my shame is going to eat me alive before i ever accomplish anything meaningful

you'll get over it

theres something deeply wrong with me and i dont even know where to begin to try and fix it

im so fucking embarassed about this shit all the time i just need to lock the fuck in and deal with it or something i dont fucking know i just need to stop being so fucking needy and clingy

i need to forcefully rewire my brain i think
i cannot keep having all of my sensory seeking behaviours be interpreted as sexual or kinky by the vast majority of people even though for the most part the sexual aspect of them is completely optional and mostly unrelated for me

he goes through snacks like it's nothing

being understimulated is killing me
why does the boredom hurt

THREADS OF GOLD AND SCARLET BINDING WRISTS AND DIGGING INTO THROATS. BOUND TO YOU AS YOU'RE BOUND TO ME. ANCHORED TO THE EARTH AND SKY. PINPRICK CONSTELLATIONS DANCING ON OUR SKIN, THE MAJESTY OF THE STARS THEMSELVES.

NO ENGINE BURNS FOREVER, BUT WE'LL BURN BRIGHT IN THE TIME WE HAVE TOGETHER.

not even gonna put my name on this one chat haha

redlines ur engines

piggie girl (WIP)

that they do

motor engines burn forever.

yeah the fact they are advertising this the way it is and claiming the lil straw in the bottle is all thats needed for an exhaust is frankly terrifying and informs me that not any product from these people should be considered safe

it’s increasingly obvious that furrjoi/feturax/smitizen are not staffed by people from the community they’re marketing to, which used to just result in stolen designs and ugly originals, but a line has to be drawn when they’re encouraging customers to put their lives at risk with their products

Sepia - Chapter 1

🧵 - 1/???

finally got around to reading this and it's so lovely! can't wait for the next update

hey so this just kills you actually

there is no outtake on this. you will suffocate.

please don’t buy this. never use a bottle as an outtake.

sorry the girl who unlocked the gates to your inner garden, where your veins flow and where you are the most vulnerable flesh is extremely age regressed, yes she is cuddled upon your thorns that grew around your heart, she doesn't mind the bleeding thorns as all she wants is to hold you close

if you like my work please check out my Kofi if you wanna support a black transmasc who's trying to get by. i can't work a job because I'm legally disabled (mentally and possibly physically) and I can't open comms right now because I'm not in the right headspace.

ko-fi.com/salembunner445

I'm so sick of discourse from supposed allies about where trans people went wrong.

Where we "went wrong" is that billionaires spent unimaginably large sums to attack us repeatedly and major media outlets have spent a decade piling on.

I was on death row once, but when they asked me for my final meal, I responded with a single word: "pussy." They thought this was so funny that I was let free on good behavior

They should invent an add-on for every mobility aid that’s a boxing glove on a spring which is activated if somebody questions why you’re using it and punches them in the nose

Before you tell a disabled person it’s their family’s responsibility to care for them… remember that not everyone has family.

What’s more, disabled people are far more likely to be trapped in abusive relationships.

Better social supports would help them break free.