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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 12h

Or at least that the worry is more harmful than the concern itself, that seems to be universal.

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 12h

I think the whole "If you're afraid of becoming like your parent you won't" applies here.

In reality it's a trauma + personality threshold but it's a pretty high threshold lol

Don't ask me how I know, I don't wanna talk about it, just trust me 😆

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 12h

Alexa: *sudden high-pitched whistling*

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 12h

I could put you in touch with my partner to figure out😂😅 some strategies to deal with their moods because apparently I have the emotional maturity of a 6yo quite often

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 14h

I have no idea how to form a work-life balance nor a personal-social life balance.

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 14h

I guess happiness would be being able to go places and see people and also do some projects for myself but I can't seem to motivate myself to do anything without people so often I feel like seeing people is pulling me away from myself.

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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 14h

I guess I'm losing faith that happiness is achievable. I have to put so much effort in to function with so much anxiety and self-doubt and that keeps me from ever being in the moment and I'm just so tired of being strong. I'm so tired of suffering trying to not hate myself.

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 14h

I'm not really sure what happiness means to me anymore. Everything I do that I enjoy I have a hard time enjoying and it feels like a massive waste of time anyway.

I'm just trying to hold down a job and I got fired again losing a lot of time from a back-to-back double ear infection then strep.

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 15h

I've been feeling really dispassionate and undriven for the last two years.

I've been trying to fake living stably and being happy until I can make it the whole time so I'm starting to lose faith in that process.

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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 16h

I'll be honest that takes me back

Leafie🍂 @leafiedraws.bsky.social · Sep 6

hatsune miku but she's a catgirl from the 90's✨

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 1d

Lost is the fool who underestimates carbohydrates in the morning.

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 2d

I could write a book on what the sterility and darkness of a world without love feels like and maybe I should, even just for myself.

I couldn't do less than an essay to try and explain and I think understanding the first 30-some years of my life better would help.

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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 2d

What if we took the d yke and f ag culture war and pushed it somewhere else!!

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 2d

ngl this is a relatively autism-coded question

Lie and say not enough just to learn more about wind turbines and keep going until he's forced to learn more too.

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 2d

I hope you can take it to heart that often you have to deal with things you won't know how to handle until later.

i.e. stop beating yourself up for your trauma, it's definitionally something you couldn't handle at the time because otherwise it wouldn't be trauma

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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 2d

I find it a bit fucking existential that my mental illness doesn't fully develop until early adulthood but it traces back to toddlerhood and earlier.

I'm just trying to let some of that responsibility of what I "could have" done go and this is nice and concrete.

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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 2d

I'd agree that LLMs can be a decent rubber duck

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 2d

Windows truly be a gaslighter

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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 3d

Ms. and Mr. Carriage

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Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 3d

The water out of your 🛁 faucet is the same as your sink

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 4d

I may have psychically orphaned myself in the process of my growth.

I can no longer imagine my little girl self having parents since I'm overall here in spite of them.

Should I grow something in its place?

I want my connections with people to be more robust and it starts there

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 4d

Before Gloup tries you!

faceless woman @genocid.ing · 5d

gloup. try gloup.

gloup. a spoon full of pink goo with a pill on top. a tube of goo labelled gloup is next to it, with a picture of someone consuming the gloup.

Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep @multimediamage.bsky.social · 4d

make it worse, "She's not a man and I asked for it" 🤣