chaoticsleepy
@chaoticsleepy.bsky.social
she/her. 30s. growing gayer by the day. (soon ill be unstoppable.🌈) salty liberal. meme fiend. fluent in gifs. dad joke collector. neurospicy.
[FFXIV] Eleanore Portelaine (elle.crd.co) - Reed Stoneshore (rss.crd.co) - Ghoa Mankhad (ghoa.crd.co)
[FFXIV] Eleanore Portelaine (elle.crd.co) - Reed Stoneshore (rss.crd.co) - Ghoa Mankhad (ghoa.crd.co)
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do you love me enough that i may be weak with you? everyone loves strength， but do you love me for my weakness? that is the real test. do you love me stripped of everything that might be lost， for only the things i will have forever?
February 18, 2026 at 9:15 AM
do you love me enough that i may be weak with you? everyone loves strength， but do you love me for my weakness? that is the real test. do you love me stripped of everything that might be lost， for only the things i will have forever?
By far my most toxic trait is believing that I can fix any questionable sleep-related decisions I make with a sufficiently strong iced coffee fortified with 1-3 shots of espresso.
Old faithful hasn't failed me yet but the prophecy has foretold that one day, I *will* girlboss too close to the sun.
Old faithful hasn't failed me yet but the prophecy has foretold that one day, I *will* girlboss too close to the sun.
February 18, 2026 at 2:01 PM
By far my most toxic trait is believing that I can fix any questionable sleep-related decisions I make with a sufficiently strong iced coffee fortified with 1-3 shots of espresso.
Old faithful hasn't failed me yet but the prophecy has foretold that one day, I *will* girlboss too close to the sun.
Old faithful hasn't failed me yet but the prophecy has foretold that one day, I *will* girlboss too close to the sun.
lrp is elle & reed (just non-romantically).
both loudly claim that they can't stand each other and will fight like cats and dogs when they're in the same room.
but if one of them showed up like that on the other's doorstep? woe be unto the person who fucked with them. their reckoning is coming.
both loudly claim that they can't stand each other and will fight like cats and dogs when they're in the same room.
but if one of them showed up like that on the other's doorstep? woe be unto the person who fucked with them. their reckoning is coming.
February 17, 2026 at 2:33 AM
lrp is elle & reed (just non-romantically).
both loudly claim that they can't stand each other and will fight like cats and dogs when they're in the same room.
but if one of them showed up like that on the other's doorstep? woe be unto the person who fucked with them. their reckoning is coming.
both loudly claim that they can't stand each other and will fight like cats and dogs when they're in the same room.
but if one of them showed up like that on the other's doorstep? woe be unto the person who fucked with them. their reckoning is coming.
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ship dynamic where they hate each other and can be considered enemies and one random rainy night one of them knocks on the other's door wounded and barely conscious and says "Sorry, I... I didn't know where else to go..." and the other one has the "Who did this to you?" look in their eyes and ough
February 16, 2026 at 11:50 PM
ship dynamic where they hate each other and can be considered enemies and one random rainy night one of them knocks on the other's door wounded and barely conscious and says "Sorry, I... I didn't know where else to go..." and the other one has the "Who did this to you?" look in their eyes and ough
For someone who doesn't really listen to music all that often, I have so many playlists for Elle and related NPCs, lmao. But I'll share the two main Elle playlists!
#WoLqotd
Show me your OC's playlist now. 💥 Is it all songs you associate with them OR songs they'd hear?
Show me your OC's playlist now. 💥 Is it all songs you associate with them OR songs they'd hear?
February 16, 2026 at 12:18 AM
For someone who doesn't really listen to music all that often, I have so many playlists for Elle and related NPCs, lmao. But I'll share the two main Elle playlists!
I have GOT to actually get a haircut soon. Every time I have to take my headset off or adjust it, my hair is so fkn long that it gets tangled in it and pulls it out and sends me into an immediate rage.
But ugh... leaving the house? Making haircut-related decisions?
No thanks......
But ugh... leaving the house? Making haircut-related decisions?
No thanks......
February 15, 2026 at 11:48 PM
I have GOT to actually get a haircut soon. Every time I have to take my headset off or adjust it, my hair is so fkn long that it gets tangled in it and pulls it out and sends me into an immediate rage.
But ugh... leaving the house? Making haircut-related decisions?
No thanks......
But ugh... leaving the house? Making haircut-related decisions?
No thanks......
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November 1, 2025 at 3:34 PM
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rather late on sharing this but that's ok!
February 15, 2026 at 11:25 PM
rather late on sharing this but that's ok!
a day late on my valentine's day gposes but HEY I GOT THEM OUT. and considering I spent the last couple days before vday throwing myself at the comic and then spent a good chunk of the day rping, i'm allowing myself a pass.
February 15, 2026 at 7:54 PM
a day late on my valentine's day gposes but HEY I GOT THEM OUT. and considering I spent the last couple days before vday throwing myself at the comic and then spent a good chunk of the day rping, i'm allowing myself a pass.
[ SPICE ]
eleanore portelaine ♥ valentione's day 2026
#ffxivnsfw #ffxivafterdark #gposersnsfw #gposers
eleanore portelaine ♥ valentione's day 2026
#ffxivnsfw #ffxivafterdark #gposersnsfw #gposers
February 15, 2026 at 7:51 PM
[ SPICE ]
eleanore portelaine ♥ valentione's day 2026
#ffxivnsfw #ffxivafterdark #gposersnsfw #gposers
eleanore portelaine ♥ valentione's day 2026
#ffxivnsfw #ffxivafterdark #gposersnsfw #gposers
February 15, 2026 at 7:41 PM
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February 15, 2026 at 3:27 PM
For Elle, Physical Touch is the #1 love language for her - both in how she wishes to be loved and how she shows her love to others. Not just in a romantic or sexual way, either! Even with friends, she's just a very tactile, 'touchy-feely' sort of person. (Unless said person is uncomfy with it!)
February 15, 2026 at 6:51 AM
For Elle, Physical Touch is the #1 love language for her - both in how she wishes to be loved and how she shows her love to others. Not just in a romantic or sexual way, either! Even with friends, she's just a very tactile, 'touchy-feely' sort of person. (Unless said person is uncomfy with it!)
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February 14, 2026 at 10:37 PM
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overthinking (1/2)
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
February 14, 2026 at 6:24 AM
overthinking (1/2)
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
today years old when i discovered that simple tweaks' screenshot improvement feature
hell yeah prepare yourself for elle in 4k
hell yeah prepare yourself for elle in 4k
February 14, 2026 at 3:54 PM
today years old when i discovered that simple tweaks' screenshot improvement feature
hell yeah prepare yourself for elle in 4k
hell yeah prepare yourself for elle in 4k
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To anyone that needs clarification, "your best" is what you can accomplish without damage to your physical, mental and emotional health, not what you can accomplish by destroying them
February 1, 2026 at 6:58 PM
To anyone that needs clarification, "your best" is what you can accomplish without damage to your physical, mental and emotional health, not what you can accomplish by destroying them
overthinking (1/2)
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
February 14, 2026 at 6:24 AM
overthinking (1/2)
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
ft. @missalmondsxiv.bsky.social (by mention anyway..!)
#eepycomic #ffxiv #gpose #gposers
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February 13, 2026 at 9:29 PM
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February 13, 2026 at 8:10 PM
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too many kids today have never destroyed the family PC with sketchy downloads
you must learn to fear Computer before you can properly wield Computer
you must learn to fear Computer before you can properly wield Computer
folks today don't know the abject fear of inadvertently downloading, for the first (and only lol) time, a .exe file from kazaa or limewire and it shows
def one of those "it only takes one time to learn" but oooo boy at what cost for that single instance
def one of those "it only takes one time to learn" but oooo boy at what cost for that single instance
February 12, 2026 at 2:08 AM
too many kids today have never destroyed the family PC with sketchy downloads
you must learn to fear Computer before you can properly wield Computer
you must learn to fear Computer before you can properly wield Computer
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Sits in my corner. Teratophilia
February 5, 2026 at 12:44 AM
Sits in my corner. Teratophilia
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The small was reflected in the large, the meek did have power to move the great, a kind word to a stranger could alter the fate of nations: for the great was made out of the small, and the world was made out of people.
February 12, 2026 at 4:31 AM
The small was reflected in the large, the meek did have power to move the great, a kind word to a stranger could alter the fate of nations: for the great was made out of the small, and the world was made out of people.
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I spent pretty much the entire span of January with minimal gpose inspiration only to suddenly get smacked in the face today with an entire month's worth of ambition and inspiration rolled into one.
Which is great.
If my energy levels hold out for me to DO it, anyway.
Which is great.
If my energy levels hold out for me to DO it, anyway.
February 11, 2026 at 7:31 PM
I spent pretty much the entire span of January with minimal gpose inspiration only to suddenly get smacked in the face today with an entire month's worth of ambition and inspiration rolled into one.
Which is great.
If my energy levels hold out for me to DO it, anyway.
Which is great.
If my energy levels hold out for me to DO it, anyway.