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villyne.bsky.social
Miss Melancholy
@villyne.bsky.social
I’m Villyne and I love my cat
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I swear my white blood cell count is always elevated and considered high
December 24, 2025 at 3:50 PM
Stop using the phone to call people when you’re in the bathroom goddamn and also wash your fucking hands
December 24, 2025 at 12:59 PM
So funny when my cat meows mid yawn lmao
December 24, 2025 at 2:50 AM
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They love each other I swear
December 23, 2025 at 10:59 PM
I need to touch grass and make friends irl goddamn #MyYearInOSRS #osrs
December 23, 2025 at 10:49 PM
The intrusive thoughts are coming in and I’m thinking about eating only every other day to cut grocery costs in half lmao
December 23, 2025 at 9:09 PM
I had cashews and yogurt for breakfast, gonna make some bootleg taco/burrito thing for lunch, idk about dinner yet
December 23, 2025 at 7:57 PM
Also the medication I’m on seems to blunt my feelings of hunger and that’ll at least make that easier to deal with. Other hand I also forget to eat more often now until it just steamrolls me and I can feel it all at once but still can’t muster motivation to eat lol
December 23, 2025 at 7:55 PM
There’s also going back to subsisting on beans and rice again but I haven’t wanted to go back down that road again
December 23, 2025 at 7:41 PM
Thinking of ways to cut back on expenses and I keep mentally going back to the old reliable of “eat less”
December 23, 2025 at 7:38 PM
Thinking about the time recently someone thought I was 18 or 19 like goddamn I wish I was and also get your eyes checked because I definitely look my age
December 23, 2025 at 5:42 PM
I miss Cutthroat Kitchen
December 23, 2025 at 4:00 PM
When my cat is laying in the sink I need to use I don’t ask or pick her up I just turn on the water and wait for her to move. She’s usually slow at leaving
December 23, 2025 at 3:56 PM
Granted I’m no longer having those physical issues but also I am starting to feel things like “dental pain so bad that it feels like someone smashed my head in with an ice pick” was less harmful on my mental health lol
December 23, 2025 at 1:26 AM
Getting absolutely buried in debt because of a bunch of medical and dental issues and I am looking at how to get money to get unburied and only things I can think of is “work myself to death working 2+ jobs again” and I immediately hate my existence seriously considering it again lol
December 23, 2025 at 1:22 AM
I hate work so fucking much I hate customers
December 23, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Threatening my smoke alarm as I cook because the damn thing is a critic
December 22, 2025 at 9:30 PM
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Was very close to fighting someone from another office over a Teams message this morning before looking them and realizing they are about 60. Remembered the below tweet and chose peace instead. Be proud of me.
December 18, 2025 at 2:23 PM
High sodium and high caffeine only things keeping my blood pressure elevated to a healthy blood pressure I swear
December 20, 2025 at 1:37 AM
ughhhh I just want to eat salt rn
December 20, 2025 at 1:37 AM
I’m so tired lol
December 20, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I used to have a blog maybe I should post on there again
December 19, 2025 at 11:12 PM
Also I really want to stop going to therapy it fucking sucks
December 19, 2025 at 10:07 PM
That or they drop me as a patient for being a pain in the ass and not being forthcoming about a single thing voluntarily
December 19, 2025 at 10:04 PM
Idk at some point it’ll come up in therapy and open that can of worms, I just don’t want to do it voluntarily because despite them saying it’s confidential and safe to talk about things I just don’t really trust that it is lmao
December 19, 2025 at 10:00 PM