I cant with AI crap anymore.
10 gigs of crap forced onto my small phone
Scammers as far as the eye can see
You cant trust gposes with that "dreamy" filter anymore, you cant trust artists, you cant trust writers, you cant trust anything anymore.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I SCROLLED PAST THIS ATROCITY (compliment) WITHOUT NOTICING THE TEE BEFORE 😭

BREAK THAT BEAUTIFUL BISHOUNEN IN HALF

A blep in this economy to save us from this hellscape!

(bluesky moderation don't silence my pookie)

I'm gonna say he waxes because the pain turns him on

I hope I can at least babygirl-fy the new duskwight guy cuz my god
I really don't like how they basically just use this subrace to write disposable villains 💔

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

🫡

"it's been over a year"
NO IT HASN'T, THAT'S A PSY-OP

I do have a forbidden Elden Ring version of Dominus LOL
(I got massively skill issued by the game 2 hours later and gave up, but we're gonna pretend that didn't happen)

I like to imagine the spaghetti is made out card paper with the food printed on top of it, so yes

god bless being a bissexual

FULL BUSH URI
GO BIG OR GO HOME

GODBERT MANDERVILLE?
THAT'S SO BASED

I see your vision 🥴

I don't know what else to do, really. If things don't get better until the end of this year, I don't think I can take it anymore, fellas.

I'll probably start writing some letters. things to leave behind for if-or when- i give up. I'm sorry for those who believed in my strength. I have none left.

and guess what! it's broken! another thing that broke because I've failed at being an adult and now I have to pay more money that I don't have to replace it! My credit card expires in 4 days and I have CENTS on my account because I gave all I had to my roomate and we're still 100s of reais short

feeling welcomed in a place that should be my home. I can't live even with my MOM anymore, because she wants me to pay as much as I pay here. Except I CAN'T FUCKING AFFORD WHAT I PAY ANYMORE.
I'm tired! I'm exhausted! I had a panic attack a couple of minutes ago and threw my phone on the wall-

I hate my adhd. I hate forgetting. Hate not being productive, incredible, perfect enough. I hate how my roomate took until she was *indebted* to tell anyone she needed help, and how her sister hates me for it and this forces me to lock myself in my room anytime she's here
I hate once again not-

at least I can stay in a hospital. Eating. Sleeping. Resting. all without having to spend more money that I don't have.

I want to pull all my teeth out for rotting on their own and making me spend so much money on treating them. I want to throw myself off a bridge for not being a functional woman-

my strength. Believe that things will get better; that I'll leave this cesspit. But I'm not. I haven't left rock-bottom for over a year now. No matter how hard I try. I don't think neither him or my friends will fully grasp how much I want to die until I actually do this. And if I dont die? Then-

customers is all I have. I don't have a stable job. I'm trying to apply to one on the faint hope that I'll finally get ONE SINGLE FUCKING JOB before I decide to off myself
my partner is sweet, so so sweet, but I don't think he understands fully how badly I'm doing right now
he wants to believe in-

not enough. it's never enough. i cant buy medication. I cant afford groceries properly. i eat once per day and feel guilty if I eat more often than that. I can't pay all my bills properly for MONTHS. No matter how many discounts, how much I share my work and cry beg pleade for customers, because-

I don't think anyone understands how bad you're doing mentally unless you do something bad to your *body*
I'm talking to my therapist *literally right now* to be coaxed out of self-harming because nothing in my life is improving

My money? fucking gone. Comissions? no matter how much I work, it's-