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Farin Vikka / Dusk

@farinvikka.bsky.social

790 followers 1.2K following 4K posts

He/Him // 33 // Taken by Luna Vikka // 🇺🇸 // 🔞 Still a work in progress. I won't let my past define me, even though the world believes I'll never be different. Everyone needs room to grow, so that's what I'm striving for. DMs open on Discord & Telegram.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · 10d

Recovery takes time.
Healing takes time.
Improvement takes time.

The process is started. I want to be better, and I'm committed to showing it. Whatever it takes to make things right...

But it will take time.

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · 15d

My DMs are also open if you want to talk, or even if you just want to scream in my face about how awful a person I am. Whatever you want, I'll listen.

Discord: @farin.vikka
Telegram: @FarinVikka

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · 15d

I start behavioral therapy on Wednesday. Time to do what I should've done three years ago.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 11

And lastly, I hope Lagoon and Dawn will be able to heal from all this. I regret all the trouble I caused you two, whether intentionally or not. There's no excuse for what I did, and I'm sorry to have put you through so much trauma. I wish you both the best in your lives.

Signing off for now. <3

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 11

I won't make the mistakes I did last time. I'm keeping this profile up and visible, but I'm going offline for awhile.

Time heals all wounds eventually. I'll find friends again and a space to belong. But more importantly, I will not hide or run from my past again. It's a part of me, and I accept it.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 11

I hurt a lot of people. Some back then, others now. I may never be forgiven for it either, and I have to make peace with that.

I need time to recover and reflect on everything. Going forward from here will be hard, but I want to make an effort to be better. For everyone's sake, especially mine.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 9

I've been holding this back for a long time, but it's time I speak up for myself after keeping it in the dark. Y'all deserve the truth.

If I never hear from you again because of this, thank you for being my friend for this long. I'm sorry I was not better. 😥

docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 9

I think I'm gonna have to do something difficult that's going to divide a lot of people, and it's gonna hurt. Stand by while I collect my thoughts...

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 9

a man with a beard is standing in front of a glass door .

ALT: a man with a beard is standing in front of a glass door .

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 8

I thought it was isolated to the VRChat Discord. Didn't realize it was a Discord-side issue.

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 8

Discord just had a stroke, but it's all good now. I think...

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 8

@vrchat.com Did something happen to the Discord? I can't access it for some reason.

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Strawbs 🕉️🏳️‍⚧️🎶🎛️ @strawbs.tv · Sep 8

Happy Monday, y'all!

We're back on track with STRAWBERRY JAM No 117, the POST-BURN CHILLOUT!

Come chill & listen to me ramble about how I catastrophically shit myself in the deep playa at Burning Man 2025!! EXCITE!!!

In VRChat & at strawbs.tv
3-6p PST
6-9p EST
11p-2a BST

Promo picture. Background image is the art car "Elektra", a giant dragon with LED wings, and people clustered around her. Text is:

The Strawberry Jam #117
Post-Burn Chillout

An arrow points to the dragon, which is labelled "Elektra (so pretty)"
An arrow points to a pixelated blob in front of the dragon, which is labelled "Strawbs!"
To the left is the text "Photo by Ryken"
There is the usual graphic stating: "In VRChat and on Twitch"
The site redirect is on the left: "strawbs.tv"
The times are on the right: "3p-6p PST / 11p-2a BST"

There is an inserted graphic of a knocked-over strawberry jam bottle with Strawberry (protogen version) crawling exhaustedly out of it.

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 7

Honestly, your wardrobe is on point! Love this so much! <3

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 7

If this is still happening on Tuesday, I think I'll place an order

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Shaun Mooney @mooneysart.bsky.social · Sep 5

Looks like my calendar is free from November onward. Available for concept deign jobs for hard surface/sci fi work! Re shares appreciated!

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 7

Miss you! <3

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 6

I'm not at home, so I can't test them yet.

Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 6

It was a good day at the Arcade today. c:

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 5

VRChat showed me what I was missing in my marriage. Soon after, I got divorced (my choice, not mutual) and made a life for myself, and I've been doing my best to bring love and happiness ever since.

A few highs and lows here and there, but that's how life goes. Doing my best every single day.

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Today is Friday in California @fridaypacific.bsky.social · Sep 5

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Aviet @thatjavahog.bsky.social · Sep 5

Random PSA: Communication is literally the most important thing in the world to me. Be blunt to my face so we can dodge the anxious guessing games and grow stronger friendships freal

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 5

two men are standing next to each other in a room .

ALT: two men are standing next to each other in a room .

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Farin Vikka / Dusk @farinvikka.bsky.social · Sep 5

Wish I had more to report tbh.

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Camp @campfireharve.st · Sep 3

Reminder: You are not who you were as a teenager. You are not the worst version of yourself you thought you buried. You are not deserving of endless social torture disguised as penance. You deserve the grace of growth and change, as does anyone else you share the planet with.

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