ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber
@zanitysystem.bsky.social
They/Them | Genderfluid | DID dx | Millennial
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🎨 https://zanitysystem-portfolio.carrd.co/
🧐 https://zanitysystem.carrd.co/
#Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural
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In Creative News:
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
This thread is because for white/white-passing folks - We're raised in a cultural norm that really twists our perception and makes us irritatingly blind to white supremacy's nuances and subtleties. Self-Examination is so crucial, and Idk how to express that in a loving way yet around this topic.
It's rare for anyone to identify as a racist.
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
November 16, 2025 at 7:12 PM
This thread is because for white/white-passing folks - We're raised in a cultural norm that really twists our perception and makes us irritatingly blind to white supremacy's nuances and subtleties. Self-Examination is so crucial, and Idk how to express that in a loving way yet around this topic.
It's rare for anyone to identify as a racist.
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
November 16, 2025 at 6:54 PM
It's rare for anyone to identify as a racist.
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
Why does my profile say "Contents not permissible for use in research or academia"?
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
November 16, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Why does my profile say "Contents not permissible for use in research or academia"?
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
Yeah I have abandonment issues,
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
November 16, 2025 at 5:46 AM
Yeah I have abandonment issues,
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
We're resuming therapy sessions?
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
November 16, 2025 at 12:24 AM
We're resuming therapy sessions?
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
Well, I can't defend the portrayal of Angel Dust anymore or find comfort in his character - so the helluvaverse might finally be dying for our system.
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
November 15, 2025 at 8:57 PM
Well, I can't defend the portrayal of Angel Dust anymore or find comfort in his character - so the helluvaverse might finally be dying for our system.
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
The Definition of Conspiracy: 1) The act of conspiring together, 2) an agreement among conspirators, 2b) a group of conspirators.
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
November 15, 2025 at 6:57 PM
The Definition of Conspiracy: 1) The act of conspiring together, 2) an agreement among conspirators, 2b) a group of conspirators.
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
I'm not fine, you're fine.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
a little boy says i 'm not crying while talking to a girl
ALT: a little boy says i 'm not crying while talking to a girl
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November 13, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I'm not fine, you're fine.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
Email received 40 minutes ago was a soft punch to the solar plexus
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
November 13, 2025 at 10:00 PM
Email received 40 minutes ago was a soft punch to the solar plexus
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
Gonna re-open the government, but in exchange for taking Hemp away from all the states. 🙃
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
November 13, 2025 at 6:29 PM
Gonna re-open the government, but in exchange for taking Hemp away from all the states. 🙃
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
It took over 14 years, 20 therapists, and 6 hospitalizations for me to find a therapist who HELPS. A therapist who doesn't engage in the intellectualism, a therapist who can sit compassionately as we scream, sob, or have a flashback. Someone who's emotionally safe, someone we can heal around. (1/3)
November 12, 2025 at 4:51 PM
It took over 14 years, 20 therapists, and 6 hospitalizations for me to find a therapist who HELPS. A therapist who doesn't engage in the intellectualism, a therapist who can sit compassionately as we scream, sob, or have a flashback. Someone who's emotionally safe, someone we can heal around. (1/3)
I'm so pissed. My therapist is trying to keep me on but my insurance is denying the claims. I've had several agents on the case bc the denials don't look valid at all.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
November 12, 2025 at 4:45 PM
I'm so pissed. My therapist is trying to keep me on but my insurance is denying the claims. I've had several agents on the case bc the denials don't look valid at all.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
I still don't have a name for ver yet, but our WIP comic/animation "Wolf Boy" has a magical hero whose gem mentor is a platypus. Ve is the only hero to custom-design ver battle outfit, combining magic with cosplay genius & special interests. I love this character so much.
November 12, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I still don't have a name for ver yet, but our WIP comic/animation "Wolf Boy" has a magical hero whose gem mentor is a platypus. Ve is the only hero to custom-design ver battle outfit, combining magic with cosplay genius & special interests. I love this character so much.
Things that are cute, but Terrifying:
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
November 12, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Things that are cute, but Terrifying:
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
I don't keep track of my list of followers but I casually see that number go up and down.
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
November 12, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I don't keep track of my list of followers but I casually see that number go up and down.
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
Sorry, we don't have any artwork to share lately.
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
November 12, 2025 at 12:19 PM
Sorry, we don't have any artwork to share lately.
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
I got 30% of November's SNAP benefits.
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
November 12, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I got 30% of November's SNAP benefits.
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
The more time I spend away from the internet, the less charm it really has.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
November 12, 2025 at 12:10 AM
The more time I spend away from the internet, the less charm it really has.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
It really sucks that being an online artist hasn't been as reliable as quid pro quo sex work.
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
November 11, 2025 at 11:52 PM
It really sucks that being an online artist hasn't been as reliable as quid pro quo sex work.
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
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Continuing to engage w/ someone who is toxic to us, even if we're right, even if no one else is challenging them, at the expense of our safety & stability is a trap.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
November 11, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Continuing to engage w/ someone who is toxic to us, even if we're right, even if no one else is challenging them, at the expense of our safety & stability is a trap.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
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We're socialized to constantly apologize for being too outwardly excited about things, but this world is so full of terror and misery that I'd rather see those bursts of light and passion shine through the cracks wherever you can find them.
November 7, 2025 at 2:36 PM
We're socialized to constantly apologize for being too outwardly excited about things, but this world is so full of terror and misery that I'd rather see those bursts of light and passion shine through the cracks wherever you can find them.
You're previously scheduled escapism has been replaced with
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
November 4, 2025 at 4:43 PM
You're previously scheduled escapism has been replaced with
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
So the state of the world, the food situation, and the continuing insecurity...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
November 4, 2025 at 4:40 PM
So the state of the world, the food situation, and the continuing insecurity...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
In Creative News:
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
November 3, 2025 at 2:18 PM
In Creative News:
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.