I guess if someone wants to love you and spend time with you, they will. If not then it just means you aren't priority enough to receive their love and time. And that's life.

Its always been hard trying to live in the moment while knowong how absolutely horrible things can always turn. And to not worry is to be exposed to things suddenly. And to know a looming issue but outright ignoring it just feels like fate will come and crush me whenever it wants to.

Guess i have always self groefed my human interactions by ceaselessly worrying about things. Unsure of it came fromscouts or someother deep seated need to not be unprepared for random and or unevitable situations.
And i dont know jow to change that.

Im scared, My vision is starting to blur and i cant see a font size 10 if its 6 or 5 from 30 cm away. If im gonna be blind then there goes my art. Ill never see the people who i have always wanted to meet. Ill have to learn braille. Ill need to find new hobbies Idk what to expect. Dreading tomorrow

Dont know if i should get some mental health boosting food, but the price is decreasing my mental health

Art for my favourite bean lover,love u lots XD #404mono_art

TAT my eyes feel so sore. And blurry. Hopefully its not a sign of glaucoma or i would legit just rot away.

Hodoo_Ham

So... I sprayed too much aielr freshener and my sensotive ass couldnt handle the smell and now i have the sniffles smh