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🦴-Deaddy Lou 👽🦇🦋
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27 | INTP | 🇦🇹 AT | AuDHD Goth Horsegirl Gnoblinette
neil armstrong = gnorts mr alien 🤯🙏
ich riech nach Popcorn (gesalzen).
I turn 28 in less than a week and I still haven't gotten either one of the tattoos I've had in mind for over 5 years... I oughta make it happen this year but as per usual at the beginning of a new year I'm BROKE and barely able to afford rent 👍👍👍👍👍
January 20, 2026 at 5:27 PM
FPÖ beschwert sich über die ach so teuren Sozialleistungen, gibt aber erst mal mehrere 100k für nen illegalen Spitzeldienst aus. Kannst dir echt nimmer ausdenken...
aktion.aufstehn.at/s/spitzeldie...
Jetzt Petition unterzeichnen: Privatsphäre schützen, Spitzeldienst stoppen!
Bundeskanzler Stocker und Staatssekretär Pröll – Stoppen Sie den Spitzeldienst!
aktion.aufstehn.at
January 20, 2026 at 5:23 PM
Cannot comprehend rn how hard this goes, geez I love this band

youtu.be/AaGu-fR2wrU?...
Guided By Angels (Live)
YouTube video by Amyl and The Sniffers
youtu.be
April 2, 2025 at 8:01 AM
Oh yeah absolutely. I helped a friend with moving the other day and just shortly after I started carrying stuff down the stairs I broke out in sweat and my heart was racing. Once I was home I pretty much collapsed into bed and the next 2 days I was still KO with migraine, dizziness and fever.
March 24, 2025 at 11:26 AM
Honestly I'm starting to question whether or not I might have long covid. I got it literally exactly on my 25th Birthday in 2023 and ever since then everything got so much worse.
March 24, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Keep switching between "alright now maybe I can finally start thriving for real this time" and 2 days to a week later it'll be back to "I'm actually in the process of going grey from all this stress rn" dude I'm so tired
March 24, 2025 at 3:03 AM
I've been hovering in this state of "now things will change for the better" since at least 3 years and then some other bs keeps happening, my health has dwindeled faster in those 3 years than I am able to even joke about
March 24, 2025 at 3:00 AM
can't stop thinking about how ever since 2020 happened time just flew by way too quickly bruh where did my early 20s go
March 24, 2025 at 2:55 AM
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This scrum of pot-bellied, sunken-chested betas trying to bully an all-black clad badass Eastern European wasteland survivor while dressed like Men’s Wearhouse mannequins is peak cinema.
GLENN: Why don't you wear a suit? You're at the highest level in this country's office & you refuse to wear a suit. A lot of Americans have problems with you not respecting the office.

ZELENSKYY: I will wear a costume after this war will finish. Maybe something like yours. Maybe something better.
February 28, 2025 at 7:22 PM
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Wir sind eine zivilgesellschaftliche Plattform, in Österreich als Verein eingetragen, bewahren eine Allparteilichkeit, protestieren gegen Rechtsextreme und nehmen von keiner staatlichen Stelle Geld! Damit es alle wissen!
February 25, 2025 at 4:54 PM
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Discord has apparently added generative AI "apps" users can use to modify any image posted in any discord server.

On by default, no way to disable them, no moderation tools.

Fuck discord, support artists (discord sure doesn't).
February 25, 2025 at 3:07 AM
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ATTENTION GOTH COMMUNITY!!

Recent attacks on an LGBTQ+ club in Seattle, may have links to attacks on Goths in the same area. Screenshots courtesy of the Gothic Security Team on Facebook.
February 25, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I was bullied for being "Emo" when I dyed my hair black during middle school in 2011. Got even worse when I got my snakebites in 2012, lol.

In '12 I also dyed my front hair; which was white before, blue/purple/pink.

Nowadays sometimes get catcalled on the street, but it strangely amuses me so 🤷‍♀️
February 26, 2025 at 3:17 AM
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Do one thing every day to make the world a worse place for evil people.
February 24, 2025 at 2:12 AM
There is way too much corruption, manipulation, twisting of truths, fraud...

It has been cooking in #Europe for a while now, and it seems to boil over now.

I hope that the youth continues to inform themselves and get active politically, especially those less privileged.

#Germany I believe in you
February 24, 2025 at 2:28 AM
youtu.be/cEHkiqDFJGc?...

vibing to this song atm,
not feeling positive about the political developments in Europe right now.

I don't know what's to come, yet I feel like I'm at a point in life, where anything can happen, these might legitimately be my last years, so now's the time to act.
Edwin Rosen - leichter//kälter (Official Video)
YouTube video by Edwin Rosen
youtu.be
February 24, 2025 at 2:21 AM
That's something I'll be working on I suppose.
Trying to achieve a middle-ground of being at peace with myself, while also not contorting to satisfy people who don't really care about me in the first place.

Masking will likely never go away, but that doesn't mean I can't gain more confidence.

7/7
February 13, 2025 at 10:55 AM
So, listening to more of the music that I heard as a troubled teenager, has helped me not only be more honest with myself, but also causing me to be more honest outwardly.

Hypocrisy with ones own values is a virus and I am so tired of people telling me empty slogans.

6/7
February 13, 2025 at 10:51 AM
I'm just at a point in life where I try to stop myself from not speaking my mind in situations of confrontation when I know that I am being treated unfairly.

I try to find a balance between doing what I think is right, coming from a place of kindness but also authenticity and honesty.

5/?
February 13, 2025 at 10:43 AM
I have been on a journey of trying to make sense of what I felt during those times. Someone said once that if a song resonates with you, but you don't know why, it will eventually as time goes on become clear, or you will go down a path to where it will be so. Self-fulfilling prophecy? Maybe.

4/?
February 13, 2025 at 10:37 AM
Looking back it is so funny how much the lyrics make sense now, even if back then my English wasn't quite as good as it is nowadays, so I often lacked the deeper understanding to make sense of those lyrics 100%

But yeah, a lot of them resonate with me now, and it is both odd and satisfying

3/?
February 13, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Those 2010-2012 days of being a preteen to young teen who doesn't even know what's going on, but feels that there is something very wrong. The angst, the confusion, feeling deeply traumatized but having no other way of expressing it than music.

2/?
February 13, 2025 at 10:32 AM
"Rediscovering" The Birthday Massacre - as in listening to them way more actively now than I did over the past 5-8 years has unironically brought something back to me that I felt like I was missing.

1/?
February 13, 2025 at 10:31 AM
I finally made my driving license on the 10th.

I can't even put into words how huge of a changeup that is for my life, and how much that new independence relieves a bunch of stress.

Now the only thing missing is my boyfriend getting his 2nd car approved so that I can freely use our 1st one, YAY!!!
February 13, 2025 at 10:25 AM
bitte mehr davon, redraws von den eigenen frühkindlichen kritzikratzis sind immer das beste
February 13, 2025 at 10:21 AM