Fae’rynn (Phantom Futch)
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writing mecha yuri about women who love one another very much and do violence in giant robots | non-binary futch lesbian | she/fae | DMs open to moots | nsfw sometimes | read my books: https://faerynnistired.itch.io/ pfp by: @artofreinav.bsky.social
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hi, i’m Fae’rynn—trans lesbian author and transfeminist.

my debut novel is Sundered Moon, a space opera with a cast of lesbians who pilot giant robots and do incredible violence to an empire. if you enjoyed G-Witch but wish it was more trans and even gayer, than this book is for you.

links below‼️
The Cover of Fae’rynn’s novel, Sundered Moon. The silhouette of a woman stands in the center
of futuristic tech while explosions are happening all around her. she wields a massive gun in one arm and is facing the audience.
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I'm 2-3 years into my ffs and Fae is 100% correct. please help Aria if you can
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finally moved to soft solids 🙏

recovery is really starting to feel exponential at this rate
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*gets on my soap box* this idea that cis and trans women (in general) and especially cis and trans lesbians don’t have massive amounts of overlapping experiences and anxieties is a function of our oppression as women—as queer women—and is vital to resist
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like cis lesbian’s attraction to women (in general) is demonized. many of the ways trans women are cast as predators is repackaged lesbophobic rhetoric.

“useless lesbian” is a meme because we all feel scared of so much as saying Hello to a girl we think is cute
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i once asked a question on twitter for cis and trans lesbians to respond to basically asking how many of us felt mutually predatory towards the other and the response was nearly universal that ALL of us feel predatory towards the other
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i could go on and on about this. like, how people get mistreated by the greater world (which is harsh, uncaring and refuses any and all accommodations) and then goes into a space filled with people just like them and takes out built up resentment on everyone else who is similarly struggling
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me with both screaming. it’s like… people forget it’s about mutual care and that many of us have the same issues (that often clash) which requires like… extra care and grace… not demands. not entitlement to care labour
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oh jesus don’t get me fucking started on that. i’ve met way too many people just like that and who will weaponize therapy speak and or disability justice language to manipulate and be awful. really fucking sucks
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unironically people are like this 😭😭😭
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also stop treating strangers, especially women, on the internet like they are your fucking mother
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some people just say shit like the person they are talking to doesn’t suffer from crippling problems themselves that they have to struggle with.

“have empathy for meeeeee” cries the person who is in real time demonstrating zero empathy for the person they are talking to
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“hey, have you tried not being a hypersocial queer? have you considered that giving me advice to be social means you’re a bad person?”

jesus christ i could scream
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trans.bsky.social
go the fuck outside. find a goth club. go there on a kink / queer night. go even if you think “you won’t fit in” (cheat code: just wear black).

be friendly. give yourself time. repeat as necessary. you will make exceptional friends.

life is for the living. do it scared.

🏳️‍⚧️🖤🏳️‍🌈
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in a big production value action show? i could fucking cry. i just don’t get to see my gender in a character very often. so, admittedly, i’m a bit obsessed lmao
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yuri manga has more examples of this kinda prince/futch gendered lesbian who can fluidly go between the masculine and feminine but also they are trapped in high school settings and slice of life stories (which isn’t bad just limiting).

getting a character like Queen is rare enough, getting her…
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i kinda wanna write a futch/prince gender essay on Queen and how she’s one of the few clear cut and intentional examples of that.

so often “futch” is actually just butch-lite or “as butch as an audience can handle without getting too weird.”
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ah yes, a classic blunder. well… i’m waiting to see what you do next :3
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okay but if you want some very sweet uh… gals being pals… you gotta read this. ugh.

it’s on-going but each new bit Nicole adds is so fucking good 🙏
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a cis womans husband cheats on her with a trans woman, so she divorces him. their prenup was pretty strict on infidelity, too, so she absolutely cleans him out

months after the dust settles, she runs into the trans woman at the grocery store. the trans womans eyes burn with anger,
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admittedly i find that difficult to believe after reading Jennifer’s thoughts about Mercedes’ hair. i feel hair like that must have some kind of interactions with latent girl liking in other women on the quantum level (this is cope)
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i was gonna say, one can’t really wreck a home that wasn’t real… but destroying the façade of one and then doing some lesbian homesteading? peak
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nono, thank you for the yuri 🙏
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What it feels like getting a vision from Dionysus
jamnpp.bsky.social
Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world,... I feel like I can't take it. And my heart is just going to cave in.