thanks, i appreciate it. i really should've expected it was sketch from the beginning, they wanted a fucking telegram interview.

nevermind. fucking scam.

but yeah. don’t want to get into details about what exactly went on in either hell layer. partially bc i don’t remember much and partially bc it makes me uncomfortable to even think about. only a nightmare in that it felt oppressive and inescapable though.

wait, I just realized. the water pistol in nuka world looks like an alien blaster, so that makes sense. anyway.

near the end i had a water pistol that looked like a combo of the fallout alien blaster and 12.7mm pistol from new vegas, but it operated more like a nerf gun than a water gun. you cocked it once and it shot a single squirt of water.

again, the other layer was objectively worse. i don’t know why we were so thrilled to go there.

there were other people in hell with me, who were somewhat ambiguously either other mortal souls or various demons who were tormenting or tempting me. there was a lot of competition to leave the lust layer, with a lot of backhanded tricks and betrayals to get out.

the dream had the impression of being a common one i’ve had before, but some dreams just seem like that, even if you’ve never had it before, so idk.

in the “bad layer”, it seemed like gluttony, sloth, but especially wrath ruled. you had to earn your freedom back into the other level, but you knew you’d always end up back here eventually — there was no escaping hell.

thank you! 💜

i’ve calmed down now. it wasn’t like that at all. i was just being melodramatic

i feel terrible. i don't even know if she's still alive. i basically abandoned her. i just couldnt handle her anymore so i abandoned her. and there's a real possibility she's dead. because of me. because i abandoned her.

“ɱɔʐy”

“xəɾɔβ”