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Writing hobo yelling at you on the side of the net. Will be interesting for clout. Pro trans rights. Anti kink shaming (even if you find them creepy) She/They
The modern UI design ethos seems to be to do as much automatically as possible and just train me to use it the way they want it used. My ethos as a user is to knife fight the interface to do what I want because it actively pisses me off when technology does something without me telling it to.
December 13, 2025 at 9:52 AM
Every time a UI designer adds a feature to try and anticipate my needs they fuck with me instead. No, youtube, I dont want you to automatically turn on captions when my phones volume is down, I am just about to turn my volume back up as I start the video and now have to turn off captions.
December 13, 2025 at 9:46 AM
Noticing how I play video games differently from the average person was a bit of a gateway to understanding my AuDHD better. The more I poke at that idea in my head the more I see opportunity to at least make games better if not used games to help ND people.
December 13, 2025 at 9:14 AM
I used to want to be a games journalist. Now my highest ambition in the field is to have a needlessly in depth conversation with @wooliewoolz.bsky.social and @patstaresat.bsky.social about being my specifically neurodivergent ass in modern gaming.
December 13, 2025 at 9:07 AM
Im low key kinda proud of myself that im following so few people that it seems like the app is mad at me. Sorry, unlike bluesky, I have standards for who I let talk shit in my vicinity.
December 11, 2025 at 9:02 AM
Boy, being in the 'empire strikes back' era of the stupidest timeline is weird. I can see the path for the heroes to get through this but the master plan of the big bad is really really embarrassing and dumb.
December 11, 2025 at 8:37 AM
Okay so, tip for fighting game makers that are wondering how to casual their fighting game. Instead of trying to figure out how to make a game simple enough that I won't feel intimidated by the psycho killers in your online....maybe make good casual offline content?
December 11, 2025 at 2:34 AM
As the youth of today grows up feeling alienated and cast aside you must remember: a lot of the bullied of my generation turned into bullies. No one thinks you are an edgy outsider if you take it out on others. That just makes you a stupid asshole.
December 10, 2025 at 8:06 AM
I would have just made leaps and bounds in my own self understanding if it didnt take until I was 35 to run across the detail that the adhd I was diagnosed with at 5 had something to do with dopamine....though I suspected by 25. people kept talking about the sense of accomplishment and id go 'huh?'
December 9, 2025 at 9:10 AM
I have to say that I did not expect 10 or so years ago to just become so completely numb to 'X person is a bigot/cultist/greed demon so fuck them' but now I'm just fascinated. Do other times in history have these waves of 'fuck that public figure?' rush through this hard? This happen during WW2?
December 6, 2025 at 10:02 AM
It's still so wild that everything is so consistently being planned and executed by people so fundamentally without joy that all they can plan for is 'money please' and can't imagine how anyone would engage with the actual crap they make. So they are super funding complete failure at record scale.
December 6, 2025 at 9:26 AM
Reposted by Meyeselph
“John Cena believes rapists can still offer things to the wrestling business.”

If you replace Vince’s name with what Vince did, you can really appreciate how much of a piece of shit John Cena is.
December 5, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Gender euphoria gaming is tricky for edgelord transgirls. Like....I want to wear pretty dresses in my games and be cute but like.....it's pretty durn fun shooting things or beating things up and i'm less interested in life sims.
December 5, 2025 at 9:23 PM
I seriously get depressed when I make a mistake and it causes trouble for people. So it's extra agitating to watch all the wilfull incompitence and hateful sabotage that is so in vogue now. I want to force them to feel what I feel when I mess up....oooooor
a cartoon of a girl with long black hair holding a sword
Alt: Sailor Mars dramatically posing with two fingers before conjuring a fireball that rockets toward the screen.
media.tenor.com
December 5, 2025 at 9:55 AM
I said around the time games just wouldn't stop coming out so unfinished it was an embarrassing miracle around fallout 76 that we were already in the middle of a new gaming crash...I did not expect EA, Activision, ubisoft, and to an extent Sony and Microsoft to eat it this hard this fast though
December 5, 2025 at 9:19 AM
Just going to say this now before gta 6 comes out: grand theft auto is boring but now that we no longer have saints row as an alternative 'be gay do crime' version the crime game genre has to have a subgenre like cyberpunk (robot crime) or ass creed (crime against historians) to compete.
December 5, 2025 at 9:06 AM
If i dont have to parry shit constantly in metroid prime 4 it will already be ahead of dread in my personal rankings. No I will not let this go, games for players without quick reflexes should exist and metroid used to be fine for that.
December 4, 2025 at 8:44 AM
Okay so I thought up a meme and I know it must exist but I must say it here and not check because I care more about having thought of it than if others have....horse armor but Umamusume so it's just regular armor....mission complete.
December 4, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Its been quite a roller coaster begin as an edgy anti authority teen, into a young adult live and let live humanist, into a proper adult that realizes the only way to protect good people is to embrace your past edginess in order to hold the bigots that would harm them in clear and utter contempt.
December 3, 2025 at 9:11 AM
At this point all these companies and politicians and other ghouls are doing a lot of fucking around and I suggest that a project we should all work on is making sure that they regret this era until their dying breath.
December 3, 2025 at 8:54 AM
TMI alert on thisun but being an emotionally mature adult is all about being able to process your own bias and intrusive thoughts. For example. I had to realize being in denial and weirded out when I thought about dick was a sign I needed to process something rather then run away into shame.
December 2, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Whatever my version of audhd is its the one where I game to reach flow state and provide novelty. Not specifically for challenge. Genres designed specifically for overcoming intense challenges 'souls like, fighting games' i can dip my toe in but I dont get their primary reward. I get free meltdowns!
December 2, 2025 at 7:21 AM
The thing that really irks me about the halo 1 remake is that Halo 1 is a game with fantastic enemy balancing and AI, a fantastic weapon sandbox, solid mechanics, and a campaign that is too sparse and needs more levels and content. Excited for them to change everything I liked and nothing I didn't.
November 30, 2025 at 8:53 PM
In any first or third person shooter I've personally never found any actual use for the whole sliding shot thing. Those kinds of sudden movements I really can't aim that consistently during unless you get Max Payne slowdown but it's sold like everyone should constantly scoot on their knees or butt.
November 30, 2025 at 8:24 PM
oh look, another trailer with a person shooting 3 people on one health while doing a slide on their knees. It truly is a fartnite.
November 30, 2025 at 8:22 PM