mono
@monokitsuko.bsky.social
waking world
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dni if i don't know you
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dni if i don't know you
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mono
@monokitsuko.bsky.social
· Oct 9
trying to set new pfp rn and the only thing that it lets me upload is rude e knight. Huh.
ough the paranoid delusions
February 6, 2026 at 6:37 AM
ough the paranoid delusions
last post on main made me genuinely ponder what the actual fuck i am doing with my life to be listening to HS music near midnight eating waffles when i have work in the morning How Did I Get Here Where Did It All Go Wrong
in like a humorous way. mostly
in like a humorous way. mostly
February 5, 2026 at 11:05 PM
last post on main made me genuinely ponder what the actual fuck i am doing with my life to be listening to HS music near midnight eating waffles when i have work in the morning How Did I Get Here Where Did It All Go Wrong
in like a humorous way. mostly
in like a humorous way. mostly
i kinda miss when life was all spelled out for me n shit. mental illness and audhd and physical Crap has all just thrown a curveball into what should've been a pretty clear-cut straight-A's-into-a-tech-degree trajectory
i don't. know? what i want to do?
i don't. know? what i want to do?
February 5, 2026 at 9:31 PM
i kinda miss when life was all spelled out for me n shit. mental illness and audhd and physical Crap has all just thrown a curveball into what should've been a pretty clear-cut straight-A's-into-a-tech-degree trajectory
i don't. know? what i want to do?
i don't. know? what i want to do?
feeling really tired and also quite gay. wish i didnt have to be an adult with like. responsibilities
January 31, 2026 at 1:54 PM
feeling really tired and also quite gay. wish i didnt have to be an adult with like. responsibilities
been reading some really good erotica recently and am reminded yet again that heteronormativity is evil and that t4t is like the best thing to ever exist
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
January 29, 2026 at 1:28 AM
been reading some really good erotica recently and am reminded yet again that heteronormativity is evil and that t4t is like the best thing to ever exist
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
i don't feel much shame re: what i'm into but it is always both surprising and liberating when i find something that is like. Exactly what i like
Reposted by mono
T4T IS AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 25, 2026 at 7:15 PM
T4T IS AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just. fail to see what this achieves. like at all. what actually was the point in saying this. deeply fucking pointless string of characters. he himself said to a friend that he "doesnt care" about not being answered cus all he does is send me memes so like fuckin ??????? what is your Problem dude
new one
"holy shit. whatever dude"
"holy shit. whatever dude"
got a dm that reminded me why i kinda stepped away from people for a while. teenage dudes with anger issues my fucking sincerely behated
January 18, 2026 at 8:39 PM
i just. fail to see what this achieves. like at all. what actually was the point in saying this. deeply fucking pointless string of characters. he himself said to a friend that he "doesnt care" about not being answered cus all he does is send me memes so like fuckin ??????? what is your Problem dude
new one
"holy shit. whatever dude"
"holy shit. whatever dude"
got a dm that reminded me why i kinda stepped away from people for a while. teenage dudes with anger issues my fucking sincerely behated
January 18, 2026 at 8:32 PM
new one
"holy shit. whatever dude"
"holy shit. whatever dude"
using old archaic software that does basically nothing helpful purely because it's related to my current hyperfixation
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
January 14, 2026 at 6:36 PM
using old archaic software that does basically nothing helpful purely because it's related to my current hyperfixation
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
having a sylladex for computer files is genuinely insane and serves no practical purpose and does not work properly on this OS. But it is funny. and honestly surprisingly detailed
"im gonna get something i've been procrastinating on for a while done today"
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
January 13, 2026 at 7:56 PM
"im gonna get something i've been procrastinating on for a while done today"
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
hello me from 10 hours ago. why did you not do that. like i've been doing other stuff too which is perfectly fine but like i swear from 10am to 4pm i was just fucking sleeping like dude why
got a dm that reminded me why i kinda stepped away from people for a while. teenage dudes with anger issues my fucking sincerely behated
January 11, 2026 at 7:09 PM
got a dm that reminded me why i kinda stepped away from people for a while. teenage dudes with anger issues my fucking sincerely behated
i'm really bad at managing my time lol like idk i feel when i'm at home i just spend it fuckin sleeping or reading HS i need to stop unintentionally isolating myself
anyway i ended up getting that job in the end?? the gods smiled upon me for once it seems.
anyway i ended up getting that job in the end?? the gods smiled upon me for once it seems.
January 6, 2026 at 8:37 AM
i'm really bad at managing my time lol like idk i feel when i'm at home i just spend it fuckin sleeping or reading HS i need to stop unintentionally isolating myself
anyway i ended up getting that job in the end?? the gods smiled upon me for once it seems.
anyway i ended up getting that job in the end?? the gods smiled upon me for once it seems.
forgot to set an alarm. i need to leave for work in less than an hour and in that time i need to eat and shower and some other shit too omfg kill me dude LOL
December 30, 2025 at 6:51 AM
forgot to set an alarm. i need to leave for work in less than an hour and in that time i need to eat and shower and some other shit too omfg kill me dude LOL
been randomly having the half-assed "kiyaaaah" scream from RAD appearing in my brain lately which is very funny. it's hardly even a scream
December 29, 2025 at 9:54 PM
been randomly having the half-assed "kiyaaaah" scream from RAD appearing in my brain lately which is very funny. it's hardly even a scream
people aren't lying when they say to focus on anatomy. not only do you get to draw boobs and look at hot women but you also get a result that looks better
December 29, 2025 at 6:10 PM
people aren't lying when they say to focus on anatomy. not only do you get to draw boobs and look at hot women but you also get a result that looks better
got a particular song from it stuck in my head & was having Horrible Stupid discussions abt it with merry which almost led to me being late for work which happens a lot tbh
New 'I like this" thing to put in my bio I guess
New 'I like this" thing to put in my bio I guess
i am so normal over so much of this. whenever i end up starting to use my main again i should tism out about the music in particular lol
December 29, 2025 at 11:23 AM
got a particular song from it stuck in my head & was having Horrible Stupid discussions abt it with merry which almost led to me being late for work which happens a lot tbh
New 'I like this" thing to put in my bio I guess
New 'I like this" thing to put in my bio I guess
i leave for work in like just over an hour. this oatmeal is so ass i cooked it wrong i think. i cannot feasibly make real food instead of this. it's still pitch black outside. Lmao
December 29, 2025 at 6:23 AM
i leave for work in like just over an hour. this oatmeal is so ass i cooked it wrong i think. i cannot feasibly make real food instead of this. it's still pitch black outside. Lmao
i dont do resolutions they are stupid. but i want to finish holmesduck next year. i am becoming increasingly autistic about it and i do not know how to feel lol
god holy shit it has taken me months to read 2k pages and i still have 6k left i really hope i hyperfixate once work is over
god holy shit it has taken me months to read 2k pages and i still have 6k left i really hope i hyperfixate once work is over
December 28, 2025 at 10:58 PM
i dont do resolutions they are stupid. but i want to finish holmesduck next year. i am becoming increasingly autistic about it and i do not know how to feel lol
god holy shit it has taken me months to read 2k pages and i still have 6k left i really hope i hyperfixate once work is over
god holy shit it has taken me months to read 2k pages and i still have 6k left i really hope i hyperfixate once work is over
moving on from groups is a very strange thing. life changing is strange, too. tbf it's only in this past year where i really realized that an old group of mine is effectively dead. people have moved on, people are too different or simply just too busy to really be together in the same spaces anymore
December 27, 2025 at 12:33 PM
moving on from groups is a very strange thing. life changing is strange, too. tbf it's only in this past year where i really realized that an old group of mine is effectively dead. people have moved on, people are too different or simply just too busy to really be together in the same spaces anymore
i think the thing that is frustrating me the most rn is the fact that i have zero drive to actually go back and do my final shifts. i wanna just move onto the next chapter of my life considering i have shit i want to do. i have the motivation for it rn! and the moment i *can* do it i know it'll pass
December 24, 2025 at 1:22 PM
i think the thing that is frustrating me the most rn is the fact that i have zero drive to actually go back and do my final shifts. i wanna just move onto the next chapter of my life considering i have shit i want to do. i have the motivation for it rn! and the moment i *can* do it i know it'll pass
yet again i am listening to one singular song on repeat and have been for days
i swear i am like. Normal. regarding music lol
i swear i am like. Normal. regarding music lol
December 24, 2025 at 10:50 AM
yet again i am listening to one singular song on repeat and have been for days
i swear i am like. Normal. regarding music lol
i swear i am like. Normal. regarding music lol
yippee
just hand me my "fuck you we're not hiring you permanently" letter already dude. i know they want to.
December 23, 2025 at 7:32 PM
yippee
trauma and autism and people pleasing are a fucking horrendous cocktail of things leading to me never being able to heal and always feeling so incredibly fucking fake and never actually speaking my opinion when i should and
December 21, 2025 at 9:32 PM
trauma and autism and people pleasing are a fucking horrendous cocktail of things leading to me never being able to heal and always feeling so incredibly fucking fake and never actually speaking my opinion when i should and
hit my breaking point. still going back though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
hit my breaking point. still going back though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!