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a.d.
@admatthias.bsky.social
strolling thru meadows of melancholia,
gathering posies redolent of sorrow
~audhd~ocd~pdd~

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Pinned
your every #stripe is real
and unmistakable
each a sorrowful mystery of pain
that was #aching to be released
i count them among my own blessings
even as sin taints their creation
our #goal is shared
one to feel; to punish
to exist when myriad reasons scream
that we needn't

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
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Bob teased, "So, after years on Duolingo, can you finally talk Swedish?" Nora groaned, "I can say älg and kaffe… but not much else." Bob chuckled. "You'll #learn, but for now you can at least offer an elk a cup of coffee."

#vss365
November 27, 2025 at 7:54 AM
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still feeling your teeth in my bones
wounds fail to heal

when the pain stays
apologies fade

#oddlyme
#poetry #micropoetry
November 18, 2025 at 3:19 AM
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Elements of imagination
Bring with them destinations

Full of invisible desire
Little dotted islands conspire
Between mind and hearts

Where we do not drown
In #reality’s murky waters

#vss365
November 18, 2025 at 8:50 AM
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The aching
never goes away
it has seeped into
my bones
and echoes
in my joints
when I move-
I live in the loss of you
I carry it within me,
it swallows me
whole

#emoetry #poetry
November 17, 2025 at 3:40 PM
your every #stripe is real
and unmistakable
each a sorrowful mystery of pain
that was #aching to be released
i count them among my own blessings
even as sin taints their creation
our #goal is shared
one to feel; to punish
to exist when myriad reasons scream
that we needn't

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
November 17, 2025 at 2:03 PM
i was the #issue
the inconvenient gore
beneath rending fingernails
they'd a #wealthy vocabulary
to describe my inadequacies
and to this day their words #lurk
in the darkest moments
mutating dreams
into sinister corruptions

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
November 16, 2025 at 6:43 PM
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Doesn’t really matter
The #number of our lives
The hope in the stars told me so

We could come back or go on
As silk worms, crickets
Even three eyed monsters

It’ll always be us
Soulmate dimensions
Endless limitless

#vss365
November 13, 2025 at 8:16 AM
raw chicken is too tempting for a #crab. sunrise, at the #tender age of 8, i was taught to drop them in a boiling pot, fresh from the net. it was a #numbers game for a big family. steam escaped like screams from their shells; a sound i can still imagine w/ childlike horror

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
November 13, 2025 at 1:22 PM
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The petrichor of morning rain
Dewdrop mists dangling
With many a magical #myth

Expand my sight expand my mind
I become a time traveller
Of pasts and futures

From cave walls
To quill and computer screen
My stories tales and fables, live

#vss365
November 12, 2025 at 9:17 AM
the #measure of a man
this apple of no eye
this master of none
aware of averted gazes
of #rapture disabused by failure
holding no zest for breath
or the race of mice and men
laid out in #lavender
counting ghosts and rotted flesh
beneath the dying stars

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
November 11, 2025 at 4:26 PM
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November 11, 2025 at 4:02 PM
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Shadows long and dark
Dark they walk by my side
Side to side I can’t #measure
#measure how far to run
Run-away but from my mind self
Self I am alone
Alone they appear these shadows
Shadows cover me all around
Around there’s nowt but shadows

#vss365 #EWRPoetry
November 11, 2025 at 9:37 AM
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Bits and pieces
Of #literature
Inked on my skin
A reminder of your kind
From folklores and rainy day tales
Scrolls of scripture some a prayer
Affirmations and musings
Goosebumps read like braille
Feelings that look better
Dressed up as words

#vss365 #pic Pinterest
November 10, 2025 at 1:54 PM
a simple wish
for #paranoid dreams
then life wouldn't be real
writing has marred the wall
in florid, weeping ink
tragic #literature
for the illiterate
memories & reveries
lie inertly
#curly like dead leaves
too brittle for a scrapbook

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
November 10, 2025 at 1:23 PM
not of roses,
nor of shame; it bears silence
a lesson in red

#inkmine [red] #haiku
#writingprompt #blueskypoets
November 9, 2025 at 6:34 PM
truth can leave scars
like the bite of a north wind
flesh and soul pierced

- ❖ -

lambent waxen pools
brief flickers illume time
darkness yet comes

#dailyhaikuprompt [north wind]
#haikuchallenge [lambent] #haiku
#writingprompt #blueskypoets
November 7, 2025 at 1:10 PM
idealism dies
upon life's education
stripped gears whir

#vss365 #education
#whistpr #whir
#emoetry #idealistic
November 4, 2025 at 12:42 PM
forgotten plow
rust dust in harrowed veins
yesteryear's dreams

#inkmine [harrow] #haiku
#writingprompt #blueskypoets
October 31, 2025 at 10:18 PM
synesthesia
born of violences
blues in asphyxia
choking on words
poisoned w/ #purple
haunted memories
reds of lead
& pooling apologies
eyes blinded
by #rays of black
under pains of torture
& existence
scars are records
& confessions
life often #defeated
but not yet dead

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
October 30, 2025 at 12:23 PM
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He says
my laugh is a carol
a festive cairn to stain
the cleanest scape

I say
let’s make a feast of choirs
leave this meagre crumb

but he prefers
the #heliacal drone
of all his forms

the bright
& the bore

#vss365 #poetrysky #promptpersuasion
October 26, 2025 at 1:03 PM
you can feel
the #unseen sorrows
like fingertips press
bone into flesh
with tenebrose tenacity

you wonder
if this is everything
what once was taken
thieved against will
you now surrender freely

#vss365
#whistpr #thief
#emoetry #tenacious
October 23, 2025 at 12:21 PM
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I wish I ran like a dog

eyes up
faith in a stride
tang of sun-warmed
iron-rich earth
huffed across my tongue

to be sick at
alum lilies
vomit up this energy
howl a dirge &

be done

to cut at birth
needled teeth
loveworn

to forgive and never forget

#vss365 #poetryhaitus
October 22, 2025 at 4:22 PM
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I don’t know how
to/be
scissor smooth

& cut to the end

to all she knew
as ashes crawl
in the groove of strings
that resonant sense

of ghosts that cling
to the movement
of her voice
just
gives your life away

#whistpr #poetrysky #rustwarning
October 22, 2025 at 4:41 PM
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October 20, 2025 at 11:37 PM
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∴ saucer’d lune upspills
empt goblets mirrours the hunt
yare eyes veer to prowl ∴

#vss365 #haikufeels #poemspell #satori #runlikeananimal
October 21, 2025 at 1:00 PM