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Ahtna Grrl
@ahtnagrrl.bsky.social
aro-ace Native girl. Romance writer. Still deciding how to use this.
I want to be writing. My latest issue is that I can't actually remember being romantically attracted to anyone, which makes it kind of hard to feel authentic writing romance.
Pelvic dancing is straight out.
May 8, 2025 at 4:22 AM
#skeetfleet #skyfleet #EveOnline
I really need to work on my killboard. I am 27% Dangerous. I need to get this number DOWN. Logi life.
May 8, 2025 at 4:20 AM
If the cost of having friends is listening to people dump their woes on me, maybe I don't need friends.
February 18, 2025 at 3:55 AM
Why do people have to be that distinct sort of left-shitty to people I like? If you deal with activists, and are somewhat minority in the wrong ways, you know what I mean.

I lack the words for that kind of mean performative weirdness.
February 18, 2025 at 12:12 AM
@jortsthecat.bsky.social, I need to rage on behalf of my bus driver.

When they started work they asked that they work no later than 7pm because they had to be up early. The bus company said they could promise 8pm.
February 11, 2025 at 5:07 AM
"How do you make ISK flying logi?"
We get the best SRP.
I'd say something like "Buy one Scimitar (or Guardian, or whatever) and you are set for every fleet", but my alliance threw two of them at me on contract when I told them I could fly one and enjoyed the role.
#skeetfleet
December 21, 2024 at 8:53 AM
New corp guy: "Maybe I should get a specialty freighter so I can carry my x billion ISK faction advanced battleship..."

Me: "I just tweaked my standard pvp ship build to get it under 6 million. We are not the same and honestly you scare me a little bit."
#skeetfleet
December 21, 2024 at 8:42 AM
Had an Eve fleet fight involving over 600 people in local fighting today.
Some people hate big fleet fights, and okay, valid, but I had fun trying to keep people from getting blown up.
#skeetfleet
December 21, 2024 at 8:19 AM
Creative status: I have flickers of desire for RP. Then I remember how thirsty that community is and the flicker winks out.
December 21, 2024 at 8:17 AM
Right now I am doing a lot of Eve Online. The world is scary and triggery and I am on a break between classes. Writer's blocked. Low media drama diet.

It's not what my usual followers have ever talked about, so mild shame.

So yeah. Nullbear Logi pilot and space girl. Hi.

#skeetfleet
December 15, 2024 at 10:49 PM
"I really like playing Eve Online today specifically, I wonder why. I have things to work on."

Me: Gets lunch at restaurant, constantly tracking the exits and lines of sight, can't focus...

"Oh it's one of THOSE days. That makes sense now."
November 23, 2024 at 1:01 AM
My cab home from the doc was a very sweet guy really into his church stuff talking about preparing for a church potluck of some sort and like...

...Dude is really nice but my PTSD has me ready to scale a wall and hide behind a ceiling tile...
November 2, 2024 at 12:21 AM
I went looking for some sci-fi, because I need inspiration. I'm broke and disabled, so I went looking for new stuff in Amazon Kindle books searching for sci-fi. I know, evil corpos. I just want to learn the vibe.

Swords and sorcery as far as I could see. Have we given up on dreams of the future?
October 27, 2024 at 7:26 AM
Biden apologized for the Boarding Schools today.

And I really appreciate that, but it dredged up memories and I spent the day in hypervigilance and anxiety.

Trauma is thtupid.
October 26, 2024 at 5:08 AM
I am really, really bad at knitting. But today, I actually managed to knit a couple of stitches that look somewhat like knitting.

Probably did it badly, though.
October 26, 2024 at 4:07 AM
Oh hey, it's #asexualawarenessweek this week. I never track my holidays.
Is me.
October 21, 2024 at 12:48 AM
Reposted by Ahtna Grrl
If you’re part of the #TTRPGCommunity, give a like to this post and repost for visibility.

I want to see if there are more TTRPG people here or on Threads!
October 19, 2024 at 11:57 AM
Modsmacked in a local gaming group for approving of 5.5e removing Always Evil Orcs. Now I have to be careful not to be uppity again.

I'm Native. I've been at a table where the Orcs were Spaghetti Western Natives with tusks. It wasn't great.

I'm Warned for "Discussing Genocide About Real People".
October 19, 2024 at 7:42 AM
I awoke to a feeling like the world's fever was breaking and that safety was possible again.
October 18, 2024 at 3:07 PM
I'm trying to wrap my EZD6 game up, and now I'm pondering a new game to jump to.
I'm having a hard time coming up with how to adventure make for any of them. Ugh. And I need to recruit when I get there. Again, ugh. Also, a big part of the adventure is the players. Which I don't know yet.
October 18, 2024 at 3:01 PM
I've voted!
Can I stop being inundated with stressful political ads now, please?
October 18, 2024 at 4:08 AM
Because PTSD, reading the PTSD Reddit.
Least favorite post genre:
"Was this <abuse>?"
(utterly hair-whitening tale of horrific depravity)
"I'm not sure if this counts as abuse or if I'm just being oversensitive."

I understand why this is a thing, but ye goshes even the previews are a nightmare.
May 6, 2024 at 8:21 AM
Reposted by Ahtna Grrl
There was a grad student on tik tok who said she teaches college students how to make barricades on the first day of class because some of her students are from overseas and she doesn't want to presume they know how to do it
They do though. They _all_ know how to barricade themselves because school shooter drills were what the cops recommended instead of literally any kind of law enforcement that might prevent school shootings.
May 3, 2024 at 3:14 AM
Was trying to come up with a sci-fi setting, then realized that space opera tends to be written by men and based around lots of babies being born to fill all those strange new worlds.
I... can't imagine wanting to have more kids than replacement rate, and now the genre feels awkward.
April 29, 2024 at 5:29 AM