Nah it’s cool, I love being IMMEDIATELY guilt tripped as soon as I’m back home after daring to spend a day and a half with my boyfriend.

That being said, I could not possibly be more grateful for those who have shown up for me and my family. Many of them have done and given so much more than was ever needed and that is remembered too.

I always find it interesting who does NOT show up for you in times of sadness and need. It costs nothing to share a kind word of support and some people can’t even manage that for you. Maybe I’m petty, but I remember.

Deeply anxious and scared about the state of things and how much worse things can and likely will get.

I’m having a lot of anxiety pop up with driving and winter weather and it’s worse than it’s been in years and my mom was so mean about it tonight, which of course definitely means I’m cured, right? 😒

If it's got snow it counts as a Christmas movie.

cool cool

Should probably use this, I guess. Howdy.