Serafima π€
@bad-serafima.bsky.social
π 29, Queer, AuDHD, Eastern European
β Here for the tea, chit chat and books
ποΈ Writing an MLM superhero novel
π Read Echolite on Wattpad & Inkitt
my space: patreon.com/SerafimaMalachit
having fun on: tumblr.com/bad-serafima
β Here for the tea, chit chat and books
ποΈ Writing an MLM superhero novel
π Read Echolite on Wattpad & Inkitt
my space: patreon.com/SerafimaMalachit
having fun on: tumblr.com/bad-serafima
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Serafima π€
@bad-serafima.bsky.social
Β· Jan 13
If you love gay yearning, heart-break, explicit scenes, mind games, the brink of madness, danaged characters making bad decisions & horny characters making very horny decisions at inappropriately high stakes, all wrapped in a superhero cape, Echolite is for you.
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I sat down to write a chapter of my book, how did I end up scrolling audhd / queer bluesky threads and it's 4 am ??
February 8, 2026 at 2:40 AM
I sat down to write a chapter of my book, how did I end up scrolling audhd / queer bluesky threads and it's 4 am ??
yaaaaaaay clap clap clap
February 8, 2026 at 2:33 AM
yaaaaaaay clap clap clap
people hate playing chess with me because (1) I suck at it but (2) I will n e v e r give up or admit defeat so I will stretch a game out for over an hour, with my single last piece remaining running all over the board until they can finally corner me π must. survive. until. the last. breath.
Shout out to the time I played a 24 hour game of monopoly with My one autistic friend because neither one of us would let the other have a full monopoly so we just kept going. Neither one of us was tired and neither one of us were willing to admit defeat. It was so silly.
neurodivergents really do the best board game parties, i just played catan for six consecutive hours & im not socially exhausted!
February 8, 2026 at 2:32 AM
people hate playing chess with me because (1) I suck at it but (2) I will n e v e r give up or admit defeat so I will stretch a game out for over an hour, with my single last piece remaining running all over the board until they can finally corner me π must. survive. until. the last. breath.
brain currently looping Love From The Other Side by Fall Out Boy but specifically just the line "I'll never go, I. Just. Want to be inviiited." over and over and I might throw up soon if my brain doesn't shut up soon :D
February 8, 2026 at 2:28 AM
brain currently looping Love From The Other Side by Fall Out Boy but specifically just the line "I'll never go, I. Just. Want to be inviiited." over and over and I might throw up soon if my brain doesn't shut up soon :D
Maaan I wish I had that consistency, because at least if I wake up with a shitty mood I will know that the day is gone and just have a day off instead. For me it's like, ONE random thing in my day can suddenly make me plunge into unfathomable sadness, and then THAT's the feeling I can't shake off
February 8, 2026 at 2:20 AM
Maaan I wish I had that consistency, because at least if I wake up with a shitty mood I will know that the day is gone and just have a day off instead. For me it's like, ONE random thing in my day can suddenly make me plunge into unfathomable sadness, and then THAT's the feeling I can't shake off
I guess that's the short version and I'm still trying to understand whether my mistake was assuming from the start that she was evil and never giving her the benefit of the doubt, or whether my mistake was getting close to her anway even though I thought like that... sigh.
I miss her but I don't.
I miss her but I don't.
February 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
I guess that's the short version and I'm still trying to understand whether my mistake was assuming from the start that she was evil and never giving her the benefit of the doubt, or whether my mistake was getting close to her anway even though I thought like that... sigh.
I miss her but I don't.
I miss her but I don't.
Cue my toxic behavior as a response, where I "call her out" on what a surface-level, unfeeling, fake person she is. I should've set my boundaries better instead of lashing out, especially if I believed it to be one-sided. She got tired of me telling her everything she does is "wrong". THE END.
February 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Cue my toxic behavior as a response, where I "call her out" on what a surface-level, unfeeling, fake person she is. I should've set my boundaries better instead of lashing out, especially if I believed it to be one-sided. She got tired of me telling her everything she does is "wrong". THE END.
Guess I was honoured she found me "infinitely interesting" a "deep" but I had trust issues and was secretive and tried to tell her nothing because whatever I told her felt binge-consumed and not appreciated at all, no empathy or genuine interest, I'm just "stimulation" for her...
February 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Guess I was honoured she found me "infinitely interesting" a "deep" but I had trust issues and was secretive and tried to tell her nothing because whatever I told her felt binge-consumed and not appreciated at all, no empathy or genuine interest, I'm just "stimulation" for her...
My autistic ex, who likes brains, digs in people for entertainment, and when she thinks she has them figured out she loses interest and finds a new target like a vampire. And it's like, I get it, but it made every interaction we ever had feel like she's using me and not actually valuing what I say.
February 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
My autistic ex, who likes brains, digs in people for entertainment, and when she thinks she has them figured out she loses interest and finds a new target like a vampire. And it's like, I get it, but it made every interaction we ever had feel like she's using me and not actually valuing what I say.
thinking about how i blatantly ignored the homework assignment when i was in school and showed up with a 20 page essay on a completely unrelated topic which was my special interest at the time and had a meltdown when the teacher interrupted me and wouldn't let me finish reading it to everyone π
February 8, 2026 at 1:50 AM
thinking about how i blatantly ignored the homework assignment when i was in school and showed up with a 20 page essay on a completely unrelated topic which was my special interest at the time and had a meltdown when the teacher interrupted me and wouldn't let me finish reading it to everyone π
Different turtle depending on the animated generation / reboot. It's very much 2003's Raphael, 2012's Michelangelo, 2018's Leonardo and Donattelo
February 8, 2026 at 1:42 AM
Different turtle depending on the animated generation / reboot. It's very much 2003's Raphael, 2012's Michelangelo, 2018's Leonardo and Donattelo
for research purposes: guys, gals, nonbinary pals, how or where do you usually discover your next super gay love story or queer fiction in general to read?
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(eg. me, browsing physical bookstores or Pinterest)
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(eg. me, browsing physical bookstores or Pinterest)
February 8, 2026 at 1:37 AM
for research purposes: guys, gals, nonbinary pals, how or where do you usually discover your next super gay love story or queer fiction in general to read?
πΆοΈπππππ
(eg. me, browsing physical bookstores or Pinterest)
πΆοΈπππππ
(eg. me, browsing physical bookstores or Pinterest)
(i feel for you and get it but i don't have anything meaningful to say except that as my friend who organizes regular local Single's Mingles says, one can find a friend there, or like, it's more fun if the focus is on celebrating being single, idk, didn't wanna leave without saying somethingπ)
February 8, 2026 at 1:28 AM
(i feel for you and get it but i don't have anything meaningful to say except that as my friend who organizes regular local Single's Mingles says, one can find a friend there, or like, it's more fun if the focus is on celebrating being single, idk, didn't wanna leave without saying somethingπ)
*sigh* Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. The edgy 2003 version specifically π©
February 8, 2026 at 1:14 AM
*sigh* Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. The edgy 2003 version specifically π©
Me, staring at what I just wrote: "The heck is this fifth-wall breaking meta shit?"
February 7, 2026 at 11:46 PM
Me, staring at what I just wrote: "The heck is this fifth-wall breaking meta shit?"
Serafima: Funny how that works, because interview-Jin-Haru likes to analyse the whole journey from start to end, thought story-Jin-Haru is caught up in the now or the past. Meanwhile ,story-Mason is taking the long-term into consideration all the time, yet he you are, going with the flow...
February 7, 2026 at 11:46 PM
Serafima: Funny how that works, because interview-Jin-Haru likes to analyse the whole journey from start to end, thought story-Jin-Haru is caught up in the now or the past. Meanwhile ,story-Mason is taking the long-term into consideration all the time, yet he you are, going with the flow...
#amwriting Character Interviews for my behind-the-scenes for Echolite on Patreon:
Serafima: Jin-Haru has read most of the script ahead already, but you don't do that, do you?
Mason: I like to discover things about myself as I go, yeah.
Serafima: Jin-Haru has read most of the script ahead already, but you don't do that, do you?
Mason: I like to discover things about myself as I go, yeah.
February 7, 2026 at 11:46 PM
#amwriting Character Interviews for my behind-the-scenes for Echolite on Patreon:
Serafima: Jin-Haru has read most of the script ahead already, but you don't do that, do you?
Mason: I like to discover things about myself as I go, yeah.
Serafima: Jin-Haru has read most of the script ahead already, but you don't do that, do you?
Mason: I like to discover things about myself as I go, yeah.
Me rereading my own story so far on Wattpad like
a man is laying on a bed taking a selfie with his phone .
Alt: a man on his bed looking at his phone, smiling, and kicking his feet giddily
media.tenor.com
February 7, 2026 at 11:26 PM
Me rereading my own story so far on Wattpad like
I fell out of writing for a week and logged back in to catch up with my posting schedule, and I saw a few people following me and leaving notes or reviews and reactions on Wattpad / Inkitt π What in the holy--is this real π I've a couple people waiting on me, I gotta get back to work! #amwriting
February 5, 2026 at 8:25 PM
I fell out of writing for a week and logged back in to catch up with my posting schedule, and I saw a few people following me and leaving notes or reviews and reactions on Wattpad / Inkitt π What in the holy--is this real π I've a couple people waiting on me, I gotta get back to work! #amwriting
During the villain/victim phase he "accepts" how he is "perceived" (I'm unlovable). But in his redemption, he finally truly accepts HIMSELF "even if nobody gets it" (sacrifice: desire to be loved) and now that he has, he is recognised by people who CAN appreciate his truest, unmasked self.
January 26, 2026 at 10:12 PM
During the villain/victim phase he "accepts" how he is "perceived" (I'm unlovable). But in his redemption, he finally truly accepts HIMSELF "even if nobody gets it" (sacrifice: desire to be loved) and now that he has, he is recognised by people who CAN appreciate his truest, unmasked self.
How do you usually find your next read?
January 26, 2026 at 10:00 PM
How do you usually find your next read?
Thanks for asking. He's defined by his desperation to be loved, and his gift, which has to do with singing. However the way his power manifests is... Odd. Demonised. He's repeatedly told he cannot use it in art or entertainment, but music is all that keeps him going. Love and music are obsessions.
January 26, 2026 at 1:49 AM
Thanks for asking. He's defined by his desperation to be loved, and his gift, which has to do with singing. However the way his power manifests is... Odd. Demonised. He's repeatedly told he cannot use it in art or entertainment, but music is all that keeps him going. Love and music are obsessions.
My understanding is that, a reader on socials is still a reader, looking for their next read. I look at how I behave on socials when I'm in my reader mode, and imagine I'm marketing to myself. Then again as a reader I am kinda simple: I see a cool concept and I go read it π
and that's all I need.
January 26, 2026 at 1:41 AM
My understanding is that, a reader on socials is still a reader, looking for their next read. I look at how I behave on socials when I'm in my reader mode, and imagine I'm marketing to myself. Then again as a reader I am kinda simple: I see a cool concept and I go read it π
and that's all I need.