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brother im cooked
i dunno . im mega salty like dude u didnt wanna have a say in my life when i needed it!!!!!!!!!
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January 12, 2026 at 12:26 AM
its rough when people are so one track minded with your own issues, its because of my own efforts that im even getting medical attention in the first place. i filled out my own paperwork, i filed for my own insurance, finally taking care of myself and now shes angry that im not.. doing enough ?
January 12, 2026 at 12:26 AM
reaching out an actual helping hand like parents are supposed to do 🫩 i love it when she calls but damn dude, this one ended with me being more taken aback than anything... it was so awkward.
January 12, 2026 at 12:26 AM
i understand where shes coming from, its unhealthy for someone to live the way i do but thats /because/ im unhealthy. like. on my worst days im literally bed ridden. girl i can only do so much😭 and what good is it gonna do to tell me to just Get better and do better instead of-
January 12, 2026 at 12:26 AM
she tells me i need to get out more, and do what exactly? what business is it to her when i havent lived with her since i graduated high school?? why should i be the one punished when its because of her that im held back so much?
January 12, 2026 at 12:26 AM
how i wont amount to anything and topped it off with a "oh, hbd btw" siggh. why does everything suddenly feel all the more humiliating now that im turning 20? its like becoming 18 all over again and everyones just cracking down on how normal people my age are out and about doing . whatever.
January 12, 2026 at 12:26 AM
phonecalls from my mother are like a gacha, i never know how she feels about me for the day until she starts talking .. anyway, i lost my 5050 LOL she called and started to lecture me about-
January 12, 2026 at 12:26 AM
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こんばんは、お久しぶりです🌛+*
寒暖の差が激しいからでしょうか‥繰り返す片頭痛の発作でスマホの画面を見るのが困難な日が続いて浮上でにずにいましたorz
イマイチな天気でしたが雲間を狙ってやっとこさ撮った冬のダイヤモンドです🌟
January 11, 2026 at 1:07 PM
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January 11, 2026 at 12:24 PM
2026 was created to take me off of the map🫩 woke up today and it hurts to close my jaw the full way, so i can barely eat.. im so frustrated and the more i have to think about it the more helpless i feel. why is there so much wrong all at once
January 6, 2026 at 11:40 PM
ts probably dire but my doctor isnt picking up the phone . what sense does it make for them to call me, urge me to make an appointment, but doesnt pick up when i actually need them to ?? tf can i even do at this point
January 6, 2026 at 11:40 PM
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January 6, 2026 at 12:08 PM
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「誕生日おめでとう!」
December 31, 2025 at 4:00 PM
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PENTAX SL , SMC Takmar 28/3.5
KENTNERE PAN400
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January 4, 2026 at 11:00 AM
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元旦の夕焼け
#キリトリセカイ
January 4, 2026 at 6:33 AM
if i ever get a headache again pls do me a big favor and put me down
January 4, 2026 at 1:09 PM
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往診中の一コマ
January 4, 2026 at 5:39 AM
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今日もかわいい
January 4, 2026 at 3:58 AM
woke up and my hands dont hurt as bad >.> last night was Gnarly dude
January 3, 2026 at 5:21 PM
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今日買った古本です。森茉莉のすごく素敵な本を見つけられたのは良かったです。あと、パンケーキ焦がして萎えてるかわいいハムスターも手に入れました。
January 2, 2026 at 12:26 PM
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雪の中
January 2, 2026 at 11:44 PM
i felt so awful today that thinking of anything about it is starting to scare me a bit.. i have more appointments than i thought id have to attend, but, we'll get through it. said with a clenched fist and tears in my eyes
January 3, 2026 at 12:06 AM
it was kinda silly, one of the nurses told me when i picked up "hi! okay so ur lab results from the last time we saw you, they seem exemplary except for this.. and this, and this.. oh and this.. and.. oh theyre not good at all 😧" WNSOXJSK ah.. i dunno
January 3, 2026 at 12:06 AM
i had to talk to multiple ladies over the phone to discuss certain issues, they were all very nice and we laughed a little over the huge fucking list of concerns my bloodwork brought up (╥﹏╥)
January 3, 2026 at 12:06 AM
today was a bad day in terms of my own health, i only just started to feel like im coming alive again.. and, i think the cherry on top of it all was getting a call from my doctors right before my nap.
January 3, 2026 at 12:06 AM