Tess "The Egg Prime Directive" Tanenbaum
@drtanenbaum.bsky.social
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Neurospicy disabled anarchist trans lady, making music, stories, poetry, and trouble. Recovering academic. Patreon: patreon.com/MothMotherTess Moth Mother Studios: MothMother.com/ Consulting: TessTanen.com Everything Else: linktr.ee/MothMother
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New Introduction post! I'm Tess! I'm a disabled, queer, trans, neurospicy, musician, producer, game maker & poet! I run Moth Mother studios: an 800 sq/ft. music production studio in Central Illinois.

Currently making audiodrama, audiobooks & trouble & always looking for gigs & collaborators.
A picture of Tess: a curly haired trans woman in glasses wearing a black T-shirt with the Warboys logo from Mad Max Fury Road on it. A long shot of Moth Mother Studios - a large vaulted ceiling space with acoustic paneling on the walls and hung from the beams around a computer desk with two monitors. Two chandeliers hang from the ceiling. To the right is an electric drum kit with large speakers, to the left a small vocal recording set-up and some drawers and shelves of audio gear. Red curtains line the space and two large paintings are mounted on the far wall. A woman in a gray and black knit dress stands in the middle of moth mother studios, holding a dark blue electric guitar. The top of her head is cut off by the frame. Behind her, guitars line the walls, and there's a mixing station with MIDI controllers, and audio gear. A bottle of the handmade black walnut ink that I make.
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The presence of so much explicitly trans media in the world of this book is easily the most improbable bit of wish fulfillment I've put into it. Well, that and two trans girls discovering they live near each other...
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In this new (fictional) musical - Tentatively titled "Pandemonium" - Petra Pan whisks Winston Darling away to Neverland where she is reborn as Wendy under the care of a tribe of feral "lost boys" (guess what they lost!)

A bit on the nose, perhaps, but subtlety ain't what I've been aiming for here!
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I've been contemplating my first major rewrite of a chapter. If I want to publish this I'm going to have to either secure the rights to Stephen Schwartz's lyrics or create my own fictional musical theater song.

So I've spent this morning songwriting with my girlfriend...
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Chapter 30: Because I knew you...

Wrote this one on the flight, and probably confused my seatmates because I was singing and crying the whole time I was writing it! My (poorly disguised) musical-theatre-girl is showing in this one, and I kinda destroyed myself writing it!
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Chapter 31. Rise of the Magical Maiden Vanguard

The nice thing about my body's biological clock being so confused right now is that I'm waking up before my girlfriend and getting in a little writing time in the mornings!

In this chapter: MYTHIC VIOLENCE and TRANSFORMATION!
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#achievementunlocked

*blushes furiously in gay musician*
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Sometimes, waking up early in 2025 be like...
Early morning Tess, Scotland Edition.

Yesterday's eyeliner and lipstick have held up surprisingly well, and the protective updo is doing hilarious things to her hair.  She has an intense and serious look on her face.
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I wish more people knew about City of Daemons from @omniverse.bsky.social - a Tron story made by two trans lesbians (and Doug!)

The queer Tron narrative that Disney will NEVER make!
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T4T kissing research progress report: I really love these girls and am making sure they know it!
Two pretty girls in a dark room being adorable. Two pretty girls on a sunny day being adorable.
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This isn't an error that is made by accident. It's not an oversight or a careless mistake: it is an intentionally harmful breach of the trust of vulnerable patients in their institution's care. It's a methodological flaw that undermines any conclusions published.
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In my previous department, a breach of this nature would have been grounds to revoke or deny tenure. A student committing this error would be dismissed without hesitation. It isn't just harmful to the patients, it undermines the process of inquiry itself, and the results produced have ZERO validity.
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These are patient records being disclosed in public research findings. Of children. In a population subject to immense discrimination, dehumanization, and misrepresentation. Furthermore, it is qualitative data being analyzed out of context and published without member-checking it for accuracy.
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If you haven't ever had to apply for IRB approval to conduct human subject research I don't think you can appreciate how profound of a violation of ethical research practices this is. This is information collected from a vulnerable community in a medical context disclosed without consent.
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Oslo University Hospital caught using trans patients' journals for research purposes:
- Without the patients' consent to participate in research
- Affecting minors
- 1700 of them
- Taking highly sensitive information from said journals

This is a HUGE breach.
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Tidligere i år meldte vi et forskningsprosjekt til redelighetsutvalget ved OUS og UiO.

Nå er forskerne felt for alvorlige brudd på forskningsetiske normer.
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Awwwww, gosh....thank you on both accounts! No need to feel bad: I baited that hook and cast it out into BlueSky. You just happened to be the person who bit!
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I've put myself into a similar state writing it and *I* know what happens next!😅🤣😭

In all seriousness, thought: thank you so much!🙏 This story has become so important to me and it's such a gift to know that I've reached other people with it!❤️‍🔥🥰😭
Reposted by Tess "The Egg Prime Directive" Tanenbaum
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I started reading Tess's The Egg Prime Directive over the weekend and I am getting REAL FUCKING INTO IT
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Chapter 30: Because I knew you...

Wrote this one on the flight, and probably confused my seatmates because I was singing and crying the whole time I was writing it! My (poorly disguised) musical-theatre-girl is showing in this one, and I kinda destroyed myself writing it!
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Ohhhh goshhh! I'm so glad you're digging it!!🥰🙏🥰
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You have done EGG-ceptional detective work!! I believe you have mapped everyone correctly!

(I haven't shared Gemma's wife's name in the text yet.)
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If you are unfamiliar with Wicked, I'd encourage you to listen to this track after reading the chapter so that you can experience it the way I was as I sobbed onto my laptop!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYTe...
For Good (From "Wicked" Original Broadway Cast Recording/2003 / Audio)
YouTube video by WickedVEVO
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Chapter 30: Because I knew you...

Wrote this one on the flight, and probably confused my seatmates because I was singing and crying the whole time I was writing it! My (poorly disguised) musical-theatre-girl is showing in this one, and I kinda destroyed myself writing it!
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I'm not even going to pretend that this isn't everything want to be and ALSO everything I want done to me.

Such is the life of a switch with a praise kink, and a pathological people pleasing response.....
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Turns out a Transatlantic flight is a pretty great place to write, turbulence aside, because I just finished a new chapter! Of course, it's on my laptop, which is not connected to the network, which means that it's just going to have to rattle around in my head for the next 6 hours, all forlorn.
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Sweet dreams! May disaster sapphics frolic in them, and may you awaken refreshed and ready for your next adventure!