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i actually like the feeling of me + my child vs the world
December 23, 2025 at 2:05 PM
i actually like the feeling of me + my child vs the world
i know there’s layers to this but ever since my mom died my dad’s been overwhelmed with taking care of the house, and i’m like wow partners are so reliant on each other aren’t they
December 23, 2025 at 3:57 AM
i know there’s layers to this but ever since my mom died my dad’s been overwhelmed with taking care of the house, and i’m like wow partners are so reliant on each other aren’t they
i feel like it’s so easy to love and support my child, idk why it was so hard for my mom to do that with me
December 22, 2025 at 8:57 AM
i feel like it’s so easy to love and support my child, idk why it was so hard for my mom to do that with me
i’ve been having a lot of trouble relaxing to go to sleep lately, if i curl up in a ball and tense all my muscles then it just feels normal and i want to cling onto that and not relax. i think i’m tense and anxious all day and ive gotten used to it
December 22, 2025 at 3:02 AM
i’ve been having a lot of trouble relaxing to go to sleep lately, if i curl up in a ball and tense all my muscles then it just feels normal and i want to cling onto that and not relax. i think i’m tense and anxious all day and ive gotten used to it
crazy how much easier it is to talk freely in the family chat after my mom died. “happy wife = happy life” is also flipped around to “always unhappy mom = terror”
December 21, 2025 at 5:21 PM
crazy how much easier it is to talk freely in the family chat after my mom died. “happy wife = happy life” is also flipped around to “always unhappy mom = terror”
[cw sexual harassment, sexual abuse] i dont talk about the sexual violence part of my abuse too much, but i just saw this video and like yeah, dc used to do this, and when i told him to stop, he was like “so i’m not allowed to touch my wife?” and it made me feel so trapped and awful
December 20, 2025 at 4:39 PM
[cw sexual harassment, sexual abuse] i dont talk about the sexual violence part of my abuse too much, but i just saw this video and like yeah, dc used to do this, and when i told him to stop, he was like “so i’m not allowed to touch my wife?” and it made me feel so trapped and awful
my new meds make me so sleepy that i have headaches ugh this sucks
December 20, 2025 at 7:17 AM
my new meds make me so sleepy that i have headaches ugh this sucks
everything feels so heavy and i keep trying to sigh it all out but i can’t get it out of me
December 20, 2025 at 3:38 AM
everything feels so heavy and i keep trying to sigh it all out but i can’t get it out of me
i had another anxious episode last night and i just really need winter break to start asap
December 19, 2025 at 3:32 PM
i had another anxious episode last night and i just really need winter break to start asap
food is so disgusting to me right now. i just tried to chug a meal replacement smoothie like i used to do when i had to force myself to eat, and it was hard to get through it
December 19, 2025 at 3:09 PM
food is so disgusting to me right now. i just tried to chug a meal replacement smoothie like i used to do when i had to force myself to eat, and it was hard to get through it
anxiety spike tonight so i have to take my emergency anxiety attack meds aaaaa
December 19, 2025 at 9:05 AM
anxiety spike tonight so i have to take my emergency anxiety attack meds aaaaa
started a new medication and it gives me headaches oughhh
December 19, 2025 at 5:17 AM
started a new medication and it gives me headaches oughhh
i used to look forward to the shower at the end of the day and i don’t even want to do it anymore, i just want to go to sleep (i still shower)
December 19, 2025 at 3:37 AM
i used to look forward to the shower at the end of the day and i don’t even want to do it anymore, i just want to go to sleep (i still shower)
some of my students asked about my husband today so i explained briefly what happened, and they looked so awkward and uncomfortable. i’m used to the other person saying, “geez i’m sorry that happened to you,” that i forgot that it is pretty awkward when someone is vulnerable in front of you
December 19, 2025 at 12:15 AM
some of my students asked about my husband today so i explained briefly what happened, and they looked so awkward and uncomfortable. i’m used to the other person saying, “geez i’m sorry that happened to you,” that i forgot that it is pretty awkward when someone is vulnerable in front of you
there are signs that things are getting worse mentally and i just need this semester to end. like it’s getting harder to eat and i’m not feeling hunger cues anymore
December 18, 2025 at 3:01 PM
there are signs that things are getting worse mentally and i just need this semester to end. like it’s getting harder to eat and i’m not feeling hunger cues anymore
there are signs that things are getting pretty bad mentally and i just need this semester to end soon
December 16, 2025 at 3:10 PM
there are signs that things are getting pretty bad mentally and i just need this semester to end soon
calling the suicide hotline is such a joke it’s like “i’m feeling really bad but not like THAT bad, not bad enough that you have to call an ambulance on me, i’m like 0.9x terrible”
December 16, 2025 at 4:24 AM
calling the suicide hotline is such a joke it’s like “i’m feeling really bad but not like THAT bad, not bad enough that you have to call an ambulance on me, i’m like 0.9x terrible”
trying to figure out what i want
i want to have someone to rely on and lighten my load? i guess but they would want something back and i dont want to be indebted to them
i want someone to love me? i wouldn’t believe it even if they said they did
i want to have someone to rely on and lighten my load? i guess but they would want something back and i dont want to be indebted to them
i want someone to love me? i wouldn’t believe it even if they said they did
December 16, 2025 at 2:36 AM
trying to figure out what i want
i want to have someone to rely on and lighten my load? i guess but they would want something back and i dont want to be indebted to them
i want someone to love me? i wouldn’t believe it even if they said they did
i want to have someone to rely on and lighten my load? i guess but they would want something back and i dont want to be indebted to them
i want someone to love me? i wouldn’t believe it even if they said they did
it’s been hard to breathe lately for the past week and i know it’s anxiety and idk how to calm myself tf down
December 16, 2025 at 12:52 AM
it’s been hard to breathe lately for the past week and i know it’s anxiety and idk how to calm myself tf down
whenever i get anxious i force myself to calm down through deep breaths and clenching and relaxing my muscles
i’ve been doing this all week, and only now at 6:30pm on a sunday do i finally feel calm
… only to step back into the workweek soon 😭😭
i’ve been doing this all week, and only now at 6:30pm on a sunday do i finally feel calm
… only to step back into the workweek soon 😭😭
December 15, 2025 at 2:32 AM
whenever i get anxious i force myself to calm down through deep breaths and clenching and relaxing my muscles
i’ve been doing this all week, and only now at 6:30pm on a sunday do i finally feel calm
… only to step back into the workweek soon 😭😭
i’ve been doing this all week, and only now at 6:30pm on a sunday do i finally feel calm
… only to step back into the workweek soon 😭😭
one of my biggest fears is that daniel jr will get messed up somehow by something i’m doing, which is one of the reasons i tell him i love him so much every day bc i just hope the power of love will be enough to excuse all my flaws as a mom
December 12, 2025 at 2:31 PM
one of my biggest fears is that daniel jr will get messed up somehow by something i’m doing, which is one of the reasons i tell him i love him so much every day bc i just hope the power of love will be enough to excuse all my flaws as a mom
literally can’t tell if everyone genuinely hates me or if it’s my low self-esteem telling me incorrect things
December 11, 2025 at 2:30 AM
literally can’t tell if everyone genuinely hates me or if it’s my low self-esteem telling me incorrect things