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Anna | 1991 | Germany | gemini ⋆☀︎. | scorpio ⏾⋆.˚ hexerey & hochgebet ꒰ა♱໒꒱ angel at the abattoir // patron saint of moonstruck girls・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ☾ somewhere between psychotic and iconic ౨ৎ all words by me unless stated otherwise ゚・* ⋆ ✩ ˚ 。⋆ ✩
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saintghost.bsky.social
For #PoemsAbout #ImperfectMe

for @thebrokenspine.co.uk
& @alanparrywriter.co.uk

I apologize for the ungodly length and extend my sincerest gratitude to everyone who still endeavors to read it. Thank you.
Mirror, Mirror 

A spell gone wrong. The fairy godmother quit,
left the fire for a cigarette break. My dress is as chintzy 
as lollipop shivers, as cheap as no-fucks-given first love
and even that I could never afford. A broom dressed 
in a rag, owl-grown on eyelash wishes. A wish
is something my heart makes when you sing
about how the light weeps through the gauze
of the leaves when it falls, like a prayer 
through stained glass, or a girl’s head through the open
mouth of her mother’s medicine cabinet. We all know 
that things are purified by their falling, by how low 
they can go before they snap. A wish is the insistence
to fall like this just a little bit longer, to sweeten the pulp
of my ruin once I collapse into smoke. A dream, however,
is a different beast: A dream is something tenebrous
that lives in the fractures and marrows, that comes for me
like a gorge of gray wolves, ubiquitous and bigger than a life, 
or a couldn’t, or a death. It makes me think about your teeth, 
how they tear a signature of grief into my wrist, how I mistook
a maw for a sparrow’s beak, and blood for godly devotion. 
You ask what has touched me without leaving
a bruise. Nothing. The brittle hair brown as the mud-
crested belly of a fox, hunted, tangled in lilac
and bramble, keeping watch over what remains of us
and what doesn’t when no one is looking too close. 
Rings of salt around my eyes where at midnight the crows
come and pick apart the waning embers
until things lose their focus and become mercurial
rivulets of maybe and fever. The olanzapine body,
fed too sad on gingerbread and delusions; the one
that I carry like a coffin or that in turn shoulders me
like a cross, because it has to, because it knows
no other way. The flesh-simmering hunger
to be not only seen but felt. That deaf violent resistance
to any threat or touch of disenchantment. And there it is,
the seam that is always giving, where the doctor did
his stitches like someone drunk on the moon. Touch it:
It tells a cicatrized story, one that the sortilege of speaking
could not. I am not only an imperfection but a curse, baptized
in a river’s edge that knows neither map nor ending. 
Lids and lips dusted with a summoning of need the color 
of last year’s rotten apples; as if there was a ballroom I was going to 
instead of a padded cell, as if I had lost a shoe of glass
instead of my agency and sense of self.

All this sorcery, just for that one moment.

Because you promised me an elsewhere and another
time, where truth was untrue and real was only a word
that held as much weight as a twig. Where I could go
and be not prophecy but promise; peach, plum, and palms unread
but understood in the unutterable language of fate. 
Where I could be held by a world that does not ask of me
to prove it. But you just made me up, didn’t you, divined my name
in some lapse of reason amidst seal-skinned sirens and antlered
hares. Something to rain away the hours, insubstantial and hidden 
behind the veil of absurdity. I come alive in your glimpse only,
in that one wisp of splintered impossibility
and just as soon as you close your eyes, all my fake
bones shatter and crumble. 

Looking back, I will then be made to wonder
if I have ever been really here at all. 
Did I die or did I vanish
or did you just forget to continue to have faith
in my fabled existence, in the frailty of my 
mythology?

Because nothing’s more fatal to a dream
than those who do not believe in it.
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coffinboffin.bsky.social
#AUTUMN BEAUTY I was struck by the unsettlingly dark beauty of the #Bronte family home & churchyard when I visited Haworth. Shrouded in mist among the #autumn leaves it was clear no coward soul could live here. Glorious in its gothic gloom.
saintghost.bsky.social
misty garden light
the rabbits are wearing
raincoats of dead leaves

#haiku
#DailyHaikuPrompt
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thewritertype.bsky.social
The smell of autumn is in the air, like a pencil being sharpened in a damp church by someone who has recently smoked a pipe.
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everettpoetry.bsky.social
unraveled
a skein of geese
frays the morning sky

*** written a long time ago...your poem reminded me....😊
saintghost.bsky.social
Oh that is just lovely!! Thanks so much for sharing this 🙏🏻❤️🪶✨
saintghost.bsky.social
the secret message
spelled in piles of autumn leaves —
once we have fallen
our colors may be even
brighter than before

#tanka #poetry
#TankaThursday
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racheldeering.bsky.social
🎃 #Gothtober #31daysofhalloween
Vintage Halloween card:
‘A Happy Halloween’ 
A witch in a white dress with a large pumpkin head on a broomstick, gold stars, full moon, night sky with clouds.
saintghost.bsky.social
skein of geese
woven together by fate
night sky’s silver needle

#haiku
#DailyHaikuPrompt
saintghost.bsky.social
🙌🏻🖤👻🫶🏻
saintghost.bsky.social
That is very kind of you but nah, I’m definitely not better at it. I often have great trouble expressing myself& completely despair over my writing. But you have the ability to write with the precision of a surgical incision& find just the right words! &I read it and am like, damn, yeah, exactly!😅👏👏
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thesurrealari.bsky.social
Happy #October, people. I’m welcome n in the best month of the year with some classic #raybradbury #gothic tales.
Black text in white:

OCTOBER COUNTRY
...that country where it is always turning late in the year. That country where the hills are fog and the rivers are mist; where noons go quickly, dusks and twilights linger, and midnights stay. That country composed in the main of cellars, sub-cellars, coal-bins, closets, attics, and pantries faced away from the sun.
That country whose people are autumn people, thinking only autumn thoughts. Whose people passing at night on the empty walks sound like rain. ...
saintghost.bsky.social
Thank you 🙏🏻🪶💙✨
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po3try.bsky.social
in the mirror-room
all things are ghosts
of the real
saintghost.bsky.social
Ooooh I love that! 🖤👻☺️✨
saintghost.bsky.social
Well, thank YOU! ☺️🙏🏻✨ Very happy to hear that you liked it! ❤️🫶🏻
saintghost.bsky.social
Holy shit this is amazing; often when I read your poetry I feel so seen and understood because you describe so many of the same things I’m feeling, it feels like you’re putting into words for me what I often cannot! Thank you! ❤️ I feel this poem a lot.
saintghost.bsky.social
I wrote “show don’t tell” over my note pad and I will definitely look more closely at my haikus in the future and think about “do I really need that word” (but it WILL probably happen again in the future at one point 😅) (2/2)
saintghost.bsky.social
Ooooh, I get it, that makes sense! But with the fox haiku, I like the longer version just as much as the shorter one; like you said, it’s probably best to write what feels best, too. But I am definitely more aware of the issue now though thanks to your help; (1/2)
saintghost.bsky.social
sometimes when it comes to one’s own poetry, one is blind to things that are completely obvious to a reader! (2/2)
saintghost.bsky.social
Aaah you’re so right about the moon having more agency in the shorter version, the whole haiku feels more “alive” without the “as if”. I don’t know why I never really thought about that! But that is why I am thankful for your comment and why it is definitely not overstepping; (1/2)
saintghost.bsky.social
Thank you! 🙏🏻🖤
saintghost.bsky.social
Oh, I did not know that! Thank you very much for mentioning it, that is important to know! 🙏🏻

I amend my haiku to:

this season, put out
a bowl of lactose free milk
for stray cats and ghosts

🐈‍⬛🖤👻
saintghost.bsky.social
summer had left quietly
a sigh from a wren’s beak
blue hyacinths

#haiku
#DailyHaikuPrompt
saintghost.bsky.social
Thank you! ☺️🖤👻✨🙏🏻