Cianon | @elfexegete
zenospenos.bsky.social
Cianon | @elfexegete
@zenospenos.bsky.social
Also @elfexegete.bsky.social !
I guess this is gonna be my account for wol and oc yapping teehee
Creatura….
December 30, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Azem was still this terrifying, eldritch entity to Arsene, though, until he actually received an explanation in Amaurot

He still bears a lot of unresolved fear and resentment towards Azem, but at least he is less akin to a faceless threat that flits around in the corner of his vision 👍
December 29, 2025 at 10:39 PM
Having another entity with whom he shared a body + headspace (his voidsent) made the denial of Azem’s presence much easier. He tried to ignore him through ShB but caved after a time and acknowledged him out of sheer desperation bc he was so deeply unsettled by the silence w his voidsent not present
December 29, 2025 at 10:34 PM
Azem was largely quiet for a few years following, never offered explanation or tried to communicate with Arsene in earnest, so the latter just existed for a very long time with the unsettling sensation that Something had followed him back from death and was idling at the fringes of his consciousness
December 29, 2025 at 10:30 PM
His Azem exists as a separate consciousness in Arsene’s body as a byproduct of dying in Prae to Lahabrea. His soul had been allowed to erode in the Aetherial Sea for just a tad too long before Hydaelyn pulled him back out.
December 29, 2025 at 10:27 PM
Lots of free resources on gumroad! Pay what u want, so if they work, you can opt to go back and tip etc etc
December 29, 2025 at 9:09 PM
Like ok. MagicPoser is the best iPad one. I would say to just pay for that

BUT it’d also be good to get 3d rigs off of gumroad and pose them in blender
December 29, 2025 at 9:09 PM
Do you have a pc????
December 29, 2025 at 9:08 PM
I cannot emphasize this enough but. If u play on PC??? The xiv models are better references than a lot of drawing program ones
December 29, 2025 at 8:14 PM
//softly/ gpose
December 29, 2025 at 8:13 PM
👀
December 29, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Moe through helplessness
December 29, 2025 at 8:12 PM
ALSO I KNOW KAE WILL SEE THIS AT LEAST dw it will not spoiler you
December 29, 2025 at 6:38 PM
I love doing these sort of tasks/projects but only when I’m helping with someone else’s (?? I’m not as easily motivated for the self), so I’m always chilling out in the wings here if you’d like to call upon me 🙂‍↕️
December 29, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Ya I’d be happy to!! Let me know however I could assist :)
December 29, 2025 at 6:33 PM
delicately extends my hand to you. Once I am done this move, I’d be happy to assist if desired
December 29, 2025 at 6:26 PM
every day I fervently wander the entire available xiv overworld to discover the quest that unlocks rhis dialogue
December 29, 2025 at 6:22 PM
yeah she’s single . if you were wondering
December 29, 2025 at 6:13 PM
I struggle to modernize my writing due to favoring words such as “oft” and “yonder” aha
December 29, 2025 at 6:12 PM
Kae: this is like ul’dah and nald’thal

Me, in 2021, not having played xiv yet: the what now
December 29, 2025 at 6:06 PM