✨ chelchell ✨
@chelchell.bsky.social
she/any || gay || 48
a collection of all of my unsent thoughts
always under the same stars ✨
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a collection of all of my unsent thoughts
always under the same stars ✨
https://linktr.ee/rachelmschell
https://ngl.link/originalschell
Bestie is making the 2 hour drive to snuggle with me for the weekend. These are the moments I need to hold onto (why did that sentence make me cry)
February 7, 2026 at 5:25 PM
Bestie is making the 2 hour drive to snuggle with me for the weekend. These are the moments I need to hold onto (why did that sentence make me cry)
Hey, whatcha doin today?
February 7, 2026 at 5:11 PM
Hey, whatcha doin today?
If it’s meant to be then space and silence won’t break it
February 7, 2026 at 5:11 PM
If it’s meant to be then space and silence won’t break it
I think it’s time to start this…
February 7, 2026 at 4:46 PM
I think it’s time to start this…
All you book people are making me feel guilty for not reading anything while the stack of books on my dresser stares at me. I just can’t focus right now
February 7, 2026 at 3:37 PM
All you book people are making me feel guilty for not reading anything while the stack of books on my dresser stares at me. I just can’t focus right now
Baldur’s Gate doesn’t have enough side quests
February 7, 2026 at 3:30 PM
Baldur’s Gate doesn’t have enough side quests
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i’m awake and i’m angry about it
February 7, 2026 at 2:37 PM
i’m awake and i’m angry about it
Wrap me in your arms and tell me you love me forever
February 7, 2026 at 3:00 PM
Wrap me in your arms and tell me you love me forever
Feeling numb and exhausted
February 7, 2026 at 9:56 AM
Feeling numb and exhausted
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just say you hate me, its really okay
February 7, 2026 at 9:20 AM
just say you hate me, its really okay
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I want positive reasons for why I'm still awake.
February 7, 2026 at 9:30 AM
I want positive reasons for why I'm still awake.
Just saw a bumper sticker that said “if you’re gonna hit my car make sure you kill me” and I’ve never related to anything more
February 6, 2026 at 11:54 PM
Just saw a bumper sticker that said “if you’re gonna hit my car make sure you kill me” and I’ve never related to anything more
The panic and anxiety hasn’t subsided. Logically I know it will but it’s really hard to sit through it
February 6, 2026 at 11:51 PM
The panic and anxiety hasn’t subsided. Logically I know it will but it’s really hard to sit through it
Maybe putting my face online will make me feel better but probably not if I’m being honest
February 6, 2026 at 11:25 PM
Maybe putting my face online will make me feel better but probably not if I’m being honest
this feeling will pass... this feeling will pass
February 6, 2026 at 5:40 PM
this feeling will pass... this feeling will pass
I think I'd prefer being punched in the gut for real instead of emotionally
February 6, 2026 at 5:38 PM
I think I'd prefer being punched in the gut for real instead of emotionally
There's that anxiety and panic back again because yesterday was thursday and I saw something I didn't want to see that has been making me panic for a long time. I wish I could stop it
February 6, 2026 at 5:16 PM
There's that anxiety and panic back again because yesterday was thursday and I saw something I didn't want to see that has been making me panic for a long time. I wish I could stop it
I'm happy that she's doing better and I'm devastated that she's doing better
I feel ashamed for the last part and I don't want it to cancel out the first part
I feel ashamed for the last part and I don't want it to cancel out the first part
February 6, 2026 at 4:49 PM
I'm happy that she's doing better and I'm devastated that she's doing better
I feel ashamed for the last part and I don't want it to cancel out the first part
I feel ashamed for the last part and I don't want it to cancel out the first part
did what I needed to do to be done with dating, maybe forever. I'm feeling lighter already
I’m so over love. Like super over it. I’m perfectly happy being alone. In fact it sounds really peaceful tbh
February 6, 2026 at 4:35 PM
did what I needed to do to be done with dating, maybe forever. I'm feeling lighter already
This sounds amazing. I’m in! Even better if you’re a serial killer because you can just kill me at the end of it. I’d like the experience first though please
February 6, 2026 at 4:01 PM
This sounds amazing. I’m in! Even better if you’re a serial killer because you can just kill me at the end of it. I’d like the experience first though please
I feel like I’m shedding layers of myself today. I’m dumping all the things I don’t need. It’s been too heavy for me. Time to lighten the load and start enjoying life again
February 6, 2026 at 3:17 PM
I feel like I’m shedding layers of myself today. I’m dumping all the things I don’t need. It’s been too heavy for me. Time to lighten the load and start enjoying life again
I think I’m in the “fuck all of this” phase of grief
February 6, 2026 at 2:48 PM
I think I’m in the “fuck all of this” phase of grief
I’m so over love. Like super over it. I’m perfectly happy being alone. In fact it sounds really peaceful tbh
February 6, 2026 at 4:48 AM
I’m so over love. Like super over it. I’m perfectly happy being alone. In fact it sounds really peaceful tbh
Sitting in my car in the driveway at home because the sun feels nice and I’m hoping it just burns me alive
February 5, 2026 at 10:26 PM
Sitting in my car in the driveway at home because the sun feels nice and I’m hoping it just burns me alive
If love only survives in a fear cycle then it’s not really love
February 5, 2026 at 10:07 PM
If love only survives in a fear cycle then it’s not really love