The Doll Diaries
@dolldiaries.bsky.social
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30 she/her trans femme blogging about hypno kink, psychology, and living in a D/s relationship.
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hellfeux.bsky.social
For day 10, Muzzle, just a wholesome moment between a dog and her mistress 🐩

#nsfw #kinktober #kinktober2025 @kinktober-n-more.bsky.social
Marion, a bunny woman, is comfortably reading a book and smoking in a big chair, wearing only a robe and some high heels. Echyr, another woman, is bound in a leather bitchsuit complete with fake ears and a tail plug, and is licking Marion's heels through an open muzzle gag
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dieselbrain.bsky.social
#SaveSpeech

KOSA has amassed more cosponsors recently, jumping from 42 to 60 total

You need to call your reps and DEMAND that they oppose this legislation ASAP

The link below contains more info about KOSA and an easy way to contact your reps
5calls.org/issue/kids-o...

Please call DAILY
dolldiaries.bsky.social
8 sessions today, then sparring, then Mommy promised to clean me up 🙏🥵
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stereoscopecomics.bsky.social
The mask is slipping. Kinktober: 'Armbinder' #kinktober #kinktober2025
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felisamos.bsky.social
Kinktober Day 7: Toys

"My my, I guess even the mighty Number Ten has her limits."
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magseidolia.bsky.social
it's normal to pretend puppies are people for a length of time and then rugpull them and treat them like animals in the midst of a conversation. enrichment for puppies, actually.
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hellfeux.bsky.social
Things are kicking up a bit with day 9, Desperate 😈

#nsfw #kinktober #kinktober2025 @kinktober-n-more.bsky.social
Marion, a bunny woman, is standing in a latex and leather dominatrix outfit and commenting while Echyr, another woman, is kneeling at her feet restrained in leather bondage gear and grinding against a magic wand tied to Marion's boot
dolldiaries.bsky.social
Bring best shotgun, win engagement
dolldiaries.bsky.social
A good way to assassinate Sartha and Kione, btw, would be to poison their supply of leather polish. Just saying.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
It's also to clean and restore leather after riding (motorcycle clubs being a thing), driving and playing, so having smart and sanitary ways to clean piss, cum and dirt is a must. You also need to have a system to prevent cross-contamination through your tools. It helps that alcohol is often used.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
Seriously, people devote years and years developing this craft alongside their civic and charitable activities in campaigns to become title-holders, and so it's important to show respect to a community tradition that helped us survive the AIDS epidemic. Leather is history.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
If people are getting into bootblacking, I encourage people to look into leather clubs in their area and see if any community bootblacks are willing to teach, then approach them -very respectfully-. This is ancestral community knowledge often passed from elder onward. I learned from a title holder.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
It's also to clean and restore leather after riding (motorcycle clubs being a thing), driving and playing, so having smart and sanitary ways to clean piss, cum and dirt is a must. You also need to have a system to prevent cross-contamination through your tools. It helps that alcohol is often used.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
The goal of bootblacks is to primarily protect the health and safety of people that play with leather. This means body-safe tools, good customer service and being mindful of leather science, as well as good ethical and community behavior. A lot of shoe-shine stuff is carcinogenic (like creme polish)
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But generally you will see boot-blacks compensate with polish, often by melting down polish and brushing it onto hi-shine boots before buffing it. This is basically just taking the wax and coating it. Wax will NOT flex either and will not do well in those creases. You want the dye to help equalize
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Basically the plastic or pigment layer is rippling and bending off of the leather at the crease. The cheaper the leather the more likely this happens. Theres not really anything you can do other than repainting or melting the plastic back down. That's not really the realm of boot-blacking.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
Patent leather or hi-shine leather is basically leather with a layer of plastic, acrylic or pigment on the surface blocking off the surface of the leather, usually for aesthetic reasons, but also to maintain that polished look. This often doesnt wrinkle well and can look alarming.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
I know about leather! But Kallie is correct here.

True leather is skin. Skin naturally wrinkles and shows wear with use, but this does not mean that it is weakening or aging. However, if dirt or sand gets in wrinkles, it can saw through the fibers, so we brush this when we can.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
The world wasnt holding me back from the play i wanted. I was. I was holding back. I was holding back from the kind of play that I was afraid would alienate her. It took a lot of strength to give that up to her. It took a lot of strength for her to receive it and transform it. It was worth it.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
That was potent. That was real. It was the kind of moment, thats not just imitation but of tapping into ourselves, a symbiotic release. It was just so hot.

We really are just complicated. There doesnt need to be vindication. There doesnt need to be justification. We contain multitudes of filth.
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Of course, this obliterated my psyche and I immediately begged her for permission to play with myself for her amusement, and she obliged, watching and laughing and enjoying. I have never in my life felt so... fulfilled. Still leashed. It was perfect.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
And then... she licked the tears off my cheek, grabbed my face and made fun of how turned on it made me, of how pathetic I looked, until I was squirming. She said later, she would hurt me later, then cuffed and leashed me to the bed.
dolldiaries.bsky.social
Its taken such a godly amount of work and soul searching and fucking therapy to let us allow ourselves to just for a moment be selfish and hungry and cruel and desperate. Just for one moment. Just be whole
dolldiaries.bsky.social
She admitted that she did enjoy it, the urge to mock, to laugh, to poke fun. She really didn't let that out for anyone, to not hurt anyone. But it doesnt hurt me. It just turns me on. She loves to watch it do that. Its just ugly sadism. Cruelty. I find it intoxicating.
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It's ugly. It's pathetic. It's gross. That part of me isn't for other people, it hurts me and others.

It feels so fucking good as her entertainment. It feels so fucking good for it to bring something positive to anyone, especially her. To hear her laugh.