oh my god i just saw on netflix frieren s2 already coming next saturday ooooh my god so excited 😭
January 12, 2026 at 5:57 PM
oh my god i just saw on netflix frieren s2 already coming next saturday ooooh my god so excited 😭
for rather embarrassing monologues like this
January 11, 2026 at 8:47 PM
for rather embarrassing monologues like this
dah, too much to think about for now @.@
but genuinely, i'm okay, i guess just feeling lonely but that never got the best of me so far
i guess I'm overthinking things and like... friends are just people you can talk to...
rn just talking to a void and a void sometimes is just the friend you need
but genuinely, i'm okay, i guess just feeling lonely but that never got the best of me so far
i guess I'm overthinking things and like... friends are just people you can talk to...
rn just talking to a void and a void sometimes is just the friend you need
January 11, 2026 at 8:47 PM
dah, too much to think about for now @.@
but genuinely, i'm okay, i guess just feeling lonely but that never got the best of me so far
i guess I'm overthinking things and like... friends are just people you can talk to...
rn just talking to a void and a void sometimes is just the friend you need
but genuinely, i'm okay, i guess just feeling lonely but that never got the best of me so far
i guess I'm overthinking things and like... friends are just people you can talk to...
rn just talking to a void and a void sometimes is just the friend you need
smart enough for a science high school-- hell, even the top state university system in my country!
Do I feel like a fraud? Is this what's it about? My self image is not matching with what I think people think of me when i'm viewed in a lens of "some credit" rather than "no credit" ???
Do I feel like a fraud? Is this what's it about? My self image is not matching with what I think people think of me when i'm viewed in a lens of "some credit" rather than "no credit" ???
January 11, 2026 at 8:47 PM
smart enough for a science high school-- hell, even the top state university system in my country!
Do I feel like a fraud? Is this what's it about? My self image is not matching with what I think people think of me when i'm viewed in a lens of "some credit" rather than "no credit" ???
Do I feel like a fraud? Is this what's it about? My self image is not matching with what I think people think of me when i'm viewed in a lens of "some credit" rather than "no credit" ???
I think I know now-- man, something about having honor or something to be proud of, or something to prove myself with... I... got nothing.
Something happened when I was growing up that bled into this mindset and that started when I started not being an honor student despite still being--
Something happened when I was growing up that bled into this mindset and that started when I started not being an honor student despite still being--
January 11, 2026 at 8:47 PM
I think I know now-- man, something about having honor or something to be proud of, or something to prove myself with... I... got nothing.
Something happened when I was growing up that bled into this mindset and that started when I started not being an honor student despite still being--
Something happened when I was growing up that bled into this mindset and that started when I started not being an honor student despite still being--
and maybe finally start opening up myself more
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
and maybe finally start opening up myself more
I can finally focus on a job by this year, on June I guess.
... Man, this was about my thoughts on about being closed off but it always goes back to being stuck college-- see what I mean by how this is affecting me mentally ugh 😮💨 but i'm close, so so close I can taste freedom soon...
... Man, this was about my thoughts on about being closed off but it always goes back to being stuck college-- see what I mean by how this is affecting me mentally ugh 😮💨 but i'm close, so so close I can taste freedom soon...
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
I can finally focus on a job by this year, on June I guess.
... Man, this was about my thoughts on about being closed off but it always goes back to being stuck college-- see what I mean by how this is affecting me mentally ugh 😮💨 but i'm close, so so close I can taste freedom soon...
... Man, this was about my thoughts on about being closed off but it always goes back to being stuck college-- see what I mean by how this is affecting me mentally ugh 😮💨 but i'm close, so so close I can taste freedom soon...
but for reasons that... I'm still in college after nearly 7 years... it's such a burden on my back all I felt is shame and I couldn't give out more love that I so wanted to show...
it really just... took a toll on me.
I'm close to graduating now. Just 1 course left and the thesis.
it really just... took a toll on me.
I'm close to graduating now. Just 1 course left and the thesis.
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
but for reasons that... I'm still in college after nearly 7 years... it's such a burden on my back all I felt is shame and I couldn't give out more love that I so wanted to show...
it really just... took a toll on me.
I'm close to graduating now. Just 1 course left and the thesis.
it really just... took a toll on me.
I'm close to graduating now. Just 1 course left and the thesis.
and I feel I'm set that the only people who can truly get to know me would be the one person I love and... I guess my own future child when that time comes.
I kind of failed on the "one person i love" thing though..,., I ended up still closing myself off...
I kind of failed on the "one person i love" thing though..,., I ended up still closing myself off...
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
and I feel I'm set that the only people who can truly get to know me would be the one person I love and... I guess my own future child when that time comes.
I kind of failed on the "one person i love" thing though..,., I ended up still closing myself off...
I kind of failed on the "one person i love" thing though..,., I ended up still closing myself off...
but that's sad because that's how I operate and it's a case of kinda "treat others as how you'd treat yourself" or something like that
but honestly, people aren't that mean actually! like, majority.
but honestly, people aren't that mean actually! like, majority.
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
but that's sad because that's how I operate and it's a case of kinda "treat others as how you'd treat yourself" or something like that
but honestly, people aren't that mean actually! like, majority.
but honestly, people aren't that mean actually! like, majority.
like, what am I so afraid of? hm... I feel like... as much as I don't want to think of it like that, it's probably I'm conscious about how other people view me, I guess...? Like, I'd rather they know nothing about me than know something and judge me based on that thing I show or let them know...?
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
like, what am I so afraid of? hm... I feel like... as much as I don't want to think of it like that, it's probably I'm conscious about how other people view me, I guess...? Like, I'd rather they know nothing about me than know something and judge me based on that thing I show or let them know...?
ironically, posting it in public like this, but also, no one follows me anyhow lmao and that's intentional, I just want to treat this as a public diary of sorts with no real traceback to me
... anyway, I don't really understand it either...
... anyway, I don't really understand it either...
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
ironically, posting it in public like this, but also, no one follows me anyhow lmao and that's intentional, I just want to treat this as a public diary of sorts with no real traceback to me
... anyway, I don't really understand it either...
... anyway, I don't really understand it either...
the only thing really stopping me from connecting to people is...
the fact I really close myself off from others
and what makes it sad is... well, even to my own family, or I feel even to people I love in general
I don't... feel enough trust in me to open up to others
the fact I really close myself off from others
and what makes it sad is... well, even to my own family, or I feel even to people I love in general
I don't... feel enough trust in me to open up to others
January 11, 2026 at 8:38 PM
the only thing really stopping me from connecting to people is...
the fact I really close myself off from others
and what makes it sad is... well, even to my own family, or I feel even to people I love in general
I don't... feel enough trust in me to open up to others
the fact I really close myself off from others
and what makes it sad is... well, even to my own family, or I feel even to people I love in general
I don't... feel enough trust in me to open up to others
maybe i should procure an eyemask i literally have difficulty sleeping sigh
January 10, 2026 at 9:57 PM
maybe i should procure an eyemask i literally have difficulty sleeping sigh
i found a silly, i can sleep now
January 9, 2026 at 8:51 PM
i found a silly, i can sleep now
i only have 1 course to attend but it's unfortunately 3 days a week with 2 lectures and a lab sighhh
or... unless I get a dorm maybe ? so I won't have to worry about commuting and online work won't be so disrupted
or... unless I get a dorm maybe ? so I won't have to worry about commuting and online work won't be so disrupted
January 8, 2026 at 5:05 PM
i only have 1 course to attend but it's unfortunately 3 days a week with 2 lectures and a lab sighhh
or... unless I get a dorm maybe ? so I won't have to worry about commuting and online work won't be so disrupted
or... unless I get a dorm maybe ? so I won't have to worry about commuting and online work won't be so disrupted
I'm going to finally get a job by May 😮💨
January 8, 2026 at 5:04 PM
I'm going to finally get a job by May 😮💨
i literally just need only 1 course left to enroll in... but AMIS is so shit oh my god it's stressful as it is to constantly reload a page for 2 hours christ
January 6, 2026 at 4:03 AM
i literally just need only 1 course left to enroll in... but AMIS is so shit oh my god it's stressful as it is to constantly reload a page for 2 hours christ
excited for when my barbell set arrives
gonna try to buff up lesgo
gonna try to buff up lesgo
January 4, 2026 at 4:41 PM
excited for when my barbell set arrives
gonna try to buff up lesgo
gonna try to buff up lesgo
i should probably just accept i'm never falling asleep before 4am 😮💨😮💨😮💨
January 1, 2026 at 4:59 PM
i should probably just accept i'm never falling asleep before 4am 😮💨😮💨😮💨
ayo an of bot liked that the second i posted that wtf 😭
December 31, 2025 at 8:05 PM
ayo an of bot liked that the second i posted that wtf 😭
the fun thing about christmas and new year is helping the family in preparing and cooking the meals, like, genuinely, it just feels fulfilling
getting 1st degree burns on 2 fingers was worth it
happy new year 🙂↕️
getting 1st degree burns on 2 fingers was worth it
happy new year 🙂↕️
December 31, 2025 at 8:03 PM
the fun thing about christmas and new year is helping the family in preparing and cooking the meals, like, genuinely, it just feels fulfilling
getting 1st degree burns on 2 fingers was worth it
happy new year 🙂↕️
getting 1st degree burns on 2 fingers was worth it
happy new year 🙂↕️
gen ai for images and videos is just...
like, why? why do you need that ever? do we even need it???
and it's wasting so much resources for something that isn't even needed
it's so stupid sigh...
like, why? why do you need that ever? do we even need it???
and it's wasting so much resources for something that isn't even needed
it's so stupid sigh...
December 29, 2025 at 2:08 PM
gen ai for images and videos is just...
like, why? why do you need that ever? do we even need it???
and it's wasting so much resources for something that isn't even needed
it's so stupid sigh...
like, why? why do you need that ever? do we even need it???
and it's wasting so much resources for something that isn't even needed
it's so stupid sigh...
bloody sure hope so more artists actually migrate here with that edit image shit on x
December 26, 2025 at 4:11 PM
bloody sure hope so more artists actually migrate here with that edit image shit on x