Rail the Fennec 🦊 ΘΔ 🦊
@raildusk.bsky.social
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30s / UK / Fuck knows. Personal Reset in Progress. Therian - white-furred (blue markings, brown hair)) European red / fennec fox hybrid [fear the ears]. Falling into the deep blue. Profile pic is stand-in, original art by Chu aka RaiZap.
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armyofsnarkness.bsky.social
"They made me glue these dumb ears to my head!" Says former therian. "These dangerous animals must be stopped before.. be..foorr...aaarrwwwwooooooooo! Sorry it's just that since I got out of that crazy animal cult I can't help but howl and bark like a dog. SEE WHAT THEY DID TO ME??"
raildusk.bsky.social
PS: My last post wasn't about alcoholism or drugs. I'm pretty much straightedge these days; and have not touched drugs in nearly twenty years.
raildusk.bsky.social
sobriety and clear light sets in. You've made an arse of things and yourself, you're having to do a pretty indepth cleanup job and you realise that actually, certain things are the way they are because they're actually true. That and certain things are actually pretty false and hollow.
raildusk.bsky.social
Moving away from certain circles / communities for a while. I need to sleep for like three days solid, reset and refocus / reorientate, like, EVERYTHING. Who I am, what I am and why I led to those conclusions. Imagine being hooked up nonstop to something but then...it just gets unplugged, and bam,
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mskellymhayes.bsky.social
We need a bigger national spotlight on this building raid, fam. Agents dropped from helicopters onto the roof. Citizens and non-citizens alike were dragged from their homes in the night. People who weren't kidnapped during the raid had their belongings seized after the fact. This is madness.
mskellymhayes.bsky.social
"Jones, 27, is among the residents left at 7500 S. South Shore Drive who are trying to piece together what remains after an early morning, high-powered federal immigration raid led to the arrests of dozens of their neighbors at their South Shore apartment building."
Massive immigration raid on Chicago apartment building leaves residents reeling: 'I feel defeated'
The Department of Homeland Security said federal agents with Border Patrol, the FBI and the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives arrested 37 people in the raid.
chicago.suntimes.com
raildusk.bsky.social
Work. Labour intensive work would absolutely ruin this frippery.
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Do stupid shit.....

Honestly, this guy must have been at the back of the queue on Friday late afternoon when they were handing out the braincells.
raildusk.bsky.social
Watch what happens when you fall silent and stop doing all the chasing.
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shadowdragon.bsky.social
Very important creature PSA:

- Try not to doom scroll
- Remember to support each other: local groups, DIY, resources, etc
- Use Signal for sensitive information
- Be aware of what you post online
- Make sure to take your meds, hydrate, and eat something.
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rabosaalforn.bsky.social
They’re out there 🦊🐺🦡🐀🐦‍⬛

And there are more and more everyday.
raildusk.bsky.social
That f*cking face on Bingus 😂😂
raildusk.bsky.social
He's tired. The slow, low manner of speech suggests he is unwell. This is not from my usual anti trump platform but pure neutral observation. That man is tired, his faculties are not top and I suspect there is a medical condition here. Unfit to be president.
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Because it's not so easy. And it's heartbreaking, seeing it and knowing the torn other side of the story. But there goes I but for the torment of God to turn a particular phrase. So, uh, yea. That's my story, as a former scratcher / wannabie 'artist' who got trampIed, I guess. Thanks for listening.
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So amidst the furry community [not even sure I can count myself as part of that - no fursuit for starters, a lesson learnt after ConFuzzled 2018...] I'm just an NPC, in the background I guess. So back to arting drawing etc. Basically, I wish the toxic positivity would just stop stop stop. <c>
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dear reader, was a final nail in the coffin. If a so-called 'talented' / pro artist could see zero value, then why was I wasting the time effort and work? I felt and still feel like barren soil. A plant cannot grow without water or sunlight and that sunlight was nonexistant for me, sad to say. <c>
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using photo references, shading tutorials and the works (this was pre ovid, let alone pre AI). Again all I received was that indifference. Meh. A quick brush off. No genuine positive reaction. Nor any constructive criticism or pointers to improve upon. Politely-made 'managed decline'? And that <c>
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integrate in the furry 'community'. You get the picture. Let her in that I'd been working on Inktober that year as both fun, to beter myself and to maybe develop skills. Showed her, five, six of my best including one of the oh so goregous Penrhyn Castle in north Wales. That one I slaved over <c>
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the know it all will say. Did you not show your friends, ask for likes/shares and do trades maybe? they'll ask. One of the final nails was indeed such an interaction with a semi-professional artist here in the UK. Fursuit, art galore, art events, lgbtq flags, "be kind" - the full regalia to <c>
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if you don't get the support base, you are screwed from before the starting line. They say love and hate are opposites but that they at least show action, emotion, reaction. Whereas =indifference= is the real soul killer and that, dear reader, is what I found in shovelfuls. Put your stuff out, <c>
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has got into dire straits So I cannot see it happening anytime soon. So there we go. Toxic positivity at work again? Next time you see someone posting "pick up the pen! You can do it! Anyone can do it!" - kindly remind them, that like all human based political games <c>
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disappointment, of wrought effort for little, a waste of time even. I suppose an example of the curse "long may you labour in vain". These days, even just picking up a pencil or a pen to do art/draw/sketch seems such a ginormous task and my bandwidth, amongst everything else in how badly my life <c>
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newlearnt skills, maybe they panned out or maybe they didn't but either way, the court of public artistry basically decried that I wasn't even worthy of interacting with / constructive assisting or even just social/banter with. So, the little knack I had, I dropped. It became just a symbol of <c>
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kind of thinking to have a say in my mind?] But there goes I but for trying, I suppose. I tried several tutorials for all sorts of things - expressions, eyes, body proportions, body distortions, heads/faces/skulls and on their own did quite decently. As soon as it was time to utilise these <C>
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by talking to or meeting new 'fellow artists', not even constructive criticism or giving a leg up to someone new on the proverbial road, so it were to speak. Just often cold silence. I mean god, even some hate posts would have meant something by the end of it [how bad must it have got for that <C>
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It was the eerie silence, the being ignored that got me. See, I used to sketch odd little scenes and took part in Inktober before it went bad. Id post on a dusty old Insta and Facebook, do the tags and catch up each day. But nothing. Very few likes. And certainly no interaction, no 'finding joy' <C>