
you call me stupid for having feelings for you, I just want to know if you feel happy knowing that someone out there is stupid enough to love what you think is a waste of space
if you find any joy in that... then I'll gladly be stupid for you
I want to be stupid (affectionate)
you call me stupid for having feelings for you, I just want to know if you feel happy knowing that someone out there is stupid enough to love what you think is a waste of space
if you find any joy in that... then I'll gladly be stupid for you
October 20, 2025 at 3:46 AM
venting venting
I want to be stupid (affectionate)
you call me stupid for having feelings for you, I just want to know if you feel happy knowing that someone out there is stupid enough to love what you think is a waste of space
if you find any joy in that... then I'll gladly be stupid for you
I want to be stupid (affectionate)
you call me stupid for having feelings for you, I just want to know if you feel happy knowing that someone out there is stupid enough to love what you think is a waste of space
if you find any joy in that... then I'll gladly be stupid for you
back to sadness we go.
idk if I'n depressed yet but
sitting in bed and having these thoughts of loneliness and self harm makes me think that maybe at this current point in time I'm mentally unwell.
maybe it's a momentary thing, who knows?
but that physical pain is so alluring to me rn...
idk if I'n depressed yet but
sitting in bed and having these thoughts of loneliness and self harm makes me think that maybe at this current point in time I'm mentally unwell.
maybe it's a momentary thing, who knows?
but that physical pain is so alluring to me rn...
May 6, 2025 at 2:23 AM
back to sadness we go.
idk if I'n depressed yet but
sitting in bed and having these thoughts of loneliness and self harm makes me think that maybe at this current point in time I'm mentally unwell.
maybe it's a momentary thing, who knows?
but that physical pain is so alluring to me rn...
idk if I'n depressed yet but
sitting in bed and having these thoughts of loneliness and self harm makes me think that maybe at this current point in time I'm mentally unwell.
maybe it's a momentary thing, who knows?
but that physical pain is so alluring to me rn...
I'm happy now. this account is no longer needed.
January 18, 2025 at 12:33 PM
I'm happy now. this account is no longer needed.
I feel so alone. Lonely. I feel like I've run out of people to be vulnerable to, which is FALSE but
idk. this feeling of being unimportant to everyone around me isn't fun.
It's unreasonably silly for me to feel that way, I was just WITH people who do care. I should be with them more...
idk. this feeling of being unimportant to everyone around me isn't fun.
It's unreasonably silly for me to feel that way, I was just WITH people who do care. I should be with them more...
November 1, 2024 at 3:08 AM
I feel so alone. Lonely. I feel like I've run out of people to be vulnerable to, which is FALSE but
idk. this feeling of being unimportant to everyone around me isn't fun.
It's unreasonably silly for me to feel that way, I was just WITH people who do care. I should be with them more...
idk. this feeling of being unimportant to everyone around me isn't fun.
It's unreasonably silly for me to feel that way, I was just WITH people who do care. I should be with them more...
I hope you're doing well.
October 24, 2024 at 12:31 AM
I hope you're doing well.
you probably want some time alone...
but idk. it feels like you're avoiding me.
it feels like shit.
but idk. it feels like you're avoiding me.
it feels like shit.
October 24, 2024 at 12:29 AM
you probably want some time alone...
but idk. it feels like you're avoiding me.
it feels like shit.
but idk. it feels like you're avoiding me.
it feels like shit.
I hope you're doing well.
I miss you.
I miss you.
October 23, 2024 at 7:25 PM
I hope you're doing well.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I'm worrying about you... where did you go?
are you okay? please be safe.
I miss you.
are you okay? please be safe.
I miss you.
October 22, 2024 at 6:27 PM
I'm worrying about you... where did you go?
are you okay? please be safe.
I miss you.
are you okay? please be safe.
I miss you.
what the FUCK am I doing
all of this effort, and you're just indifferent
I love you so so so much
but it's not reciprocal
and yet, you're the person I'm the closest with now
and you don't... think anything of it.
it hurts. it hurts it hurts it hurts so bad. I wish I wasn't so stupid
all of this effort, and you're just indifferent
I love you so so so much
but it's not reciprocal
and yet, you're the person I'm the closest with now
and you don't... think anything of it.
it hurts. it hurts it hurts it hurts so bad. I wish I wasn't so stupid
October 21, 2024 at 7:11 PM
what the FUCK am I doing
all of this effort, and you're just indifferent
I love you so so so much
but it's not reciprocal
and yet, you're the person I'm the closest with now
and you don't... think anything of it.
it hurts. it hurts it hurts it hurts so bad. I wish I wasn't so stupid
all of this effort, and you're just indifferent
I love you so so so much
but it's not reciprocal
and yet, you're the person I'm the closest with now
and you don't... think anything of it.
it hurts. it hurts it hurts it hurts so bad. I wish I wasn't so stupid
I yearn for you so much...
October 21, 2024 at 2:59 PM
I yearn for you so much...
when you say you don't wanna talk it makes me worried
worried in ways that "no you're not annoying" doesn't really comfort me in
I sort of wish that it didn't bother me so much, but it's proof that I care
so in a way I still treasure these feelings of uneasiness...
worried in ways that "no you're not annoying" doesn't really comfort me in
I sort of wish that it didn't bother me so much, but it's proof that I care
so in a way I still treasure these feelings of uneasiness...
October 21, 2024 at 3:50 AM
when you say you don't wanna talk it makes me worried
worried in ways that "no you're not annoying" doesn't really comfort me in
I sort of wish that it didn't bother me so much, but it's proof that I care
so in a way I still treasure these feelings of uneasiness...
worried in ways that "no you're not annoying" doesn't really comfort me in
I sort of wish that it didn't bother me so much, but it's proof that I care
so in a way I still treasure these feelings of uneasiness...
sometimes I wake up and notice that you were just there. I feel lonely seeing that
October 20, 2024 at 4:25 PM
sometimes I wake up and notice that you were just there. I feel lonely seeing that
where did you go? I miss you...
October 19, 2024 at 9:37 AM
where did you go? I miss you...
I wanna talk with you. I want your attention, your words... they comfort me, give me life. They give me the whys of what I do
October 19, 2024 at 4:14 AM
I wanna talk with you. I want your attention, your words... they comfort me, give me life. They give me the whys of what I do
I miss listening to you sleep. The sound of your peace gave me peace as well.
October 18, 2024 at 4:45 AM
I miss listening to you sleep. The sound of your peace gave me peace as well.
I'm so so normal about you.
October 17, 2024 at 2:32 PM
I'm so so normal about you.
I wish you were more selfish
October 17, 2024 at 8:57 AM
I wish you were more selfish
I want your attention
your good mornings, your good nights
your unfettered concern, your burning jealousy
you already have mine
your good mornings, your good nights
your unfettered concern, your burning jealousy
you already have mine
October 16, 2024 at 1:56 PM
I want your attention
your good mornings, your good nights
your unfettered concern, your burning jealousy
you already have mine
your good mornings, your good nights
your unfettered concern, your burning jealousy
you already have mine
l love you
I love you
I love you
so much that it's maddening
you... I want to be my sun, my inspiration, my reason to keep playing music
but it's so scary to tell you that
you've said you've been indifferent about life since we broke up
I'm terrified that you'll be indifferent towards me
I love you
I love you
so much that it's maddening
you... I want to be my sun, my inspiration, my reason to keep playing music
but it's so scary to tell you that
you've said you've been indifferent about life since we broke up
I'm terrified that you'll be indifferent towards me
October 14, 2024 at 2:45 PM
l love you
I love you
I love you
so much that it's maddening
you... I want to be my sun, my inspiration, my reason to keep playing music
but it's so scary to tell you that
you've said you've been indifferent about life since we broke up
I'm terrified that you'll be indifferent towards me
I love you
I love you
so much that it's maddening
you... I want to be my sun, my inspiration, my reason to keep playing music
but it's so scary to tell you that
you've said you've been indifferent about life since we broke up
I'm terrified that you'll be indifferent towards me
I miss you.
your voice, the way I could hear you smile talking to me.
I don't want to forget how happy that made me
your voice, the way I could hear you smile talking to me.
I don't want to forget how happy that made me
October 14, 2024 at 5:09 AM
I miss you.
your voice, the way I could hear you smile talking to me.
I don't want to forget how happy that made me
your voice, the way I could hear you smile talking to me.
I don't want to forget how happy that made me