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nihilight.bsky.social
aych 🌬🌪✨️
@nihilight.bsky.social
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fretter. autistic (yes, diagnosed) she/her. starlit mother; lucky wife. BJJ blue belt +3. 🐈‍⬛️(sparrow) + 🐕‍🦺 (mina) = 💚💜 × ♾️. i play NMS (PS4), ACNH, SDV, & skyrim (switch.) moon-witchery & angels.
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"the crowds will swarm soon & disrupt the slumber of semi-satisfied dust & memory, jostling them & yanking them from dreams where they finally reconciled, with careless & impatient hands."

a well-timed open mic. i'll be reading:

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i also had a gummy an hour ago to settle 😅 they make me purple-prosey sometimes.
sorry for the woowoo, i'm just still kinda reeling bc i truly FELT things in this weekends rituals vs feeling like i am... idk. playing along & waiting to feel. this weekend & these people, something finally clicked into place.
holding the east corner, 10th annual witches ball, muskegon MI .. someone caught this shot of me mid sway while listening to the ritual poem! artful & melodic, it tied our queer community to our witch community... i was shook & yet sedate, soothed. #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
i love how NO ONE told me my lil bandana was flipped up 😆 night 3 of 3 this evening & Waiting Mode is stiiiiiifling
i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
noisy evangelicals & it wasn't even 9p, NOR the weekend, as last night was simply a soft opening. they eventually were told they had to stay on the sidewalk & not enter the space again. so they paced 2 ft behind my sisters & kept it up for another 1.5 hrs. #witchsky #queersky
night 1 of a 3-night event, the 10th annual witches ball, is in 5 hours. my guts are lava! but: all the queers & all the witches as one in this city? hell yea. #witchsky #queersky
- .65 in my bank account. awesome.
portland is not a warzone it's animal crossing, i said what i said
left: rosewood, right birch. #witchsky
yaaay big harvest moon! i had 2 bowls of storm water from this summer & have been frothing to make 'moonstorm water'! idk what for, i just do what brain wants. also gonna set out 2 gifted, handmade wands!
yaaay big harvest moon! i had 2 bowls of storm water from this summer & have been frothing to make 'moonstorm water'! idk what for, i just do what brain wants. also gonna set out 2 gifted, handmade wands!
(i had covid in december 2022 & as a person who does chores & walks my dog depsite literal flu, didn't leave bed for 4.5 days.)
but: i still do not meet enough criteria for ehlers-danlos, just like i only meet 2/4 criteria for POTS... so it still comes down to i think it's long covid as the culprit to my rapid decline since spring 2023.
3rd week of PT for my bicep (2 yrs out from a grade 1 AC sep) & my dude said, 'so, you've got hypermobile joints; it healed right but yr muscles overcompensated for stability & you've got 8 different tangles here...' 🙃🙃🙃
i just finished ep3 s3 & oh lort 🤯🥵🤩
i decided to finally watch killing eve before it leaves netflix; i'm on the last ep of season 2 & it's been SUCH a whirly ride so far
i decided to finally watch killing eve before it leaves netflix; i'm on the last ep of season 2 & it's been SUCH a whirly ride so far
suicide awareness month is closing, & tomorrow is 7 years since i almost shot myself. here is a thing i wrote leading up to it, & finished a week or so after i was released from an 8-day involuntary hold.
As She Becomes Away
From a place I hope you never reach, I see you. Please stay.
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i know amazon is *eek*, but they often sell in 3 or 4 packs for not a bad price so as to not lose lots of $ in case you don't like it! but there could be stores or other online shops that do the same 🤔 /ramble!
i wore them to jiu jitsu classes *as* unders, bc i too dislike too many layers, & had ~personal body logistics~ to sort out to be comfortable on the mats? & then had to wear a skirt in 727° weather & gave em a go as skivvies & it was *pleasant*!
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looks like sniffing glue’s back on the menu boys
i usually wear yoga shorts (shorter leg) plus they help smooth my tum chub. are those comfortable/wearable to you?
lol why are so many military planes flying about in groups of 3+ ??? yes i live by a (small) airport but wtaf?? the world i think is starting to unravel & end