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brog
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i don’t really know what to do bc my therapist recently told me something like “you need to accept that some people aren’t going to give you the love that you want from them, and you need to move on and find it from someone else instead,” and it was in response to my family and i’m stuck bc
January 20, 2026 at 7:02 AM
my flute student told me that i make my saxophonist student feel like she’s a bad musician… i realized that i’ve been pretty openly frustrated and unimpressed with my saxophonist bc she’s not very good and she just doesn’t really understand music so it’s hard to help her improve
January 17, 2026 at 3:13 PM
i’ve almost never had someone tell me that they love me the way i am. i just keep getting told by various people (friends, family, romantic partners, coworkers) that i need to be a different person to be loved. me right now is not acceptable, but if i change then i will be worthy of love
January 11, 2026 at 7:05 AM
one of my friends told me that i’m probably “the hot teacher” to my students, and idk how to take that like “you’re probably attractive to 11-year-olds” ok??? 😭😭
January 10, 2026 at 4:50 PM
it’s clear that my child enjoys my presence and actively seeks it out, and what i say matters to him, and that’s really helped me feel better about myself
January 8, 2026 at 3:22 PM
i need more clothes but my body is such an awkward size and shape now that it’s hard to find clothes that complement me and don’t just make me look like a water balloon :/
January 8, 2026 at 3:08 PM
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January 7, 2026 at 9:22 AM
sometimes it’s like “now that you’re a parent, can you understand why your parents did the things they did when you were growing up?” and i’m like… no?? sure i get frustrated with my kid when he doesn’t listen to me, but i have never wanted to force him to hold heavy books above his head for an hour
January 5, 2026 at 1:06 AM
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👓️🌶️😁✨️
めがねも似合うんだよね🥹カッコイイ
December 22, 2025 at 3:03 AM
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色塗った✨️
January 2, 2026 at 1:21 PM
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大小
December 24, 2025 at 2:47 AM
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Happy Holidays🎄
#原神 #genshin #illust #art
December 24, 2025 at 4:09 PM
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December 1, 2025 at 10:20 AM
i actually like the feeling of me + my child vs the world
December 23, 2025 at 2:05 PM
i know there’s layers to this but ever since my mom died my dad’s been overwhelmed with taking care of the house, and i’m like wow partners are so reliant on each other aren’t they
December 23, 2025 at 3:57 AM
i feel like it’s so easy to love and support my child, idk why it was so hard for my mom to do that with me
December 22, 2025 at 8:57 AM
i’ve been having a lot of trouble relaxing to go to sleep lately, if i curl up in a ball and tense all my muscles then it just feels normal and i want to cling onto that and not relax. i think i’m tense and anxious all day and ive gotten used to it
December 22, 2025 at 3:02 AM
crazy how much easier it is to talk freely in the family chat after my mom died. “happy wife = happy life” is also flipped around to “always unhappy mom = terror”
December 21, 2025 at 5:21 PM
[cw sexual harassment, sexual abuse] i dont talk about the sexual violence part of my abuse too much, but i just saw this video and like yeah, dc used to do this, and when i told him to stop, he was like “so i’m not allowed to touch my wife?” and it made me feel so trapped and awful
December 20, 2025 at 4:39 PM
my new meds make me so sleepy that i have headaches ugh this sucks
December 20, 2025 at 7:17 AM
everything feels so heavy and i keep trying to sigh it all out but i can’t get it out of me
December 20, 2025 at 3:38 AM
i had another anxious episode last night and i just really need winter break to start asap
December 19, 2025 at 3:32 PM
food is so disgusting to me right now. i just tried to chug a meal replacement smoothie like i used to do when i had to force myself to eat, and it was hard to get through it
December 19, 2025 at 3:09 PM
anxiety spike tonight so i have to take my emergency anxiety attack meds aaaaa
December 19, 2025 at 9:05 AM
started a new medication and it gives me headaches oughhh
December 19, 2025 at 5:17 AM