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❌MINORS DNF❌ 40s. Cis lady, she/her. Autistic queer elder. Old fart fandom hag. Monsterfucker. Shitposter. Get off my lawn if you harass people for transgressive fiction. I support trans rights.
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Asking for money risks my disability income, so Amazon wishlists is how I get help.

One list is for clothes + stuff I can’t afford(some for fun).
Other list is for survival prep.

Address is a trusted person who brings packages to me.

URLs are shortened.

❤️ svo.bz/Needs
🔦 svo.bz/Prep
gojiraspouse.bsky.social
Following me entails being subjected to random Godzilla spam, monsterfucker thirst tweets, astronomical levels of autism and old lady queer mumbling. Enjoy your stay.
Boat chase scene from Godzilla Minus One with Godzilla looming like a massive crocodile behind a tiny fishing boat.
Godzilla is labeled as “me, spamming the timeline with Godzilla again.”
Tachibana, driving the boat in attempt to escape, is labeled as “my followers.”
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gojiraspouse.bsky.social
I learned I’m braver than I realize, and there is strength in standing against evil. I saved the world. You helped. Yes, you.

This is a story about the power of stories. All it took was a necklace and a mirror.

Believe/Reality archiveofourown.org/works/60478765
#Piccolo #DBZ #SelfInsert #Isekai
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Piccolo as he looks in the Dragonball Z anime, with his green skin and sharp features and majestic cape. TSaber’s statue, which depicts Piccolo as he would look in real life. He has visible lips and folds on his face that you don’t see in the anime.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
I do not want you wasting today trying to do emotional or behavioral backflips you're not ready for because you've been convinced trauma recovery needs to happen in leaps & bounds. That's a recipe for frustration & flameout.

Think baby steps & realistic micro goals. Try softer.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Dissociation is not "bad." It's a complicated reflex, the core skill of which-- collapsing & funneling awareness-- is absolutely essential to trauma recovery.

What we don't want is dissociation just swooping in or slamming us. We need awareness to be a tool, not a takeover.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
I like to imagine my bullies & abusers out there, holding their breath, waiting for me to fail-- & I like to imagine them suffocating as I work my recovery day by day, choice by choice.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Remember: our worth does not begin & end w/ what we can do for people, how attractive or entertaining other people find us, or how closely we adhere to anyone's idea of "good."

Yeah, we like it when others are drawn to us-- but their affinity for us never "creates" our value.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
You are not "weak" or "broken" or whatever bullsh*t Trauma Brain is accusing you of being for getting triggered & spiraling. Trauma responses are physical reactions that have zero to do w/ your "character." Resist, resist, resist the reflex to shame yourself for them.

Resist.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Running around w/ a constantly activated "fight" response doesn't mean you "hate people" or you're "destined" to be alone forever. It likely means part of you is sick & tired of being invalidated, & needs explicit attention in your internal work-- & it's done waiting & hoping.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Chances are if you're reading this, you've had to make some tough choices & sacrifices to honor & assert your literal right to exist. Others may assume that's "dramatic," but you know the price you've paid for a chance at genuine recovery.

I see you. Keep baby stepping today.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
The goal is not to be in an "argument" w/ our nervous system that is steadfastly insisting we can "never" be safe & "no one" can "ever" be trusted.

Even as we're working to shift our patterns, we need to validate our system's pain & vigilance-- it doesn't come out of nowhere.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
The fact that we avoid or struggle w/ things we "should" do to achieve our goals is not about "laziness"-- it's more often about conditioned resistance & anxiety.

Do not let the voices of your bullies & abusers convince you you lack the "character" or "will" to do this. Breathe.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Traumatic stressors or dysfunctional attachment patterns we grew up w/ can set the stage for developing CPTSD in response to adulthood stressors, like domestic violence, spiritual exploitation, or medical trauma.

CPTSD is rarely a "this one thing was THE trauma" situation.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Venting is not just "blowing off steam." Putting words to our feelings & experiences, especially in the presence of someone we trust, supports us in processing what we've been through & organizing the story we're telling ourselves about it.

Don't sleep on venting as a tool.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
You are not The Exception to the fact trauma impacts the human nervous & endocrine systems in predictable ways; & you won't be the first survivor in the history of trauma to figure out how to recover while still invalidating your pain & ignoring your needs.

Sorry, not sorry.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Your bullies & abusers quite intentionally programmed the idea into you that you don't have any problems that you didn't create or attract yourself. They very much want you to let them off the hook & take the hit for them, if you would be so kind.

I recommend not being so kind.
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drdoylesays.bsky.social
Many CPTSD survivors have experienced so many trauma symptoms on such a consistent basis that we feel like they've been woven into our personality-- & it can be hard to imagine disentangling who we are from, say, our "fight" response or hypervigilance symptom.

But we can.
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scifiart.bsky.social
Art by Philippe Caza for Les voies d’Anubis (The Anubis Gates) by Tim Powers (1986 French edition)
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amartbee.bsky.social
this is based on an anecdote from rene garcia (the voice of vegeta in latam) that someone threw him a bra on stage lol
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amartbee.bsky.social
things didnt go according to plan anywayy #dragonball
Joke involving inuendo. Vegeta just arrived on Earth in his saiyan saga form and it's with Nappa, exiting the space pods.
Vegeta: earthlings have no idea of the pounding that awaits them!
Earthling: finally!
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zillabean.bsky.social
Redraw of an older piece that I really liked 💕
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coachgowron.com
When we live through difficult times it can be easy to succumb to despair, to see nothing but darkness on the horizon. But one day, in happier times, songs will be sung of those who persevered. Strive to be sung about as one who brought hope, as one who carried light over that horizon.
gojiraspouse.bsky.social
He’s so huge that everything we do ends up being public. 😏
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qpmutualaid.bsky.social
I made a mutual aid resources document specific to Blue Sky. It contains a list of accounts doing mutual aid threads, feeds and lists, commonly used tags, and a list of tips and tricks to increase visibility on MA posts.

Tag me if theres new threads to ard please.

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Blue Sky Mutual Aid Community (Insert Table of Contents Soon) Updates & Additions by @QuyetPawz.bsky.social / @QPMutualAid.bsky.social Suggestions? Tag QuyetPawz on BlueSky or E-Mail Qp.Needs.Help@...
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