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trying to set new pfp rn and the only thing that it lets me upload is rude e knight. Huh.
also fuck man i dunno if i didn't cook them properly or if mom lied about them only being a few months old but i had some chicken burgers earlier and my stomach is in pieces

i start work tomorrow, man. i have shit to do to prepare!! but im just laying in bed in mild discomfort/pain
i wonder what it's like to live without a constant level of fear/stress/anxiety

i wonder how being normal is
the one you reposted yesterday with the 3 mugs and the very clearly labelled "they/them" for s3am and kr1s
friend who misgenders kr1s/ch4ra/fr1sk/c10ver liked the pronoun meme

Dude you literally misgender 2 of the characters in the post. D ude
o ju znotq atjkxzgrk ekrruc cgy znk tgor ot znk iullot. jkrzgxatk oy laiqotm gckyusk jut'z mkz sk cxutm haz aze vxubojkj ekz gtuznkx azjx znotm zu hk gazoyzoi ubkx gtj oz'y iaxxktzre roqk se lgbuxozk znotm o znotq. jklotozkre ktjkj av zgqotm znk yvgik zuanua vxkbouayre uiiavokj
haz ekgn. o yzorr roqk zn gtj o qtuc ol o ju g jkkv jobk otzu oz gmgot o'rr mkz ruyz ot oz gtj rubk oz gmgot. haz se otzkxkyz ngy hkkt cgtotm lux waozk yusk zosk iay o ju znotq o igt utre ngbk utk sgot lodgzout gz g zosk. znk suxk ruyz ot znk azejx ygaik o mkz, znk rkyy zn hxgotkj o mkz
utk ul se kdky cgy xkgrre az hxgotkj hgiq cnkt ck ckxk ot nomnyinuur. znke jxkc grvnetk gxz gtj ynuckj sk oz ot vkxyut gz yusk vuotz. znoy cgy vxk in2 o hkrokbk gtj qotjg jaxotm se "uqge azjx oy ixotmk" vngyk jkyvozk ngbotm rubkj az gtj in1. cutjkx nuc znke'xk juot / nuc znke lkkr ghz in3/4
cnoin qotjg. xkyvgxqkj grr znoy. ojq se vuotz oy payz, znkxk'y yu sain kgyore giikyyohrk azejx yzall zngz yixgzinky grr znk ozinky o cgtz oz zu, gtj kbkx yotik mkzzotm hgiq otzu znk ykxoky oz'y hkkt mkzzotm kgyokx t kgyokx zu payz. otjarmk ot zngz. xgznkx zngt gteznotm zn xkrgzkj.
lattore ktuamn cnkt jx in3/4 ckxk gttuatikj o cgy qotjg otjollkxktz. o ngj larre lgrrkt uazzg znk ruuv yotik roqk 2022 ux 2023. o znotq o cgy cge suxk kdiozkj gz znk vxuyvkiz ul zn20 zngt o cgy in3/4. haz o yvktz znk ckkq ux zcu rkgjotm av zu znk xkrkgyk c/ geg gtj skxxe gtj xkvrgeotm znk mgsk
o znotq o qotjg payz. igttuz ngbk ykbkxgr iutiaxxktz otzkxkyzy? sus ygey o ngbk gt uhykyyobk vkxyutgroze gtj o yzorr xklazk zngz irgos haz ynk oy vxuhghre iuxxkiz. gtj o znotq oz gvvroky nkxk zuu. zuanua cgy rozkxgrre Znk Utre Znotm o mgbk g jgst ghuaz ot 2024. o cxuzk ghuaz oz tkgxre jgore.
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o's yzorr g zuanua lgt. haz. muj oz xkgrre lkkry roqk kbkxe jge o gryu igxk rkyy gtj rkyy ghuaz znk ykxoky RSGU. o hgxkre otzkxgiz cozn oz hkeutj roqotm gxz gzv. znk sayoi oy xkgrre muuj gtj o roqk znk ingxgizkxy gtj znk cuxrj gtj znk sgtmg gtj znk iussatoze haz roqk ojq
what do you mean i'm dating someone who i can actually be emotionally open toward. what do you mean i just dumped 6k chars about trauma on them and they gave an actually sweet response. What

need to break the fucking shackles of my past. and this is certainly a start.
"dont worry about finances" "don't stress. the last thing i want is for you to stress" uh huh

considering how our fucking financial situation affects THE BOTH of us Yeah maybe I will worry. Maybe I'll think about it a little. Maybe I'll be a little concerned.

need to hoard my gold like a dragon
i swear to fucking god if it comes to her payday and i get a "so i'm not gonna be able to do that" i will fucking scream. if it gets to any of *my* paydays and i get told i need to hand over however much i am also going to scream.

yes i am overreacting but Oh My Fucking god
"I'll pay for your meds."
said she'd cover the cost for supplies, ended up only paying 1/3rd of that.
god knows if she'll actually pay for the e itself considering it's more expensive
god knows if i'm gonna have enough cash to buy the fuckin pc i've been hoping of getting
i wouldn't care if i wasn't incredibly fucking tight on cash myself and also STILL OWED LIKE £500 OR SOME BULLSHIT FROM HER

GOD i do not have patience for people today i wish i could be the one doing the financial shit cus i know i'd make shit work better than her.
she KNOWS there are late fees. 2 months' bill has turned into like 3 or 4 months due to said late fees. the internet is being throttled hard. she is still more interested in contininuing to see some fucking dude she's semi-dating than Paying The Fucking Bills
internet bill is too fucking high to pay because mom is an asshole and just Doesn't Pay It

dumbass you nearly lost the house several times due to poor finance management. you should know that leaving things that need paying is stupid.
i don't feel like this is anyone's fault. no way to control who does/doesn't show up.

several people ended up having things sprung onto them meaning they couldn't join, other people mighta just been occupied
been feeling really. Rude. lately
there's also always been very annoying or genuinely deplorable individual in the outer circle too, which like. idfk i want a break from thinking about all that haha

who woulda thought a community of a game with the most toxicity i've ever seen, would harbor some terrible folk. shocker!
tbf i was never as close to any of them as i would've liked / thought i was, in hindsight. kinda sucks that the like ~3 ish years where i was active in that community has led to this but whatever

they only know 13 yearold me, ahd she does not reflect modern me
been thinking a lot lately about just. quietly moving on from an old group

haven't spoken to anyone there in quite a while and it's kinda just getting to the point where thinking abt them is reminding me of bad times. plus a lot of them did seemingly befriend one of my abuser exes
very bitchy petty mood today i think