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PhD Student Text/Image @glasgow.ac.uk - wheelchair rugby player + pro wrestling trainee - 3D artist w/performance art background - sXe
https://ehbehceh.newgrounds.com/
PhD Student Text/Image @glasgow.ac.uk - wheelchair rugby player + pro wrestling trainee - 3D artist w/performance art background - sXe
https://ehbehceh.newgrounds.com/
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how come my goals in Blender went from "hey, i want to make cool 3D art" to "hopefully by the end of the month I'll have constructed a low-poly derelict warehouse"?
like, not annoyed at it, but not where i expected this to go
like, not annoyed at it, but not where i expected this to go
January 19, 2026 at 2:41 AM
how come my goals in Blender went from "hey, i want to make cool 3D art" to "hopefully by the end of the month I'll have constructed a low-poly derelict warehouse"?
like, not annoyed at it, but not where i expected this to go
like, not annoyed at it, but not where i expected this to go
image textures are fun
January 19, 2026 at 1:34 AM
image textures are fun
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a computer is a machine for making mistakes quickly
January 17, 2026 at 10:18 PM
a computer is a machine for making mistakes quickly
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Hell yeah, Pink News
January 18, 2026 at 7:05 PM
Hell yeah, Pink News
a video game that has good environmental signposting but as the game progresses slowly, but surely, yellow paint begins to appear
January 18, 2026 at 5:31 PM
a video game that has good environmental signposting but as the game progresses slowly, but surely, yellow paint begins to appear
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I've had this image in my head for several months now and have to get it out
January 17, 2026 at 9:34 PM
I've had this image in my head for several months now and have to get it out
maybe the bsky twitch stream live thing is what will push me into just being a vtuber
(I prefer when I don't have to see myself do stuff)
(I prefer when I don't have to see myself do stuff)
January 18, 2026 at 5:37 AM
maybe the bsky twitch stream live thing is what will push me into just being a vtuber
(I prefer when I don't have to see myself do stuff)
(I prefer when I don't have to see myself do stuff)
was going to say i got the design of the Ophanim wrong way back when i made this, but it seems they are more abstract that any one design
www.newgrounds.com/art/view/ehb...
#Blender #b3d #Newgrounds #NG
www.newgrounds.com/art/view/ehb...
#Blender #b3d #Newgrounds #NG
[ophanim]
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January 18, 2026 at 3:27 AM
was going to say i got the design of the Ophanim wrong way back when i made this, but it seems they are more abstract that any one design
www.newgrounds.com/art/view/ehb...
#Blender #b3d #Newgrounds #NG
www.newgrounds.com/art/view/ehb...
#Blender #b3d #Newgrounds #NG
Seems odd to me that a person working in a medium posits that criticism can only come from other experts/practitioners of that medium.
Like, if the medium is public facing (graphics, video games, performance etc) then audience response is pretty much The Most Important, & that includes criticism.
Like, if the medium is public facing (graphics, video games, performance etc) then audience response is pretty much The Most Important, & that includes criticism.
January 18, 2026 at 3:19 AM
Seems odd to me that a person working in a medium posits that criticism can only come from other experts/practitioners of that medium.
Like, if the medium is public facing (graphics, video games, performance etc) then audience response is pretty much The Most Important, & that includes criticism.
Like, if the medium is public facing (graphics, video games, performance etc) then audience response is pretty much The Most Important, & that includes criticism.
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cruelty squad is incredibly confusing, cool aesthetic tho
January 18, 2026 at 1:55 AM
cruelty squad is incredibly confusing, cool aesthetic tho
watching digital horror stuff on YouTube and slowly convincing myself that I can one day, as well, make a rectangular low poly room atmospheric
(also wondering if I'm over complicating my understanding of low poly/fidelity rectangular rooms?)
(also wondering if I'm over complicating my understanding of low poly/fidelity rectangular rooms?)
January 16, 2026 at 10:16 PM
watching digital horror stuff on YouTube and slowly convincing myself that I can one day, as well, make a rectangular low poly room atmospheric
(also wondering if I'm over complicating my understanding of low poly/fidelity rectangular rooms?)
(also wondering if I'm over complicating my understanding of low poly/fidelity rectangular rooms?)
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15 Jan 2026
January 16, 2026 at 7:11 PM
15 Jan 2026
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In 2002 or 03 a Chicago public access cable channel aired this for at least a full half hour. No audio. I took a photo with a digital camera & that’s all the documentation I have. Anyone have any dirt?
January 16, 2026 at 2:29 AM
In 2002 or 03 a Chicago public access cable channel aired this for at least a full half hour. No audio. I took a photo with a digital camera & that’s all the documentation I have. Anyone have any dirt?
giving into my impulses tonight to make junk in Blender
prop artist for a game that doesn't exist
prop artist for a game that doesn't exist
January 16, 2026 at 7:00 PM
giving into my impulses tonight to make junk in Blender
prop artist for a game that doesn't exist
prop artist for a game that doesn't exist
wrestling continues to be good, learnt a cool arm bar and got chucked around a fair amount so I'm counting it as a successful session
we'll see how 2026 treats the interaction between me and pro wrestling :)
we'll see how 2026 treats the interaction between me and pro wrestling :)
January 16, 2026 at 6:55 PM
wrestling continues to be good, learnt a cool arm bar and got chucked around a fair amount so I'm counting it as a successful session
we'll see how 2026 treats the interaction between me and pro wrestling :)
we'll see how 2026 treats the interaction between me and pro wrestling :)
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ngl i didn't think that 2026 would continue with the physical activity stuff to the extent it is (everyone always says ppl don't keep it up) - but tomorrow's plan has about 4hrs of physical activity in it
... when do i start being physically fit?? or does that just never come into self assessment?
... when do i start being physically fit?? or does that just never come into self assessment?
January 16, 2026 at 4:12 AM
ngl i didn't think that 2026 would continue with the physical activity stuff to the extent it is (everyone always says ppl don't keep it up) - but tomorrow's plan has about 4hrs of physical activity in it
... when do i start being physically fit?? or does that just never come into self assessment?
... when do i start being physically fit?? or does that just never come into self assessment?
so the 2022 game BABBDI is a vibe
also has this very sweet dog in it
also has this very sweet dog in it
January 16, 2026 at 2:21 AM
so the 2022 game BABBDI is a vibe
also has this very sweet dog in it
also has this very sweet dog in it
BABBDI? I don't know what it really is either www.twitch.tv/ehbehceh
ehbehceh - Twitch
Not a clue what BABBDI is, but seems cool?
www.twitch.tv
January 15, 2026 at 11:00 PM
BABBDI? I don't know what it really is either www.twitch.tv/ehbehceh
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you will have to pry the millennial “lol” from my cold dead hands. i don’t know how else to express minor despair. if i didn’t say “lol” after admitting i’m a husk inside, i’d have to develop emotional resilience, and i simply don’t have time for that
January 12, 2026 at 6:35 PM
you will have to pry the millennial “lol” from my cold dead hands. i don’t know how else to express minor despair. if i didn’t say “lol” after admitting i’m a husk inside, i’d have to develop emotional resilience, and i simply don’t have time for that
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TÖLT IS GOING WELL
January 14, 2026 at 4:23 PM
TÖLT IS GOING WELL
gym tomorrow, let's see how lifting heavy stuff impacts my productivity for the rest of the day
(wrestling Friday, slowly building out the routine for the next few months)
(wrestling Friday, slowly building out the routine for the next few months)
January 14, 2026 at 4:04 AM
gym tomorrow, let's see how lifting heavy stuff impacts my productivity for the rest of the day
(wrestling Friday, slowly building out the routine for the next few months)
(wrestling Friday, slowly building out the routine for the next few months)
more ultrakill, more failing at hard games www.twitch.tv/ehbehceh
ehbehceh - Twitch
No good very bad forgotten how to play ULTRAKILL
www.twitch.tv
January 13, 2026 at 11:51 PM
more ultrakill, more failing at hard games www.twitch.tv/ehbehceh
Ever get something that's dark chocolate and you don't hate it, but you don't like it, but you also know that it's meant to be good for you so you just sort of eat it anyway?
Like, it isn't an enjoyable experience but it's also not horrendous so.. Might as well?
Like, it isn't an enjoyable experience but it's also not horrendous so.. Might as well?
January 13, 2026 at 9:10 PM
Ever get something that's dark chocolate and you don't hate it, but you don't like it, but you also know that it's meant to be good for you so you just sort of eat it anyway?
Like, it isn't an enjoyable experience but it's also not horrendous so.. Might as well?
Like, it isn't an enjoyable experience but it's also not horrendous so.. Might as well?