✨Lady J✨
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🔞Author | WoLGraha & WoLErenville | writingbunny & lapine_rêve on Ao3 31 I she/her | #wolgraha | #wolerenville writing: #ladyjwrites | #ladyjdraft jazzele: #jazzlore | #jazzeleart banner by jayb-ird.bsky.social‬ pfp by kitcorin.bsky.social
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🪻hello! i'm lady j ♡

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#wolgraha + #wolerenville

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blackwallmancer.bsky.social
Found this on the AO3 subreddit, and I'm about to let it change my whole life (or at least work really hard to internalize it wrt my writing).
Someone's screenshot of a two-post twitter thread, from user blue (@bluewmist):

the fastest way to kill motivation is to make your identity depend on the outcome. it's called ego involvement. when failing becomes failing as a person, your brain starts avoiding the whole thing. not because you don't care, but because you care too much.

you don't need lower standards. you need less self-worth tangled up in your goals. the work gets easier when it's not about proving who you are.
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blackbeaking.bsky.social
we’d rather be six feet under than be lonely

An 8.4k #wolcred fic

By the time the consequences of their actions catch up to them it’s already far to late to change their fate

#aoicred #ciciwrites

🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/72209421
"Then stay." The words are just as much a shock to him as they are to her. "We can find another path through this storm."

"Don't you think I would have found it by now if it existed?" And for the first time since he met her he sees just how old she is writ clearly across her face. Centuries of pain, weariness and grief showcasing just how long she has struggled to even reach this point in time. Then he blinks and she's as young as she's ever been. A cruel and unneeded reminder as to why they're even in this situation to begin with.
itsladyj.bsky.social
I’m going to cry, the way the softest glow of crystal in this still manages to shine against the darkness speaks So So Much, my heart !!
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opteekaal.bsky.social
"If they are of no value to you, give them to me. These shards of your will-of mankind's determination. They are beautiful beyond compare."
Exarch sitting bent over as his arm crumbles. Feo Ul has a shard of his arm in their hands as they hover over him.
itsladyj.bsky.social
It would explain so, so many things about him in all honesty, I believe it 🧐🧐
itsladyj.bsky.social
real 😂😭😭 at least he keeps me humble !!
itsladyj.bsky.social
so fussy !!!!! he’s so lucky he’s so soft and so cute !! 💖💖
itsladyj.bsky.social
He’s reminding me of my role in his life, Lory 🤣🤣 which is only fun when it’s the celery stick or lettuce btw, the piece by piece pellets are excessive !!
itsladyj.bsky.social
It’s like that vibe of feeding a Greek god or something with grapes but it’s just me on the floor with a very demanding rabbit
itsladyj.bsky.social
I love my rabbit. He refuses to eat his pellets if served in a nice, clean bowl and threatens to topple it out into a mess but has no problem eating it at all so long as I hand feed it to him piece by piece 🙂🥲
itsladyj.bsky.social
ITS LIKE CHRISTMAS MORNING & WE ALL GOT A FLASHBANG BACK TO OUR FAVORITE MOMENT IN THE WORLD, FAYE 😭🙏🏻🙏🏻 my god it makes me feel so sentimental, even rereading it now I’m like…. This Is It. This is what I miss about xiv & what was so inspiring about it & i felt that so vividly in those words🥹💜blessed!
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THE LITERAL WEIGHT OF IT ALL, ELISE, I CANT 😭😭😭😭 even with how light the story supposedly felt through Feo Ul’s eyes !! with the playfulness and whimsy and in the end all they felt was this unspoken grief for him because he just kept forging onward while his body crumbled in his wake… my heart!!
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tidunas.bsky.social
it’s like 2am so this doodle isn’t that good but baby erenville … cutesit
itsladyj.bsky.social
the mere concept of them running through the crystarium and playing tag like that, his eyes dry and his arm weeping for him, lyna’s parents real name and back story ???? it’s got everything 😭😭💕💕💕 really reminds me how much I missed them, reading it was like coming home!
itsladyj.bsky.social
reading that graha short story and genuinely feeling like my mind is aflutter with a thousand and one emotions… that was literally so beautiful
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blackbeaking.bsky.social
Distance makes the heart grow fonder (maybe) #ciciwrites
That night Thancred ghosts his hand over her ribs, too tentative to press against her bones when they already look like they're trying to break through her skin. A part of her wants to snap at him, to see if then he'll finally press down hard enough to bruise her in the way she so desperately wants, another part of her is all too aware that he'll just smile that sad, shallow smile that haunts his face as he shuffles away and she's already tired of seeing it.

"Do you resent me now for all of this?" The words are so quiet that she wonders if he even meant for her to her them or perhaps to even utter them at all.

Again she wants to lash out, wants to tell him just how miserable her days are here. How sometimes even the bottle isn't enough to help her through them. Wants to curse him for forcing her to be around the ghosts of family whose faces she can barely remember anymore. But following ever so quickly on the heels of that cruel impulse is fear and the worry that if she does he'll never come back, that he'll leave her alone in these woods and their taunting silence.

So she chooses her words carefully, from the heart all the same but its ones she knows that will keep him coming back to her.
"Only when your gone." His breath stutters and hysterical laughter threatens to bubble in her throat when she realises she derives no pleasure from provoking such a reaction.

His hand curves itself around her hip as he presses his lips tighter against the back of her head, his silent plea to stay all the louder. She almost finds herself agreeing, but as the last of her resolve attempts to crumble away its Aisling's face that flashes in her mind. So instead she says nothing, pulls his hand up to her chest and pretends she isn't all to incredibly aware of the way his chest shudders at her back as she pretends to sleep.
itsladyj.bsky.social
Happiest birthday Decaf!!! I hope you had a wonderful day!!! 🥳🎉🎊
itsladyj.bsky.social
AAAAAAAH I WOULD LOVE TO SEE IT, PLS!!!!! I can just imagine the cuteness of it combined alongside his teeny tiny lil guy, G’raha would be utterly endeared!!!! Especially if the lil moogle made the tiniest amount of music sddfghjssghjk so cute!!!
itsladyj.bsky.social
you make all your girls so radiant, milly ❤️ they’re utterly beautiful
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mischiefmilly.bsky.social
-- Why, *hello*, gorgeous! 🩷

#GPOSERS#irie#aura
My Xaela wol Irie dressed in a cosplay of Aphrodite from Hades II. She holds a spear in her right hand and a white and gold shield in her left, pink flowers decorating it. She stands in a gilded picture frame, a bright pink room behind her as purple wisteria falls from the ceiling
itsladyj.bsky.social
So cuteeeeee!!!! 😍💕💕 this is so nicely done oh my gosh, i love the detailing in this! Also i can actually imagine him chasing after the WoL on his tiny lil leggies…. imagining too if there was a super tiny moogle that popped out and accompanied him sometimes… precious!!! 🥹
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binart.bsky.social
i used the G'raha minion as a base to make an E'li minion and OMG LOOK AT HIMMMM 😭💖💖💖
he'd like.. have a little crystal in his chest cavity that absorbs ambient aether so he can cast a small regen on u... 🥹💖 hehe..
#E'liLeam
A LITTLE MINION VERSION OF E'LI. He's looking at the viewer with a calm but serious expression, and has a tiny mindbreaker staff on his back.
itsladyj.bsky.social
( person who hasn’t played but has absorbed the game through youtube and tweets ) male wife, male wife !! also three parts manipulative and insane and his mask eventually slips and it’s crazy. but also male wife !!