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They/Them | Genderfluid | DID dx | Millennial 🎨 https://zanitysystem-portfolio.carrd.co/ 🧐 https://zanitysystem.carrd.co/ #Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural Contents not permissible for use in research or academia.

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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 24d

"Tarot Enthusiast" tier on Ko-Fi for $30/month has been removed. All of the exclusive content from that tier has been made available to VoidFeeders & Trial Basis tiers.

Life is busy, but things are starting to smooth out. I Will be holding my breath. lol

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Sep 17

We got an in-person gig in October. As we find better sources of income we will incrementally remove emergency commissions & take other steps to demonetize ZanitySystem & return to casual hangouts.

We will not be sharing details or pics of the in-person gigs for safety reasons.

Am excited!

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Aug 10

We need help covering the basics, like car insurance, laundry, cat food, & deodorant.

✨$5-10 sketches/doodles✨
$35 1hr drawing or Headshot w/color
$100 Pet Portrait Sketch
$350 1 Full Body Character w/color
+$20 for addtl characters

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#Art #Kofi #CommissionsOpen

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 4d

Aaaahhhh, Well our car's alternator was dying. So now it's in the shop.

😬😬😬

Listen, I can pay for it with Tarot readings but first - I need to find an event(or 5) that still has open space for vendors.

💀 It never ends

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 8d

It took us decades to be ready to step away from the internet & kick agoraphobia in the face.

Our first email address was made when we were 10. Ever since the keyboard & the internet has been our way of connecting to the world.

Doors are opening, & we're finding our place in an offline world. 💜

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17d

Don't tell me what I can't do
My inner critic has that covered.
Tell me what I CAN do,
And let's find solutions yet uncovered.

#Poem

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 20d

A tricky thing about being multiple is when other people (in the body) can hear your private thoughts. It makes teamwork & trust difficult in ways one doesn't experience with other bodies.

Don't judge yourself for reactive thoughts, give yourself grace. Give your headmates grace.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 22d

I drafted a script trying to encapsulate this idea within our own experiences. We got wrapped up in a lot of back and forth & havent made much progress since our initial draft & edit 2-ish years ago.

Maddie does an A++ job expressing the beneficial rep that Angel provides

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An Exhausted Defense of Angel Dust

YouTube video by Maddie's Maxis

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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 22d

"We only recognize 2 Genders" is such a false statement.

We have age based genders & marriage based genders.

Age Based Genders: Boy, man, girl, woman.

Marriage based Gendered titles: Miss, Ms., Ma'am, Mrs.

I need people to stop being reductive & obtuse just bc it's a trendy virtue signal.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 22d

We have a lot happening in October. We drive 30 miles to start treatment on the tenosynovitis, we have an MRI for our thoracic, we drive 60 miles for migraine treatment, and we have at least 2 witchy events with possibly more.

It's exciting but we have no room for surprises so we're nervous.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 23d

I woke up, had 3 cups of coffee, and chose violence today. -Plio

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 23d

On that fucking note, "subsystem" in the literature is used to describe an alter. The DID/OSDD community loves yelling about DoYoUrReSeArCh while being misinformed af. Subsystem as it's used online has a colloquial definition, not a clinical/academic definition. I'm tired of this b&w bullshit. -Plio

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 23d

No the fuck "polyfragmented" DID is not defined as "100 or more". The cited source everyone fucking links by Braun never fucking quantifies fucking polyfragmentation. He qualifies it, elucidates levels of complexity but never puts a fucking number on it. Stop blindly echo chambering. Fuck. -Plio

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 23d

I watch the general trends.

And it's going to be interesting to watch who gets a Switch 2 who has ever been outspoken about ICE. Running a platform is complicated but Content creators follow trends more than their own convictions, unless it's part of the trend or they can vilify other creators.🫤

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 23d

Sometimes folks are performative

To avoid looking performative

And the mask cracks as soon as you get personal, and under that mask is a deeply insecure person who refuses to mature, grow, or sit with uncomfortable truths.

I don't know what to do for these people, I don't have the skill.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 23d

A lot of people do not know how to face, acknowledge, address, or correct their unconscious racial biases. No matter how gently & kindly you call them in, you'll be accused of not using enough honey.

Reinforcing how deep they're stuck in the systemic racism by enforcing tone policing.

Exhausting

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 24d

Poem: "Rest, Old Soul"

A bittersweet reminder to the old souls that feel burdened by the actions & choices of others. You don't have to teach the world

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#Poetry #OldSoul

Rest, Old Soul - Poem

Old Soul you feel so tired You cant teach the world The one to which you are so wired. Take a rest old soul , you don't have to change ...

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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 24d

Poem: "Just a Question"

About the experience of Dissociative Identity Disorder.

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#Plural #Poetry #DissociativeIdentityDisorder

"Just a Question" by Zanity(Zanity) - Poem

In a room with bookshelves, desks, and plenty of clutter. Close your eyes. Open them again. Out of body, floating and feeling. Long hair, ...

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AmaraJLynn💎🌌🌺GEMS & STAR FLOWERS coming soon! @amaralynn.bsky.social · 24d

Got a $192 bill for my heart monitor study so now's a good time to remind I take pay what you can design services and art commissions, or you can buy my books directly from my Kofi!

ko-fi.com/amarajlynn

#writesky #booksky #artsky #commissions

Buy Amara Lynn a Coffee

Become a supporter of Amara Lynn today!

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Bex 🐸 (they/them/frog) @thinlyveiledtruth.bsky.social · 26d

Hey white people! All that smoke you had for Disney and ABC and shit?

Send that same smoke to the Black folks who lost their jobs for the same damn reason.

The New York Times @nytimes.com · 26d

Karen Attiah, a Washington Post opinion writer fired this month for her social media posts about the assassination of Charlie Kirk, has filed a grievance arguing that she should have been allowed to share her views on news events under the company’s labor agreement and social media policy.

Karen Attiah Says Firing by Washington Post Violated Labor Agreement

The company fired Karen Attiah this month for her social media posts related to Charlie Kirk’s assassination.

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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 24d

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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 25d

I'm really good with people.

My nervous system isn't good with people at all.

I think pies are amazing.

My tastebuds disagree.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 26d

The greatest lie: Being smart & Hardworking will get you ahead in life.

Source: -Gestures at the disability community that get paid submin wages for 3x the effort of non-disabled folk-

Esp. the being smart thing, life isn't easier when your brain goes 100mph. There's less support from people too.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Sep 19

Imaginary Conversation:

Person: Who's Fronting Right now?
Me: -Shrugs- Good question.
Person: ???
Me: Well, I know it's 2025, my legal name, phone number, and address, so who cares about the rest?
Also Me: (There's like 7-12 people co-piloting. I don't want to make a list.)

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Sep 19

#BG3 #Spoilers #BG3Spoilers

completely forget that Wyll's demon was RIGHT THERE and now he's a pile of ash, and 3 people left my camp. 😭

And no, I don't want to do all those fights and explorations AGAIN to fix it.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Sep 19

#BG3Spoilers

Laezel is back on track! We're buds again. (Playing an aggressively aromantic bard is... interesting).

Tricky thing about RPGs is different fronting groups making different choices resulting in a Chaotic???? alignment. We avoid loading backsaves bc we'll probably do things like...

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Sep 15

I got so used to playing Early Access Baldur's Gaye 3 that I thought my Ketheric battle was the end game.

HOW WRONG I WAS.

Begin: Act 3 In Which Shadowheart becomes Tolerable & Laezel is losing her shit.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Sep 18

I've worked for years to practice a mindset of appreciating where I am & looking forward to the future.

I realized in therapy today that recently I have been looking forward to the future. It's not a conscious cognitive practice, I just feel it. It's there without effort.

ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · Sep 17

In May/June a generous member of our community donated to help us cover bath soap & toothpaste. Their request was to see the ZanES - ZanitySystem if they were an entertainment system. Well of course I needed to make this a 1 Page comic!

Prismacolor pencil, ink, & chalk.
#Art

Comic with 7 panels depicting a group of friends playing the imaginary gaming console the ZanES.