Ebil
@ebil.bsky.social
Mostly posting about Made in Abyss right now, please expect one million Belafs.
I’ve often been in groups where I’m aware someone else is testing the patience of those around them by doing/saying offputting or annoying things and am aware I’m not seen that way, but always have a strong sense that if I put even 1% less effort into masking I’ll end up in that category for folks.
November 22, 2025 at 10:34 AM
I’ve often been in groups where I’m aware someone else is testing the patience of those around them by doing/saying offputting or annoying things and am aware I’m not seen that way, but always have a strong sense that if I put even 1% less effort into masking I’ll end up in that category for folks.
When I’m feeling down I’m not even able to give in to the self destructive fantasy of ”everyone hates me“, it’s just..”ah, the creepimg sense everyone finds me kind of really boring and pitiful and kind of awkward or difficult to be around and would just prefer not to“
November 22, 2025 at 10:30 AM
When I’m feeling down I’m not even able to give in to the self destructive fantasy of ”everyone hates me“, it’s just..”ah, the creepimg sense everyone finds me kind of really boring and pitiful and kind of awkward or difficult to be around and would just prefer not to“
The thing is, even “everyone probably hates me” is a kind of power fantasy. If you’ve annoyed the people around you they probably don’t “hate“ you they just find you sort of tiresome and don’t think about you more than needed.
November 22, 2025 at 10:28 AM
The thing is, even “everyone probably hates me” is a kind of power fantasy. If you’ve annoyed the people around you they probably don’t “hate“ you they just find you sort of tiresome and don’t think about you more than needed.
once of these ‘having one (1) drink alone and becoming unwieldy online’ nights i’m going to decide the best way to embrace rejection is to message the ((counts)) five people i’ve had feelings for, never told, and am still in touch with. and then next-morning-me is going to wake up with a Problem
November 21, 2025 at 3:36 PM
once of these ‘having one (1) drink alone and becoming unwieldy online’ nights i’m going to decide the best way to embrace rejection is to message the ((counts)) five people i’ve had feelings for, never told, and am still in touch with. and then next-morning-me is going to wake up with a Problem
in 2026 if i absolutely hurl myself into creating creative work constantly and aim for burning out on purpose and also take mortifying risks in my personal life like embracing my tendency to fall in unrequited love maybe that will fix me i feel like i’m rotting
November 21, 2025 at 3:23 PM
in 2026 if i absolutely hurl myself into creating creative work constantly and aim for burning out on purpose and also take mortifying risks in my personal life like embracing my tendency to fall in unrequited love maybe that will fix me i feel like i’m rotting
the extent to which i sometimes think ‘i shouldn’t have moved to japan’ is only that to which i also regularly think ‘I shouldn’t even exist period’. both of these things are only going to be true for a limited amount of time so i might as well make the best of them
November 21, 2025 at 3:22 PM
the extent to which i sometimes think ‘i shouldn’t have moved to japan’ is only that to which i also regularly think ‘I shouldn’t even exist period’. both of these things are only going to be true for a limited amount of time so i might as well make the best of them
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In memory of all our lost transgender friends and neighbours.
20th November, The Transgender Day of Remembrance
亡くなった全てのトランスジェンダーの同胞たちを偲んで。
11月20日、トランスジェンダー追悼の日
20th November, The Transgender Day of Remembrance
亡くなった全てのトランスジェンダーの同胞たちを偲んで。
11月20日、トランスジェンダー追悼の日
November 20, 2025 at 2:42 PM
In memory of all our lost transgender friends and neighbours.
20th November, The Transgender Day of Remembrance
亡くなった全てのトランスジェンダーの同胞たちを偲んで。
11月20日、トランスジェンダー追悼の日
20th November, The Transgender Day of Remembrance
亡くなった全てのトランスジェンダーの同胞たちを偲んで。
11月20日、トランスジェンダー追悼の日
I have three american friends visiting soon but none will be here in time for my bday ;;
November 20, 2025 at 10:42 AM
I have three american friends visiting soon but none will be here in time for my bday ;;
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I heard it was the 30th anniversary of Ghost in the Shell. A good excuse as any to reshare my old Major Kusanagi photos
November 19, 2025 at 5:29 PM
I heard it was the 30th anniversary of Ghost in the Shell. A good excuse as any to reshare my old Major Kusanagi photos
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It was originally a budget and scheduling hassle, but ultimately, I saw a way to do it.
But…there are certain anxieties… :’)
And I was originally going with a specific person I was looking forward to seeing, which was a big motivator, but I think they won’t go. I’m probably going to skip it.
But…there are certain anxieties… :’)
And I was originally going with a specific person I was looking forward to seeing, which was a big motivator, but I think they won’t go. I’m probably going to skip it.
November 17, 2025 at 7:55 AM
It was originally a budget and scheduling hassle, but ultimately, I saw a way to do it.
But…there are certain anxieties… :’)
And I was originally going with a specific person I was looking forward to seeing, which was a big motivator, but I think they won’t go. I’m probably going to skip it.
But…there are certain anxieties… :’)
And I was originally going with a specific person I was looking forward to seeing, which was a big motivator, but I think they won’t go. I’m probably going to skip it.
I could go to both an event in Osaka on 11/23 and an event back here in Tokyo on 11/24 but the Osaka event is a source of real confusion for me lmao. I need to decide whether or not to go within the next few days.
November 17, 2025 at 7:53 AM
I could go to both an event in Osaka on 11/23 and an event back here in Tokyo on 11/24 but the Osaka event is a source of real confusion for me lmao. I need to decide whether or not to go within the next few days.
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I can't stop thinking about the Suica penguin going to the ticket gate in the sky
November 13, 2025 at 2:39 AM
I can't stop thinking about the Suica penguin going to the ticket gate in the sky
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Canada has just lost measles elimination status. The U.S. will undoubtedly follow shortly.
Elimination means that there is no continuous spreading of measles within the country for a year or longer.
Canada and the U.S. have blown it, and it’s largely the fault of the anti-vaccination movement.
Elimination means that there is no continuous spreading of measles within the country for a year or longer.
Canada and the U.S. have blown it, and it’s largely the fault of the anti-vaccination movement.
Canada loses measles elimination status after three decades, health agency says
Canada has lost its measles elimination status after nearly three decades due to its failure to curb a year-long outbreak, the country's public health agency said on Monday.
www.reuters.com
November 10, 2025 at 2:52 PM
Canada has just lost measles elimination status. The U.S. will undoubtedly follow shortly.
Elimination means that there is no continuous spreading of measles within the country for a year or longer.
Canada and the U.S. have blown it, and it’s largely the fault of the anti-vaccination movement.
Elimination means that there is no continuous spreading of measles within the country for a year or longer.
Canada and the U.S. have blown it, and it’s largely the fault of the anti-vaccination movement.
I’d be more fully able to enjoy the rest of Joyce Carol Oates’ tweeting if I could forget the baffling time she called Everything Everywhere All at Once ”pretentious“. I just don’t see how you can have a story with hotdog fingers and a Plot Dildo and be “pretentious“. is that not mutually exclusive
November 11, 2025 at 5:09 AM
I’d be more fully able to enjoy the rest of Joyce Carol Oates’ tweeting if I could forget the baffling time she called Everything Everywhere All at Once ”pretentious“. I just don’t see how you can have a story with hotdog fingers and a Plot Dildo and be “pretentious“. is that not mutually exclusive
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julian, it's better not to piss in daipers. babys dont like it, so neither do adults
i should think the best way to avoid pissing would be to drink less
what are you my dad fuck off before i send your ship out on a suicide run
i should think the best way to avoid pissing would be to drink less
what are you my dad fuck off before i send your ship out on a suicide run
November 9, 2025 at 10:47 AM
julian, it's better not to piss in daipers. babys dont like it, so neither do adults
i should think the best way to avoid pissing would be to drink less
what are you my dad fuck off before i send your ship out on a suicide run
i should think the best way to avoid pissing would be to drink less
what are you my dad fuck off before i send your ship out on a suicide run
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thought this was about yang wenli out of the corner of my eye
Yang Liwei who became China's first human in space in 2003
November 9, 2025 at 10:45 AM
thought this was about yang wenli out of the corner of my eye
Does anyone have that deer picture that people were redrawing? Where the deer in the back is glowering with one yellow eye and its horns are surrounding the one in the front? It was a redraw meme but I can’t find it now :(
November 8, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Does anyone have that deer picture that people were redrawing? Where the deer in the back is glowering with one yellow eye and its horns are surrounding the one in the front? It was a redraw meme but I can’t find it now :(
pretty sure i get to spend my whole birthday weekend fully Plugged In to my favorite fictional nonsense and related social circles (as well as traveling to a city i haven’t been to yet as a direct result)
just gotta make sure to not Freak Myself Out during that and have a good chill time
just gotta make sure to not Freak Myself Out during that and have a good chill time
November 8, 2025 at 11:17 AM
pretty sure i get to spend my whole birthday weekend fully Plugged In to my favorite fictional nonsense and related social circles (as well as traveling to a city i haven’t been to yet as a direct result)
just gotta make sure to not Freak Myself Out during that and have a good chill time
just gotta make sure to not Freak Myself Out during that and have a good chill time
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There are Chobits everywhere for those with eyes to see
it's always funny to learn about old TV shows like this one, or I Dream of Jeanie, whose premise is nearly identical to a 2000's ecchi anime.
November 7, 2025 at 11:40 PM
There are Chobits everywhere for those with eyes to see
Does anyone have that deer picture that people were redrawing? Where the deer in the back is glowering with one yellow eye and its horns are surrounding the one in the front? It was a redraw meme but I can’t find it now :(
November 7, 2025 at 2:37 PM
Does anyone have that deer picture that people were redrawing? Where the deer in the back is glowering with one yellow eye and its horns are surrounding the one in the front? It was a redraw meme but I can’t find it now :(