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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · Nov 29
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1h
AAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IGNORANCE IS NOT BLISS!!!!!!!!
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 4h
this is so fucking funny maybe some of the old people in this town are okay
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 4h
I hate one of my new offices
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 7h
dude YES
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 7h
me after my boss asks why I don't have something done but I told her I was super behind and needed help and she told me to just do my best
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 16h
me: oh omg I'm gonna go to bed on time ^_^

my heart: hey I'm gonna beat really hard and fast ok? it's gonna be really uncomfortable alright?
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 19h
it's genuinely such a mind fuck when it happens because I can't tell if I'm actually being abused or not especially because I have BPD. so it's like. am I overreacting? is this real?
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 19h
whaaattt I've never flirted before in my life but if you need an online mate......
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 22h
you rn
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 22h
goddamn I need a lan zhan in my life who loves me like that
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 23h
but it is a relationship you should leave/distance/put STRONG boundaries down because even if they don't mean to, it still harms you. like it is still considered abuse even if they don't mean it. agh anyways
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 23h
like "you hurt me with this though" after you said they hurt you or try to stand up for yourself thus putting you in the role of the fixer bc you "ruined/hurt" them. it will actually, so genuinely make you feel insane n I don't think it's always on purpose like I'm p sure I did this before bc of bpd
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 23h
you wanna see them happy. if you call them out and stand firm, they'll go on about how they'll change, they don't wanna do that to you, etcetc and they get better for MAYBE a few months before it's back to what it was before. n DONT get me started on them turning shit around and saying -
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 23h
and/or if they find out you're asking your friends for advice, they freak out or get upset bc "you're making them hate me" plus there's the classic "if you really cared abt me/loved me you wouldn't have done (x)" or "you only think abt yourself" when everything you do is for them bc you love them n
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 23h
and if it's during, you're forced to be on your phone, texting them because they're freaking out. and bc of that you start to feel so exhausted that you just stop hanging out w your friends. you'll know it's happening especially because you'll literally feel crazy during the arguments
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 23h
saw a tiktok abt this and now I gotta talk abt it here lol but it was about how emotionally abusive people don't outright say, "don't hang out w your friends" or something but they DO cause some sort of fight or argument right before/during/after (or all three) you go out. call/text you constantly
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
I gotta get on my grind I gotta go to bed early and get up earlier so I can do more stuff bc doing stuff after work is suuuper hard
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
I don't have a mate yet 😉
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
very energetic today I fear
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
but you still posted which is better than not 🙂‍↕️
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
never mind god saved me
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
it's literally so good!!!!! I think people don't have a good enough imagination to appreciate it lowk
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
thank you I'm stealing this
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
is there anyone. with a PayPal. that can send me one singular dollar please god I just want to buy this one thing please god
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charmie @dstriders.bsky.social · 1d
*grits teeth* I love when I can't make international purchases on my debit card and they want me to fucking get their credit card that's so cool
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