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a.d.
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strolling thru meadows of melancholia,
gathering posies redolent of sorrow
~audhd~ocd~pdd~

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Pinned
a simple wish
for #paranoid dreams
then life wouldn't be real
writing has marred the wall
in florid, weeping ink
tragic #literature
for the illiterate
memories & reveries
lie inertly
#curly like dead leaves
too brittle for a scrapbook

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
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Bits and pieces
Of #literature
Inked on my skin
A reminder of your kind
From folklores and rainy day tales
Scrolls of scripture some a prayer
Affirmations and musings
Goosebumps read like braille
Feelings that look better
Dressed up as words

#vss365 #pic Pinterest
November 10, 2025 at 1:54 PM
a simple wish
for #paranoid dreams
then life wouldn't be real
writing has marred the wall
in florid, weeping ink
tragic #literature
for the illiterate
memories & reveries
lie inertly
#curly like dead leaves
too brittle for a scrapbook

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
November 10, 2025 at 1:23 PM
not of roses,
nor of shame; it bears silence
a lesson in red

#inkmine [red] #haiku
#writingprompt #blueskypoets
November 9, 2025 at 6:34 PM
truth can leave scars
like the bite of a north wind
flesh and soul pierced

- ❖ -

lambent waxen pools
brief flickers illume time
darkness yet comes

#dailyhaikuprompt [north wind]
#haikuchallenge [lambent] #haiku
#writingprompt #blueskypoets
November 7, 2025 at 1:10 PM
idealism dies
upon life's education
stripped gears whir

#vss365 #education
#whistpr #whir
#emoetry #idealistic
November 4, 2025 at 12:42 PM
forgotten plow
rust dust in harrowed veins
yesteryear's dreams

#inkmine [harrow] #haiku
#writingprompt #blueskypoets
October 31, 2025 at 10:18 PM
synesthesia
born of violences
blues in asphyxia
choking on words
poisoned w/ #purple
haunted memories
reds of lead
& pooling apologies
eyes blinded
by #rays of black
under pains of torture
& existence
scars are records
& confessions
life often #defeated
but not yet dead

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
October 30, 2025 at 12:23 PM
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He says
my laugh is a carol
a festive cairn to stain
the cleanest scape

I say
let’s make a feast of choirs
leave this meagre crumb

but he prefers
the #heliacal drone
of all his forms

the bright
& the bore

#vss365 #poetrysky #promptpersuasion
October 26, 2025 at 1:03 PM
you can feel
the #unseen sorrows
like fingertips press
bone into flesh
with tenebrose tenacity

you wonder
if this is everything
what once was taken
thieved against will
you now surrender freely

#vss365
#whistpr #thief
#emoetry #tenacious
October 23, 2025 at 12:21 PM
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I wish I ran like a dog

eyes up
faith in a stride
tang of sun-warmed
iron-rich earth
huffed across my tongue

to be sick at
alum lilies
vomit up this energy
howl a dirge &

be done

to cut at birth
needled teeth
loveworn

to forgive and never forget

#vss365 #poetryhaitus
October 22, 2025 at 4:22 PM
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I don’t know how
to/be
scissor smooth

& cut to the end

to all she knew
as ashes crawl
in the groove of strings
that resonant sense

of ghosts that cling
to the movement
of her voice
just
gives your life away

#whistpr #poetrysky #rustwarning
October 22, 2025 at 4:41 PM
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October 20, 2025 at 11:37 PM
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∴ saucer’d lune upspills
empt goblets mirrours the hunt
yare eyes veer to prowl ∴

#vss365 #haikufeels #poemspell #satori #runlikeananimal
October 21, 2025 at 1:00 PM
a half-cracked death mask
plastered on a scowl
split lips obviate condolences
with a pan am, #saucer smile
sorrow adheres an armour of #rage
to a broken being
like scales #cling to butterfly wings
a warning of shimmering toxicity
camouflage from the curious

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
October 21, 2025 at 12:07 PM
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#haikufeels rustle

hiding winter's store
rustel in October's leaves
gray squirrels harvest

#haiku
#poetrycommunity
#writingcommunity
#October
October 20, 2025 at 12:35 PM
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Leaves #rustle in #fall
red and gold littered sidewalks
air crisp after rain

#haikufeels #haikuchallenge #haiku #poetry
October 20, 2025 at 12:49 PM
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Quiet atoms play
like swing sets and monkey bars.
Humanity screams.

#emoetry #vss365 #poetry #haiku #senryu
October 20, 2025 at 2:44 PM
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∴ atoms rustle
herds of kinetic matter
electrons stampede ∴

#vss365 #haikufeels #senryu
October 20, 2025 at 1:05 PM
atomic sobs
echo through the #quiet
smothering #bubble

#vss365 #atom
#emoetry #penstricken
October 20, 2025 at 10:25 AM
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Melancholia is needy.
It demands satisfaction
in its arid yearning.
Beds and chemicals
become silicon heavens.
All the morning afters
are funerals for who we are.
So let the dirge play.
We stitch out mouths shut
so the soil
won't fill our lungs.

#emoetry #vss365 #poetry
October 17, 2025 at 12:37 PM
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today
I am grieving
too many of the lives
I decided not to live

I am
an agony
of unhappening

#poetry
October 16, 2025 at 7:23 PM
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∴ she kindled thurgh arid fells
found fayth in flare
a flame e'er famisht
·
i bide as sunnerīs's shoulder
feral vein'd, windworn will
cairnborne & rōvand
·
her ember burneth for breaking
mine, for becomming
she names it freedom
·
i call it
the wayfaring stead
compas & eckō


#vss365 #sunset
October 17, 2025 at 3:10 PM
raindrops follow
the porcelain's #curve
inured to the tremors
and potential for violence

#needy streaks
mind the cracks of time
as desperately they tumble
wetting the #arid sorrows

forgotten
but for the tracks they leave behind
guides
for the next inevitable downfall

#vss365 #whistpr #emoetry
October 17, 2025 at 12:17 PM
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Memories of summer
Wade through my mind

As I breathe in the cold sights
Of hoarfrost & tiny frosty stalactites

Covering the green shubbery
Now an #undertone of emeralds

Year spins fast seasonal colours
Sunny yellows to snowy whites

#vss365
October 13, 2025 at 10:27 AM