☆Rachel☆
@kalrell.bsky.social
She/Her mostly. 🏳️⚧️ 30something old.
Lover of gaming, SciFi and nerdy things. ActuallyAutistic
Likes to nerd out about stuff. Nerds are the cutest.
Social Transitioning Era. \o/
♥Sappy Sapphic Yearning Era♥ - let me tell you, you're cute!
Lover of gaming, SciFi and nerdy things. ActuallyAutistic
Likes to nerd out about stuff. Nerds are the cutest.
Social Transitioning Era. \o/
♥Sappy Sapphic Yearning Era♥ - let me tell you, you're cute!
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☆Rachel☆
@kalrell.bsky.social
· Nov 27
So hi I'm Rach I'm posting through it right now.
I always just post unfiltered honest brain thoughts with no ill will or vibe other than:
Hi I'm Rachel, a nerdy gamer lady who really likes other nerdy ladies, new friends is the best 😌💛
I'm a friends first gal even if I might crush and fangirl a lil😍
I always just post unfiltered honest brain thoughts with no ill will or vibe other than:
Hi I'm Rachel, a nerdy gamer lady who really likes other nerdy ladies, new friends is the best 😌💛
I'm a friends first gal even if I might crush and fangirl a lil😍
Reposted by ☆Rachel☆
Periodically I am required to share the most important bit of comedy the Internet ever gifted us
youtu.be/JdlXt2EWnkM?...
youtu.be/JdlXt2EWnkM?...
garak introduces himself but with wii music
YouTube video by wellsbering
youtu.be
January 23, 2026 at 5:32 AM
Periodically I am required to share the most important bit of comedy the Internet ever gifted us
youtu.be/JdlXt2EWnkM?...
youtu.be/JdlXt2EWnkM?...
Hi quiet because tired. Tired because quiet 💤
January 15, 2026 at 3:54 PM
Hi quiet because tired. Tired because quiet 💤
There's something weird about this winter, I'm just really noticing the darkness in the evenings, like UK getting dark at 5pm is like putting me to sleep, and I'm sat here now looking at the clock, feel amazed its only 8pm because I feel like the evening has dragged on and its like midnight or later
January 11, 2026 at 7:57 PM
There's something weird about this winter, I'm just really noticing the darkness in the evenings, like UK getting dark at 5pm is like putting me to sleep, and I'm sat here now looking at the clock, feel amazed its only 8pm because I feel like the evening has dragged on and its like midnight or later
sleepy words
very deflated, nhs canceled a thing on me again.. and escalating it into a bigger more consuming event, but at least i have week off to chill now? kinda, no moar panik
panik replaced with eeepy
very deflated, nhs canceled a thing on me again.. and escalating it into a bigger more consuming event, but at least i have week off to chill now? kinda, no moar panik
panik replaced with eeepy
January 11, 2026 at 1:17 AM
sleepy words
very deflated, nhs canceled a thing on me again.. and escalating it into a bigger more consuming event, but at least i have week off to chill now? kinda, no moar panik
panik replaced with eeepy
very deflated, nhs canceled a thing on me again.. and escalating it into a bigger more consuming event, but at least i have week off to chill now? kinda, no moar panik
panik replaced with eeepy
Phonecalls suck, can we all just email and text each other please.
i think i should be legally allowed to not receive phone calls ever
January 7, 2026 at 4:01 PM
Phonecalls suck, can we all just email and text each other please.
Good evening internet, how is internet?
January 4, 2026 at 11:00 PM
Good evening internet, how is internet?
Oh yay its Sunday again:
🎶Give me this shock to the heart..
....Start up again!
....Beat cha past!
....Ride so fast!
....Right now! 🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOm-... 😊
🎶Give me this shock to the heart..
....Start up again!
....Beat cha past!
....Ride so fast!
....Right now! 🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOm-... 😊
a picture of a superhero with the words good morning rider on it
Alt: a picture of a superhero with the words good morning rider on it
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January 4, 2026 at 2:38 AM
Oh yay its Sunday again:
🎶Give me this shock to the heart..
....Start up again!
....Beat cha past!
....Ride so fast!
....Right now! 🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOm-... 😊
🎶Give me this shock to the heart..
....Start up again!
....Beat cha past!
....Ride so fast!
....Right now! 🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOm-... 😊
FFXIV modding isn't out of control.
This might make me not like trains. jkjk
This might make me not like trains. jkjk
i can confirm this is the funniest and best way to do the doomtrain fight (biggie smalls remix ofc for peak)
January 3, 2026 at 7:24 PM
FFXIV modding isn't out of control.
This might make me not like trains. jkjk
This might make me not like trains. jkjk
Pretty winter landscapes for timeline cleansing.
So, I went for a wander..
To cleanse the mind and a few pics to cleanse my timeline.....
Rather chilly though but lovely nevertheless...
A setting sun, a rising Wolf Moon (with Jupiter below, zoom in) and some frozen water.....
To cleanse the mind and a few pics to cleanse my timeline.....
Rather chilly though but lovely nevertheless...
A setting sun, a rising Wolf Moon (with Jupiter below, zoom in) and some frozen water.....
January 3, 2026 at 7:01 PM
Pretty winter landscapes for timeline cleansing.
This is advise I need to take rn
the brain is the enemy
think less
think less
January 3, 2026 at 5:26 PM
This is advise I need to take rn
January is so rough, I have medical stuff approaching.
Too much wow content to complete on a deadline.
Too many thoughts dysphoric ones.
I'm like oh god I'm Rachel. That is me, solidified last year.
But oh god how do I look like a Rachel girl people can see and I can see.
Yay existential crisis.
Too much wow content to complete on a deadline.
Too many thoughts dysphoric ones.
I'm like oh god I'm Rachel. That is me, solidified last year.
But oh god how do I look like a Rachel girl people can see and I can see.
Yay existential crisis.
January 3, 2026 at 5:24 PM
January is so rough, I have medical stuff approaching.
Too much wow content to complete on a deadline.
Too many thoughts dysphoric ones.
I'm like oh god I'm Rachel. That is me, solidified last year.
But oh god how do I look like a Rachel girl people can see and I can see.
Yay existential crisis.
Too much wow content to complete on a deadline.
Too many thoughts dysphoric ones.
I'm like oh god I'm Rachel. That is me, solidified last year.
But oh god how do I look like a Rachel girl people can see and I can see.
Yay existential crisis.
Yeah, special america privilege is alive in the world, no matter the crime the US can and will get away with it.
It sucks to wake up to this.
Can I go back to posting about vidya games, girls and cute stuff now.
World needs less ugly.
It sucks to wake up to this.
Can I go back to posting about vidya games, girls and cute stuff now.
World needs less ugly.
Imagine, for a second:
Russia blows up the Pentagon, kills Pete Hegseth in his house, bombs every naval and airforce base in VA/DC/MD, then drops special forces at the White House who kidnap Trump and Melania.
Then Putin goes on TV and threatens to do the same thing to Keir Starmer.
Yeah. Imagine.
Russia blows up the Pentagon, kills Pete Hegseth in his house, bombs every naval and airforce base in VA/DC/MD, then drops special forces at the White House who kidnap Trump and Melania.
Then Putin goes on TV and threatens to do the same thing to Keir Starmer.
Yeah. Imagine.
Trump on Sheinbaum: "The cartels are running Mexico. She's not running Mexico. We could be politically correct & nice and say, 'Oh, yes, she is.' No no. And I've asked her number times, 'Would you like us to take out the cartels?' ... something is gonna have to be done with Mexico."
January 3, 2026 at 5:06 PM
Yeah, special america privilege is alive in the world, no matter the crime the US can and will get away with it.
It sucks to wake up to this.
Can I go back to posting about vidya games, girls and cute stuff now.
World needs less ugly.
It sucks to wake up to this.
Can I go back to posting about vidya games, girls and cute stuff now.
World needs less ugly.
Reposted by ☆Rachel☆
Wish unprecedented resulted in unpresidented
January 3, 2026 at 1:56 PM
Wish unprecedented resulted in unpresidented
Remembered. 😌
Remember...
Remember us...
Remember that we once lived...
Remember us...
Remember that we once lived...
January 1, 2026 at 7:34 PM
Remembered. 😌
Oh 2026 goals post:
* Keep existing, exist harder! Stronger! Faster!
* Come out to brother, cos last hold out in my family I haven't spilled beans to.
* I sorta wanna sign up to a private clinic, but also don't?
(in 2024 I sorta pressured myself get hrt and failed, so semi goal)
* Be more cute&nerdy
* Keep existing, exist harder! Stronger! Faster!
* Come out to brother, cos last hold out in my family I haven't spilled beans to.
* I sorta wanna sign up to a private clinic, but also don't?
(in 2024 I sorta pressured myself get hrt and failed, so semi goal)
* Be more cute&nerdy
January 1, 2026 at 1:56 AM
Oh 2026 goals post:
* Keep existing, exist harder! Stronger! Faster!
* Come out to brother, cos last hold out in my family I haven't spilled beans to.
* I sorta wanna sign up to a private clinic, but also don't?
(in 2024 I sorta pressured myself get hrt and failed, so semi goal)
* Be more cute&nerdy
* Keep existing, exist harder! Stronger! Faster!
* Come out to brother, cos last hold out in my family I haven't spilled beans to.
* I sorta wanna sign up to a private clinic, but also don't?
(in 2024 I sorta pressured myself get hrt and failed, so semi goal)
* Be more cute&nerdy
So yeah almost 2am, I spent too long typing my recap post.
I'm in the futureeeee 2026.. and I might eat some pringles.
I'm in the futureeeee 2026.. and I might eat some pringles.
a woman is eating popcorn while sitting on a couch and says `` the show begins '' .
Alt: a woman is eating popcorn while sitting on a couch and says `` the show begins '' .
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January 1, 2026 at 1:52 AM
So yeah almost 2am, I spent too long typing my recap post.
I'm in the futureeeee 2026.. and I might eat some pringles.
I'm in the futureeeee 2026.. and I might eat some pringles.
So my 2025 evolution inspired by @kira.goodgirls.online's post, where to start:
Probably TW bad depression stuff.
This time last year I was probably the most depressed I've ever been: big "not wanna be here" vibes.
Not just existence but also the supported living flat I've been for 3 years now. 1/19
Probably TW bad depression stuff.
This time last year I was probably the most depressed I've ever been: big "not wanna be here" vibes.
Not just existence but also the supported living flat I've been for 3 years now. 1/19
January 1, 2026 at 1:38 AM
So my 2025 evolution inspired by @kira.goodgirls.online's post, where to start:
Probably TW bad depression stuff.
This time last year I was probably the most depressed I've ever been: big "not wanna be here" vibes.
Not just existence but also the supported living flat I've been for 3 years now. 1/19
Probably TW bad depression stuff.
This time last year I was probably the most depressed I've ever been: big "not wanna be here" vibes.
Not just existence but also the supported living flat I've been for 3 years now. 1/19
Hi internet, I'm posting the thing. I hope people have thoughts to leave. 🥺
December 31, 2025 at 8:06 PM
Hi internet, I'm posting the thing. I hope people have thoughts to leave. 🥺
Happeh Nu Yar.
(soon, in a few hours for me, but I posting now cos it's posting time.)
(soon, in a few hours for me, but I posting now cos it's posting time.)
a close up of a bald man 's face with a blurred background
Alt: a close up of a bald man 's face with a blurred background, zooming in on a officer in yellow in background
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December 31, 2025 at 7:57 PM
Happeh Nu Yar.
(soon, in a few hours for me, but I posting now cos it's posting time.)
(soon, in a few hours for me, but I posting now cos it's posting time.)
On subject of school me, been working on reframeing recently.
A girl teased me that my boobs were bigger than hers, and said I needed a bra. It was hurtful made me feel ick about having girl features.
Now though, I just wish I could have been her bestie, and comfort her small titty insecurities. 🥺
A girl teased me that my boobs were bigger than hers, and said I needed a bra. It was hurtful made me feel ick about having girl features.
Now though, I just wish I could have been her bestie, and comfort her small titty insecurities. 🥺
This was me for whole life, once someone explained discomfort with gender peer group was a dysphoria I started to let everything fall into place.
Been thinking and processing a lot lately, what school would have been like if I was me girly etc and didn't shut down from dude bullying.
Been thinking and processing a lot lately, what school would have been like if I was me girly etc and didn't shut down from dude bullying.
December 28, 2025 at 7:19 AM
On subject of school me, been working on reframeing recently.
A girl teased me that my boobs were bigger than hers, and said I needed a bra. It was hurtful made me feel ick about having girl features.
Now though, I just wish I could have been her bestie, and comfort her small titty insecurities. 🥺
A girl teased me that my boobs were bigger than hers, and said I needed a bra. It was hurtful made me feel ick about having girl features.
Now though, I just wish I could have been her bestie, and comfort her small titty insecurities. 🥺
This was me for whole life, once someone explained discomfort with gender peer group was a dysphoria I started to let everything fall into place.
Been thinking and processing a lot lately, what school would have been like if I was me girly etc and didn't shut down from dude bullying.
Been thinking and processing a lot lately, what school would have been like if I was me girly etc and didn't shut down from dude bullying.
December 28, 2025 at 6:51 AM
This was me for whole life, once someone explained discomfort with gender peer group was a dysphoria I started to let everything fall into place.
Been thinking and processing a lot lately, what school would have been like if I was me girly etc and didn't shut down from dude bullying.
Been thinking and processing a lot lately, what school would have been like if I was me girly etc and didn't shut down from dude bullying.
Hi I'ma sleepy gurl, finding it hard to have words for social media this week, back to bed i think it is.
December 26, 2025 at 5:37 PM
Hi I'ma sleepy gurl, finding it hard to have words for social media this week, back to bed i think it is.
Show me how your 2025 went.
December 25, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Show me how your 2025 went.
This is why I'm a reply girl, I like to reply and tell people they're neat.
December 24, 2025 at 9:01 PM
This is why I'm a reply girl, I like to reply and tell people they're neat.
Why did you transition? Wrong answers only.
Because female video game characters are better? oops was meant to be a wrong answer, oh well..
Because female video game characters are better? oops was meant to be a wrong answer, oh well..
Why did you transition? Wrong answers only.
I play almost all video games on hard mode so it just made sense
I play almost all video games on hard mode so it just made sense
Why did you transition? Wrong answers only.
I didn't choose to transition: I got in the dark souls 2 coffin and when I next looked down, I had tits
I didn't choose to transition: I got in the dark souls 2 coffin and when I next looked down, I had tits
December 23, 2025 at 11:07 PM
Why did you transition? Wrong answers only.
Because female video game characters are better? oops was meant to be a wrong answer, oh well..
Because female video game characters are better? oops was meant to be a wrong answer, oh well..