dennillbeback
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den, he/his, 30, intj 4w5 sp || ENG/RUS || ficwriter on AO3 (alnst ivantill slowburn, "The dancing flame"); math tutor and composer
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· Oct 26
The dancing flame - Chapter 1 - dennillbeback - Alien Stage (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
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🌌 “Till gave him a sidelong look. The warm light of the lamp painted Ivan’s face in unusually soft colors, giving him a dream-like expression…”
🎶 Read The Dancing Flame for slow-burn, introspection, humor+drama, music and two chaotic souls finding an unexpected bond.
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#ivantill
🎶 Read The Dancing Flame for slow-burn, introspection, humor+drama, music and two chaotic souls finding an unexpected bond.
🔥 shorturl.at/zXded
#ivantill
Why should I spend time and money to feed, wash and stretch this body ugh
January 31, 2026 at 7:21 PM
Why should I spend time and money to feed, wash and stretch this body ugh
I realized that the fact that Ivan's voice is low is a fanon. Hi.
January 29, 2026 at 1:27 PM
I realized that the fact that Ivan's voice is low is a fanon. Hi.
it's always hard to say, but I guess I'm Shimada kin lol
January 28, 2026 at 1:38 PM
it's always hard to say, but I guess I'm Shimada kin lol
January 28, 2026 at 1:24 PM
I wanted to write my first PortfolioDay, but what's there to write about if I do everything (fic, pics, music...) for a bit and all I can show here are pictures? :''DD
January 14, 2026 at 7:39 AM
I wanted to write my first PortfolioDay, but what's there to write about if I do everything (fic, pics, music...) for a bit and all I can show here are pictures? :''DD
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I think I feel alright today
It could've been worse, anyway
It could've been worse, anyway
January 9, 2026 at 2:37 AM
I think I feel alright today
It could've been worse, anyway
It could've been worse, anyway
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All of this will come to an end
Even if we don't know what it meant
As I sail through the sea of my humility
I will sing my fall semester song
Even if we don't know what it meant
As I sail through the sea of my humility
I will sing my fall semester song
January 8, 2026 at 10:37 PM
All of this will come to an end
Even if we don't know what it meant
As I sail through the sea of my humility
I will sing my fall semester song
Even if we don't know what it meant
As I sail through the sea of my humility
I will sing my fall semester song
- both 😜
“who do you picture yourself as in the ship?” oh neither of them, i’m in the cuck chair
January 8, 2026 at 1:24 PM
- both 😜
Purgatory. Perhaps this is a great metaphor for my work on my own projects now. In general, I like to work on it, but it's still a bit of a torture, and then I get my three likes if I don't whine to my friends and... move forward, move forward.
January 7, 2026 at 7:12 AM
Purgatory. Perhaps this is a great metaphor for my work on my own projects now. In general, I like to work on it, but it's still a bit of a torture, and then I get my three likes if I don't whine to my friends and... move forward, move forward.
Working on a new little track. I seem to understand what my problem is with the instrumental extension this night (?) But I don't know what to do about it yet. Why I'm both a pianist and a melodist, god. Harmony is polyphony for me, so that's hard af. *unintelligible mumbling*
January 7, 2026 at 7:00 AM
Working on a new little track. I seem to understand what my problem is with the instrumental extension this night (?) But I don't know what to do about it yet. Why I'm both a pianist and a melodist, god. Harmony is polyphony for me, so that's hard af. *unintelligible mumbling*
ok let me be clear I miss my amazing ao3 commentators 😩
lonely lonely post-new year drawing
whatever I just need to get the work done...
lonely lonely post-new year drawing
whatever I just need to get the work done...
January 2, 2026 at 4:23 PM
ok let me be clear I miss my amazing ao3 commentators 😩
lonely lonely post-new year drawing
whatever I just need to get the work done...
lonely lonely post-new year drawing
whatever I just need to get the work done...
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Happy New Year, everyone! ✨🎶
December 31, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Happy New Year, everyone! ✨🎶
chatting with the barista in the café about music for the second hour. The mood rises immediately! After all, isolation has a bad effect on me
December 29, 2025 at 7:16 PM
chatting with the barista in the café about music for the second hour. The mood rises immediately! After all, isolation has a bad effect on me
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An umbrella won't protect you
For when you've already drowned
And seeing streetlights from underneath the waves
So float on to the surface
You're never gonna miss this
For when you've already drowned
And seeing streetlights from underneath the waves
So float on to the surface
You're never gonna miss this
December 22, 2025 at 2:31 AM
An umbrella won't protect you
For when you've already drowned
And seeing streetlights from underneath the waves
So float on to the surface
You're never gonna miss this
For when you've already drowned
And seeing streetlights from underneath the waves
So float on to the surface
You're never gonna miss this
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In the end
I've come to dance with how my life got this way
I accept
The outcomes of events that forced me
To retain my pain
I've come to dance with how my life got this way
I accept
The outcomes of events that forced me
To retain my pain
December 23, 2025 at 10:32 PM
In the end
I've come to dance with how my life got this way
I accept
The outcomes of events that forced me
To retain my pain
I've come to dance with how my life got this way
I accept
The outcomes of events that forced me
To retain my pain
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I wish I had just been a little bit stronger
December 24, 2025 at 10:37 PM
I wish I had just been a little bit stronger
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Before my mind forgets it
And before my heart regrets
Let me put some words and notes together as you sleep
I’ll join you in a bit
And before my heart regrets
Let me put some words and notes together as you sleep
I’ll join you in a bit
December 25, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Before my mind forgets it
And before my heart regrets
Let me put some words and notes together as you sleep
I’ll join you in a bit
And before my heart regrets
Let me put some words and notes together as you sleep
I’ll join you in a bit
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Did you worry about me?
Might’ve been a fool but, frankly
Better ways don’t always work for
Someone like me
Might’ve been a fool but, frankly
Better ways don’t always work for
Someone like me
December 27, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Did you worry about me?
Might’ve been a fool but, frankly
Better ways don’t always work for
Someone like me
Might’ve been a fool but, frankly
Better ways don’t always work for
Someone like me
Every time I see news of a hate-motivated murder against transgender people, I am amazed at the stupid questions of doctors about why I stopped going to free physical therapy in a country where the law tells inadequacies that I am an extremist.
December 28, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Every time I see news of a hate-motivated murder against transgender people, I am amazed at the stupid questions of doctors about why I stopped going to free physical therapy in a country where the law tells inadequacies that I am an extremist.
Escapism can recharge batteries, but curiosity and pride are also human, pushing us to seek knowledge and recognition. Creating something genuine is impossible without confronting reality.
December 28, 2025 at 1:55 AM
Escapism can recharge batteries, but curiosity and pride are also human, pushing us to seek knowledge and recognition. Creating something genuine is impossible without confronting reality.