mono
@monokitsuko.bsky.social
waking world
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dni if i don't know you
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dni if i don't know you
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mono
@monokitsuko.bsky.social
· Oct 9
trying to set new pfp rn and the only thing that it lets me upload is rude e knight. Huh.
nvm took the day off thanks mom
not happy about not being paid but whatever i guess at least this avoids a breakdown in a loud place overflowing with people
bread and water soup for a year will make up for the lost funds
not happy about not being paid but whatever i guess at least this avoids a breakdown in a loud place overflowing with people
bread and water soup for a year will make up for the lost funds
February 6, 2026 at 8:05 AM
nvm took the day off thanks mom
not happy about not being paid but whatever i guess at least this avoids a breakdown in a loud place overflowing with people
bread and water soup for a year will make up for the lost funds
not happy about not being paid but whatever i guess at least this avoids a breakdown in a loud place overflowing with people
bread and water soup for a year will make up for the lost funds
barely sleeping + anxiety attack before what is consistently the most stressful day of the week is fun
February 6, 2026 at 6:53 AM
barely sleeping + anxiety attack before what is consistently the most stressful day of the week is fun
ough the paranoid delusions
February 6, 2026 at 6:37 AM
ough the paranoid delusions
last post on main made me genuinely ponder what the actual fuck i am doing with my life to be listening to HS music near midnight eating waffles when i have work in the morning How Did I Get Here Where Did It All Go Wrong
in like a humorous way. mostly
in like a humorous way. mostly
February 5, 2026 at 11:05 PM
last post on main made me genuinely ponder what the actual fuck i am doing with my life to be listening to HS music near midnight eating waffles when i have work in the morning How Did I Get Here Where Did It All Go Wrong
in like a humorous way. mostly
in like a humorous way. mostly
im just so tired and this is all before i even consider the fact that the world is crumbling around me. the only thing i know that i definitively want to do is to at some point manage to live together with my partner.
i miss having passion for things beyond whatever im currently hyperfixated on
i miss having passion for things beyond whatever im currently hyperfixated on
February 5, 2026 at 9:31 PM
im just so tired and this is all before i even consider the fact that the world is crumbling around me. the only thing i know that i definitively want to do is to at some point manage to live together with my partner.
i miss having passion for things beyond whatever im currently hyperfixated on
i miss having passion for things beyond whatever im currently hyperfixated on
dead-end job that Hurts. medical conditions that only get worse. getting an education is pointless because nowhere hires. i don't really enjoy much anymore. reading is cool. games aren't that fun. i lack the inspiration or drive for art or writing.
February 5, 2026 at 9:31 PM
dead-end job that Hurts. medical conditions that only get worse. getting an education is pointless because nowhere hires. i don't really enjoy much anymore. reading is cool. games aren't that fun. i lack the inspiration or drive for art or writing.
i kinda miss when life was all spelled out for me n shit. mental illness and audhd and physical Crap has all just thrown a curveball into what should've been a pretty clear-cut straight-A's-into-a-tech-degree trajectory
i don't. know? what i want to do?
i don't. know? what i want to do?
February 5, 2026 at 9:31 PM
i kinda miss when life was all spelled out for me n shit. mental illness and audhd and physical Crap has all just thrown a curveball into what should've been a pretty clear-cut straight-A's-into-a-tech-degree trajectory
i don't. know? what i want to do?
i don't. know? what i want to do?
feeling really tired and also quite gay. wish i didnt have to be an adult with like. responsibilities
January 31, 2026 at 1:54 PM
feeling really tired and also quite gay. wish i didnt have to be an adult with like. responsibilities
cus like, that shit motivates me dude!!! and i think generally a personal touch is good. the old adage of "writer's barely disguised kink" n whatever
is any of this even understandable im really tired lol
is any of this even understandable im really tired lol
January 29, 2026 at 1:32 AM
cus like, that shit motivates me dude!!! and i think generally a personal touch is good. the old adage of "writer's barely disguised kink" n whatever
is any of this even understandable im really tired lol
is any of this even understandable im really tired lol
really need to learn how to channel that highly personal energy into a thing. whenever i write something gay that i'm passionate about it's always because it has a piece of my soul within it. i find stuff really engaging when it appeals to me and i gotta try to write more stuff that appeals to me
January 29, 2026 at 1:32 AM
really need to learn how to channel that highly personal energy into a thing. whenever i write something gay that i'm passionate about it's always because it has a piece of my soul within it. i find stuff really engaging when it appeals to me and i gotta try to write more stuff that appeals to me
been reading some really good erotica recently and am reminded yet again that heteronormativity is evil and that t4t is like the best thing to ever exist
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
January 29, 2026 at 1:28 AM
been reading some really good erotica recently and am reminded yet again that heteronormativity is evil and that t4t is like the best thing to ever exist
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
Reposted by mono
T4T IS AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 25, 2026 at 7:15 PM
T4T IS AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i could continue to complain but i recognize this, too, is asinine. my energy would be much better spent doing literally anything but complaining about him.
January 18, 2026 at 8:39 PM
i could continue to complain but i recognize this, too, is asinine. my energy would be much better spent doing literally anything but complaining about him.
cant a girl unwind from work by reading a lil holmesduck and not addressing her responsibilities. i get i've done exactly that for like 2+ months at this point and i really need to address things but. still. god
but it's just nebulous adult problems that mean nothing to him and i'm just an asshole!
but it's just nebulous adult problems that mean nothing to him and i'm just an asshole!
January 18, 2026 at 8:39 PM
cant a girl unwind from work by reading a lil holmesduck and not addressing her responsibilities. i get i've done exactly that for like 2+ months at this point and i really need to address things but. still. god
but it's just nebulous adult problems that mean nothing to him and i'm just an asshole!
but it's just nebulous adult problems that mean nothing to him and i'm just an asshole!
i just. fail to see what this achieves. like at all. what actually was the point in saying this. deeply fucking pointless string of characters. he himself said to a friend that he "doesnt care" about not being answered cus all he does is send me memes so like fuckin ??????? what is your Problem dude
new one
"holy shit. whatever dude"
"holy shit. whatever dude"
got a dm that reminded me why i kinda stepped away from people for a while. teenage dudes with anger issues my fucking sincerely behated
January 18, 2026 at 8:39 PM
i just. fail to see what this achieves. like at all. what actually was the point in saying this. deeply fucking pointless string of characters. he himself said to a friend that he "doesnt care" about not being answered cus all he does is send me memes so like fuckin ??????? what is your Problem dude
really do not need a guy like that in my life right now
guy who claims mental instability as his reason to not give a shit about anything and to justify his constant assholery, all whilst doing nothing to try and help himself and having seemingly asinine problems and refusing to understand others'
guy who claims mental instability as his reason to not give a shit about anything and to justify his constant assholery, all whilst doing nothing to try and help himself and having seemingly asinine problems and refusing to understand others'
January 18, 2026 at 8:32 PM
really do not need a guy like that in my life right now
guy who claims mental instability as his reason to not give a shit about anything and to justify his constant assholery, all whilst doing nothing to try and help himself and having seemingly asinine problems and refusing to understand others'
guy who claims mental instability as his reason to not give a shit about anything and to justify his constant assholery, all whilst doing nothing to try and help himself and having seemingly asinine problems and refusing to understand others'
your response to me continuing to not answer you after you learn that i have been pushed to the brink by circumstances as of late, is to continue being an ass? wonderful
i will probably settle the score and then try to pull away as much as is reasonable whilst still being friends because fuck this
i will probably settle the score and then try to pull away as much as is reasonable whilst still being friends because fuck this
January 18, 2026 at 8:32 PM
your response to me continuing to not answer you after you learn that i have been pushed to the brink by circumstances as of late, is to continue being an ass? wonderful
i will probably settle the score and then try to pull away as much as is reasonable whilst still being friends because fuck this
i will probably settle the score and then try to pull away as much as is reasonable whilst still being friends because fuck this
new one
"holy shit. whatever dude"
"holy shit. whatever dude"
got a dm that reminded me why i kinda stepped away from people for a while. teenage dudes with anger issues my fucking sincerely behated
January 18, 2026 at 8:32 PM
new one
"holy shit. whatever dude"
"holy shit. whatever dude"
i should Go Outside maybe
January 14, 2026 at 6:37 PM
i should Go Outside maybe
(that is HS's weird and intentionally obtuse inventory management system, for the uninitiated)
January 14, 2026 at 6:36 PM
(that is HS's weird and intentionally obtuse inventory management system, for the uninitiated)
using old archaic software that does basically nothing helpful purely because it's related to my current hyperfixation
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
January 14, 2026 at 6:36 PM
using old archaic software that does basically nothing helpful purely because it's related to my current hyperfixation
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
sincerely hope everything turns out okay
January 13, 2026 at 7:57 PM
sincerely hope everything turns out okay
like okay sure i'm getting to a point where some nights i only sleep 1 hour but still holy fuck. i feel i've kinda poorly utilized my time off by sleeping in the day and then kinda spacing out for most of the night because i don't have the energy to do stuff / dont wanna commit to stuff
January 13, 2026 at 7:56 PM
like okay sure i'm getting to a point where some nights i only sleep 1 hour but still holy fuck. i feel i've kinda poorly utilized my time off by sleeping in the day and then kinda spacing out for most of the night because i don't have the energy to do stuff / dont wanna commit to stuff
"im gonna get something i've been procrastinating on for a while done today"
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
January 13, 2026 at 7:56 PM
"im gonna get something i've been procrastinating on for a while done today"
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
or perhaps i will due to the fact that any and all motivation i actually had is now gone LMAO the monkey's paw curls yet again
January 11, 2026 at 7:20 PM
or perhaps i will due to the fact that any and all motivation i actually had is now gone LMAO the monkey's paw curls yet again